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I hope none of you disappear in the coming days. Seriously don't do anything that can't be undone.

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I actually can’t believe Buck and Tommy broke up because they both wanted a future together.

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anyone else feel like they're not really in the 911 fandom anymore but moreso the BuckTommy fandom

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sometimes u just gotta write the most cliche self indulgent fanfic u can think of. for your health

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it is what it is [bawling my eyes out]

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this week? not my favorite week. /logs off

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Just saw a spam bot selling cocaine in the bucktommy tag. And you know what? I might buy it.

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let’s get these depressed gay men trending

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imagine it. The night is November 5th, 2024. The election results are in. Misha Collins post a video. The camera is facing him, as he says “I love you.” Then it pans to the other person in the room, Jensen Ackles. He responds with “Kamala Harris is the next present for the United States”

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lou is so good with comedy, so good with his micro expressions, so good with staring at oliver like he's looking at the love of his life, I cannot wait to see him tackle some heavier stuff. Living for it, actually.

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pov you’re on tumblr for halloween:

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day one hundred eighty something and still thinking this and all the choices lou makes for tommy when it comes to bucktommy relationship

day thirty something thinking about the fact that apparently lou negotiated to take the first kissing scene from full on make out to something gentle since it's more in character for how he plays tommy

because lou finds tommy gentle and considerate because tommy never got to have that applied to himself 

because lou wants tommy to adore buck how buck deserves to be adored and not have lust steer the direction bucktommy are going together

because even lou knows tommy was seeking for permanence and while he was super into buck he was never going to push buck into anything he wasn't ready for

because tommy is the reliable and steady one, the one who knows you can't built anything long lasting on a whim or uncertainty or dishonesty

and when buck is honest about not knowing what he wants but wanting whatever it is with tommy, tommy says yes

because buck is gentle with him back, buck is considerate and seeking for permanence, too

just, you know, thinking about them

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Boops?????

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Me staving off the election anxiety and existential ennui: