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[explosivelywuisa]

THANK YOU :DDDDD!!!!!!!1!!1!1!!!!1!

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, could i request an angst long form fic (or if you want it can be short, whatever you feel more comfortable with) of choso x reader (or whatever other jjk man you would like), and we find that he has a new friend (a girl friend) and we had a very important date with him (anniversary or whatever) and we stay there, but that day it was freezing cold and he lefts us there to go to another place with his friend, and a lot lf angst, wheter the end is fluff or angst is up to you:DD

If you dont want to do it or you dont have time its okay:DDD

HERE U GO BABES !!! I'm finally back from the dead. This is nothing too nice tbh, I still feel like crap. Idek if this has a lot of angst TT

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Left In The Cold.

Choso Kamo x reader

contains: angst, hurt w/ comfort, happy ending ofc(surprisingly)

You stood at the edge of the park, breath forming small clouds in the freezing air. The cold bit at your fingers, even through the gloves you’d worn, and your toes felt like ice inside your boots. You shifted your weight from foot to foot, glancing at your watch for the fifth time in the last ten minutes.

He was late.

You told yourself it was fine. Choso wasn’t the type to forget something as important as today. He’d been the one to insist on this anniversary date, after all. “I want to do something special for us,” he’d said with that soft smile of his, the one that always made your chest feel warm.

But now, as the minutes stretched into an hour, that warmth was nowhere to be found.

Your phone buzzed in your pocket, and you fumbled to pull it out, hope flickering in your chest. Maybe he’d gotten stuck somewhere, or maybe something urgent had come up, and he’d explain everything once he got here.

But it wasn’t a call or an apology. It was a picture—a story he’d posted, a shot of him and her.

His new friend.

They were sitting in a cozy café, steam curling from the mugs in their hands. She was laughing at something, her smile wide and easy, while Choso leaned closer, his expression soft.

The caption read: Needed a break. This place has the best hot chocolate.

Your chest tightened as the image blurred in front of your eyes. You blinked hard, your breath hitching, and shoved your phone back into your pocket.

The cold seemed to sink deeper into your skin, and the weight of the realization hit you all at once: he wasn’t coming.

You stayed there for a while longer, convincing yourself he’d show up, that he’d remember, that this wasn’t what it looked like. But as the hours dragged on and the sun dipped below the horizon, the bitter cold became unbearable.

With trembling hands, you wrapped your coat tighter around yourself and turned to leave, tears stinging your eyes.

---

By the time Choso got home, it was late. He kicked off his shoes, the warmth of the café still lingering on his skin. He felt lighter, more relaxed after spending the afternoon unwinding.

But when he stepped into the living room and saw you curled up on the couch, wrapped in a blanket, something twisted in his chest.

“Hey,” he said, his voice cautious.

You didn’t look up.

“...You’re still awake?” he tried again, walking closer.

“Barely,” you replied, your voice flat.

It took him a moment to notice the faint shiver in your frame or the redness around your eyes.

“Were you crying?” he asked, his brows furrowing as he crouched down in front of you.

That was the last straw. You sat up, the blanket falling from your shoulders, and glared at him. “Do you even remember what today was?”

Choso blinked, confusion flashing across his face. “What?”

“Our anniversary, Choso.”

His heart sank, realization hitting him like a punch to the gut.

You laughed bitterly, though the sound held no humor. “I waited for hours. In the freezing cold. And you—” Your voice cracked, and you shook your head. “You were with her.”

“Wait—”

“No, don’t,” you snapped, standing abruptly. “Don’t you dare try to explain this away. I saw the picture. You looked like you were having a great time while I was standing there, hoping you’d show up.”

“I—” Choso struggled for words, his chest tight with guilt. “I didn’t mean to—”

“But you did,” you said, your voice trembling. “You made a choice, Choso. And it wasn’t me.”

Silence fell between you, heavy and suffocating.

“I’m sorry,” he finally whispered, his voice barely audible.

You let out a shaky breath, wiping at your eyes. “You always say that. But it doesn’t fix anything.”

Choso reached out, his hand hovering near yours, but he didn’t touch you. “I messed up. I know I did. And I’ll do whatever it takes to make it up to you.”

“You can’t just fix this with words,” you said quietly, stepping back. “I need time.”

---

Time passed, and true to his word, Choso worked to earn back your trust. He showed up—consistently and wholeheartedly. He didn’t shy away from the discomfort or the guilt, and he didn’t rush you to forgive him.

On what would’ve been just another cold winter evening, he surprised you.

The park was lit with soft, twinkling lights, the frost glittering like stars on the ground. Choso stood there, bundled in a thick coat, holding a thermos in one hand and a bouquet in the other.

“I know I can’t undo what I did,” he said when you approached. “But I want to make new memories. Better ones.”

You stared at him, your heart aching in your chest. He looked nervous—vulnerable in a way you rarely saw—but his sincerity was written all over his face.

“I’m still mad at you,” you admitted, though your voice was softer this time.

“I know,” he said, his lips quirking into a faint smile. “But I’m not going anywhere this time. Not until you’re ready.”

You took the thermos from his hand, feeling the warmth seep into your fingers. “You better not screw this up again.”

“I won’t,” he promised, his gaze steady.

And for the first time in what felt like forever, you believed him.

[explosivelywuisa]

OMGGGG, YOU ATE WITH THE DRAWING, I FREAKING LOVE ITTTTT AJAJWIONFA EJINDC8RNAFRJIFANARFANAO

you bewitched me

[explosivelywuisa]

HAIIIIIIIIIIIIII, I WANTED TO POST THIS LIL SKETCH OF LAUFEY, I LOVE HER SM💗

(I made it at 3 a.m. relying on nothing but a tea)

Opinions???:DD

[explosivelywuisa]

THE PEOPLE ATTACKING YOU BYE 😭😭😭‼️‼️‼️ "B-But we take time to write smut!" YEAH AND IT WAS A HARMLESS JOKE 😭😭😭 WHY ARE THEY ACTING LIKE THAT JOKE VIOLATED THEM

Idk, it was very explosive, and everyone thought that i was deming something, and that was never my point😭😭🙏

[explosivelywuisa]

Bruh looking at these comments. How have we survived as a species this long?

This post just happened to show up on my feed and like. I like my smut, I like it dirty even but damn. don't need to get so defensive over someone wanting to eat pancakes with a fictional character instead of being spit roasted and bukkaked 💀

chill out

Fr bro😭😭

[explosivelywuisa]

Hey ur post blew up n got on my dashboard and like I wanna say it’s crazy how it’s become so important to everybody screaming and arguing 😭 like dude I totally totally feel u sometimes u need comfort (and ofc we can write it ourselves and we’re not ordering anyone to) but it’s so nice to find another persons way of comforting through their writing if that makes sense?? Like the words and tone they’d use to comfort someone.

And also like ppl in the comments are like “block nsfw then” like I read it I like it I’m just actively searching for comfort and ppl are so insane they will tag ANYTHING to get attention. Like I’ll be looking for comfort and i find unrelated life update, introducing a blog, smut, angst that will *eventually* be comfort, masterlists, future work outline, and ALWAYS the WORST TAGGED TRIGGER WARNINGS.

Ok this got long my point is like I feel u and I’m so sorry ppl r going batshit insane over a silly little joke meant to bring us all together??? Like going thru the comments is insane everyone needs to relax and chill like babe it’s not so serious you gotta be a total ass. Like let’s all start just scrolling when it makes you angry, it has worked wonders for me. I say “not interested” or block them and then I find some good shit. So um idk. Good shit be upon you ✌🏻let’s all be cool n nice it’s great

Thanks for the nice things🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️, that was the point, that people felt united or said "fr", or something good idk, but almost everyone got offended like🤨🤨🤨 that was never my point when i did the post😦

[explosivelywuisa]

girl…why do you those people under your post harassing people inbox on anon…☠️

Stop w the alt account, and idk, not my fault the actions of others, and if i knew who it was i would tell them to stop, cuz no matter if you are like horrible or whatever i wouldn't be sending toxic people to tell them extreme things like those

[explosivelywuisa]

you did nothing wrong boo🎀 im literally all for smut but these smut writers in ur comments acting like this writing is paying for their fuckin rent im crying.. its never that deep😭 any good writer would know that its obviously a joke. im starting to think these people that are defending their writing porn to the max have addictions and that’s why they are offended because you did NOT once insult ANY writer or smut in ur post?

“stop the smut” a joke that clearly went over most of y’all’s head n yall just wanted a reason to get angry💁🏽‍♀️

Idk, especially one person and what must be their alt account were just like saying the same things and now because of an anon they are telling me its my fault, like girl be fr, what do i have to do with what everyone else thinks? Like my number one fan

[explosivelywuisa]

good thing u got explosive in ur name because your opinion was definitely… explosive…

as a voice of reason i’m just gonna say have a go at writing yourself! if you want to see more fluff or angst or whatever you guys so desperately crave from us writers who you see as Content Machines, maybe it’s about time to… try it out yourself…? because you never know! it could be your next big breakthrough on content creation instead of complaining fruitlessly about it on social media. 😐😕

this is not a no write = no opinion ask. this is just a piece of advice that may solve the problem you seem to get so much backlash from. and try not to be so mean to writers, either. this is what we love doing, please don’t turn it into an obligation.

Wow, look this is not a mean like response or everything, but

1. I do have some things in my drafts, but I'll see about putting them here, idk😁

2. I don't see the writers as content machines, and i NEVER said that, maybe people misunderstood the way i wrote the post as demanding something

3. I wasn't complaining, it was just some joke that again, maybe went misunderstood by everyone by the way i wrote it

4. I wasn't mean to any writer, except the one that started insulting me and calling me names, i wasn't going to let anyone insult me or other people

5. I don't wish to make you nor any other writer to feel like writing is an obligation

This is all, but like fr i don't mean to be mean in this answer, I'm just saying the truth that, even tho i already said it to some people they just jump to conclusions, i hope this clears everything and that people stop jumping to conclusions

[explosivelywuisa]

RU GETTING YOUR LITTLE LAZY FREAKS TO INVADE MY INBOX LEAVE ME ALONE HONESTLY 😭😭😭😭😭

Wtf you talking about🤨? I didn't sent anyone to your inbox? Whatever everyone else puts in your inbox it's not my fault🗿

[explosivelywuisa]

Nah why are people GENUINELY getting pressed about your JOKE post about fanfics???? THAT'S SUCH A STUPID REASON TO GET OFFENDED????

Idk but they took pretty seriously, and that was never my intention

[explosivelywuisa]

bruh that post of yours got seriously out of hand my sincerest condolences to you ❤️

fr, like people being rebbloging and saying like ´´stfu´´ and its not like i have them here attached to my post for them to reply or smt, as they said ´´if you dont like smut scroll it down´´ well then if they didnt liked my post they could just scroll it down, and now some people are getting on the side of the people that went all mad and calling me names, like, i wasnt going to let some random people call me names and let them insult me

[explosivelywuisa]

it wasnt directed to any writer and i wasnt asking for your support, if you dont like it then well, but i NEVER told the writers that their fics were horrible or things like that and what most of the people in my comments say are not what i meant, and now dont come and make the person that had bad spelling the victim, they started insulting and saying things, and im not letting some random insult me js because they didnt had common sense on my post, if they didnt liked it well then could just scroll it down whitout leaving some negative comments, and idc if you read my posts or not

STOP THE NSFW POSTS I'M SAD I WANT COMFORT, NOT SOME ROUGH BACKSHOTS😭😭😭

[explosivelywuisa]

wtf, i didnt insulted anyone and still everyone is getting offended and calling me names, like i didnt went to any writers inbox to demand things so i dont know why everyone is being so mad, neither did i insulted the writers of the smut, like its just a joke, wtf

STOP THE NSFW POSTS I'M SAD I WANT COMFORT, NOT SOME ROUGH BACKSHOTS😭😭😭

[explosivelywuisa]

Yup i just ignored it atp, and deleting answers it's the best thing to do rn, i don't want anymore people commeting these things🗣

STOP THE NSFW POSTS I'M SAD I WANT COMFORT, NOT SOME ROUGH BACKSHOTS😭😭😭

[explosivelywuisa]

Fr im gonna read them😋

STOP THE NSFW POSTS I'M SAD I WANT COMFORT, NOT SOME ROUGH BACKSHOTS😭😭😭

[explosivelywuisa]

Fr

STOP THE NSFW POSTS I'M SAD I WANT COMFORT, NOT SOME ROUGH BACKSHOTS😭😭😭