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Percy Jackson and the Olympians episode 1 and 2 are available for streaming NOW!!!

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life is starting to sound like “one last try” once again…

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crying myself to sleep and not remembering what happened or why i’m so tired in the morning is so fun

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i am nothing. my grandfather, my beloved grandfather said that to me today “you are nothing”. as well as “don’t count on me” a couple days ago

of course all this has context along, however, both times made me feel like shit and wanting to die in the moment

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for the first time in forever (lol) i felt so comfortable eating that i finished a meal in one sitting … these people made me feel so secure and proud and happy and we’re just friends not besties or something (we could be tho) and it made me so happy. this has been the most wonderful halloween/birthday i’ve had in ages

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whenever i look at myself i see 000 progress in what i’m supposed to look like. i wanna be small…

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how the hell am i supposed to answer that… LIKE please… i don’t want to anymore…

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WHY TF my weight won’t go down and just fluctuate in the same basis of my cw when i’m restricting so much. at this point i might just stop eating at all

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how come i’m failing at having an ed and failing at recovery when i’m not even trying to recover…

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i wish my body could continue to eat away fat instead of muscle so at least i could do something right and well

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a few weeks ago a girl i just met said she had “some sort of ana” and my first impression was to throw away my first meal of the day since the day before

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does anyone have any tips to get my to my gw even though i’m eating as little as possible?? please

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WHY TF if i ate so little yesterday, i continue to be so frking hungry!! and still be OVER the cals i settle… SO FRUSTRATING

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it disturbs me how well i had forgotten what a depressive episode felt/was like. unless i were in one.

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i realized recently i’ve lost all my muscle (or at least it feels that way) :)

but my fat is still there so… keep going •-• i guess.

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just hit my gw today :) and ate some chicken tenders and fries with bbq and something else that i bought on an impulse :)) oh well, crying tomorrow morning awaits

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Please I’m begging you, please watch Klaus on Netflix, just for the sole animation and the tens of facial expressions per second that are all hand drawn