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Us 🕊️

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Me and the faceless man in my dreams

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My toxic trait is that i become oh so melancholy when i lie my head down at night

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"You really are beautiful" they say

"You're simply too used to your own reflection"

Subtle glances in the mirror while brushing my teeth

Applying lipstick as blush in the car mirror

Deciding which skirt to wear on a night out

Checking for blackheads

Checking for tear stains

If seeing myself

Over and over again

Makes me like what I see less

Then does my beauty fade

With familiarity? 

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My current obsession rn is whales

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I ooze kindness from bitten nailbeds

Something like smeared blood

And liquid gold

And for all the times I've been martyr'd for it

You'd think I was a fount of youth

And not just a young girl

Bleeding out

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