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it will suck. it will hurt. you will hate it. but it has to happen, and once it's over you'll take a step back and awe at the fact you have the capability to experience such raw emotion and pain. you are everything.

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radqueer is literally mostly self harm and should be treated as such

“isn’t telling radqueers to kts going too far??”

no. telling someone who supports adults that permanently ruins a kids life, people who fuck animals, people who mock people with disabilities, and people who mock people with trauma to kill themselves is the bare minimum.

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The psychiatrist who wrote the criteria for narcissism just made an extremely important point about what’s wrong with diagnosing Trump with mental disorders

Dr. Allen Frances says in speculating about Trump’s mental health, we are doing a disservice to those who do suffer from mental illness. In a series of tweets, he explained why he doesn’t think Trump is a narcissist — and how harmful it can be for us to keep assuming that he is.

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The biggest example of someone not understanding a simple message of a KIDS show is when I saw "Fluttershy hates lesboys, be like Fluttershy!" I'm sorry but it is "friendship is magic" not "queer discourse is magic" she would not give a fuck, what are you talking about.

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civic duty

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NPD culture is friends triggering me but I don't want to show weakness in front of these people nor ruin my image— so I'm tolerating ❤️ despite them not deserving a second of my time❤️ they should be happy to be graced with my presence and my kindness and my writing and my everything, despite them being so annoying❤️

NPD Culture Is...

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...Are You Scared?

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Bojack horseman characters disorders!

(These are just my headcanons please dont send me death threats if you disagree)

Bojack - NPD, BPD, Bipolar 2, SUD

Mr peanut butter - NPD, DPD

Sarah lynn - HPD, Bipolar 1, MDD, SUD

Diane - NPD, PDD, GAD

Princess Carolyn - OCPD, GAD, PDD

Todd - SUD, Adhd, Autism, situational depression

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dismissive avoidant culture is having to look up actual manuals on how to handle other people, otherwise i dissociate and ghost them.

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Dismissive avoidant culture is someone with an anxious attachment trying to make you jealous but it just makes you happy that there's a chance they'll leave you alone and be less dependent on you

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Anxious attachment culture blog

This is for those with an anxious attachment style to vent, talk about experiences or send in characters that you relate to.

> Also see @avoidant-attachment-culture

Rules

- Open with "anxious attachment culture is.." for each ask.

- Do not demean other attachment styles by making negative blanket statements about their nature e.g. "avoidant attachers are always x".

- You may submit asks if you only have anxious tendencies or swing between attachment styles (this includes fearful avoidant/disorganized) as long as it relates to the experience of being anxious.

- You may use sign offs, they will be tagged for filing.

This is run by >> @evilsystemm and @galaxysystemm <<

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Avoidant attachment culture blog

This is for those with an avoidant attachment style (dismissive or fearful) to vent, talk about experiences or send in characters that you relate to.

Rules

- Open with "(dismissive/fearful) avoidant attachment culture is.." for each ask.

- Do not demean other attachment styles by making negative blanket statements about their nature e.g. "anxious attachers are always x". Avoidants go through this a lot and it does not give you the right to inflict it on others.

- You may submit asks if you only have avoidant tendencies or swing between attachment styles as long as it relates to the experience of being avoidant.

- Do not submit asks talking about avoidant partners/relationships if you are not avoidant yourself.

- You may use sign offs, they will be tagged for filing.

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This is run by >> @evilsystemm <<

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NPD culture is your friend putting "egotistical people" in the dislikes of their intro and just

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Covert NPD is having to logic your way into caring about people because you know it's the right thing to do and if you want to keep your friends around you have to be a good friend to them and in return they will be a good friend to you and give you supply. 95% of my relationships are transactional but they are mutually benefiting. You give me what I want (attention) and I'll give you what you want (attention) and we can both be happy with it. -🐗🐎

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All people are inheritly manipulative, it's human nature. Love is not real, loyalty is not real and any connection that humans experience is externally based.

But this is not bad as many would like to believe. I think its very sweet how they convince themselves of the existence of unconditional love, non transactional relationships etc. They find connection in the shared agreement to refuse to acknowledge what lies deeper, and isn't that almost love in itself? Of course, it is transactional. It benefits all parties. But it's lovely.

Love is an agreement and an exchange of resources, as abstract as they are. That kind of solidarity is so raw that it almost makes me feel like the mythical love people speak of exists in that survival, which is entirely paradoxical to all that I say!!

I really do adore the social games of humans. Such a beautiful sight that I have the privilege of experiencing.

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So, this is just me being manic and forgetting/not understanding what being sad is but sometimes it feels like humans are so fragile that you can't win.

Don't get me wrong, I love them and their complex yet simple and predictable emotions. They're fascinating, altruistic, beautiful, evil, stupid and ugly. And all of those things make me have such a great fondness.

However, when I think its a good idea to be honest, I find myself in a lose-lose situation. They want comfort and understanding, but feel like a burden when they recieve it. They want space and quiet but get resentful and feel lonely when it's provided. I dont think they really understand it themselves. If, for example, you say "you aren't a burden, because I actually feel very good about myself when I help you" they become scared and upset, feeling like you don't care and that you're selfish or dangerous. Yet they feel such anguish when they cause others pain or bother.

Maybe suffering itself is the greatest suffering of humans, they can't seem to ever be free of it and yet it's all so simple. Nothing is bad. You are perfect because you are imperfect, and everything is yours. But it simply cannot reach them. Their brains can't hold that information. Perhaps it's dangerous for them to do so. Maybe it's boring. Isnt boredom itself danger? Some would say it's the opposite but I disagree.

Either way, the human species is so pathetically fragile and it makes me love them even more, if that's possible. What beauty and talent they possess in being so small. They control everything and they've let themselves believe the opposite; that everything controls them. It must be so entertaining, so intense. I love them so much.

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Goofed off, and then got this