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Hello! I wanted to make a gift for you ♥ Been wanting this for so long, and Christmas is the best time for giving gifts!!

BGC

All Lods

7 metallic swatches

Earring and Modular (piercing) versions;

OPTIONAL Pick and Choose zip file (45 .package files await for you, if you're brave enough) 

TOU

       🥨 • DOWNLOAD • ⭐

PLEASE CONSIDER DONATING ON KO-FI OR BECOMING A PATRON. I’m struggling to pay my college tuition and buying my ADHD meds, I can't work or study without them and, right now, I'm not making enough money to cover both issues. Please, consider sharing too, if you can’t help. Thank you for the support :)

Adding to my usual begging moment, and again I'm really sorry about this because I hate this more than you do, but I am really struggling. My parents and I aren't making enough money to live. I feel like I'll only be free of this situation when i graduate, but for now, please consider donating. If each one of you donated $1 dollar, it would clear my entire debt AT ONCE. I'm not joking. Just please consider helping <3 Love you, may God bless us all.

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CARRA IT'S BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE IT THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU GORGEOUS HUMAN!!!!!!!

Merry Christmas, @eternalnight8806-3! I'm your secret santa! The full image is beneath the cut, but there's a bit of a spicier one here. I really hope you like it and that you're having a good holiday season 💚

@inusecretsanta

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For the Short Queens out there making selfies work with Ridiculously Tall Demons (and in turn the confused demons wondering why the tiny human always carries a box around to stand on)

Happy birthday, @mitsiepitsie-blog! I hope you have a great birthday weekend!

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Happy birthday @emberfaye! I hope you have a lovely day!

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Every time I think about deleting my fanfiction or this blog, I remember this. Someone out there enjoys what I put out there. Who am I to take that away from them?

raise a glass to the posts you love that end up deleted. to the fanart and fanfics you lose track of and can't locate. to the blogs you used to look through that ended up unexpectedly disappearing. to the things you didn't archive because you always assumed they'd be there.

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My D/S relationship saved my life...

NSFW AND POSSIBLY TMI

I know this is not the normal content for this blog, so if any of my followers wish to unfollow me so they don't see this content, I will understand. But this blog is mine and I will post what I need to on it. Right now, this is what I need to talk about.

You've been warned.

This man, this wonderful, beautiful man, is my savior. The savior of my mind, my body, my soul and my heart. Buckle up for a story time, because this ride is about to get bumpy.

I've had 3 serious romantic relationships in my llife. The first started when I was 18 and still in high school. He was 7 years older than me, disabled and had never worked a day in his life. He was severely abusive to me. He isolated me from friends and family, kept me walking on eggshells or else he'd explode, verbally abused me daily and yes, at times, was physically abusive. He coerced me to sleep with him more times than I can count. The man had a 1 inch dick on a good day and couldn't get it up 99% of the time and still expected me to be begging him for sex. When I wouldn't put out was when it was the worst, though. He'd remind me just how ugly I am and how lucky I was to even have him. So I stayed, for 12 years, because I truly believed it would never get any better, and I didn't think anyone else would ever love me.

The second came a few months after I ended the first. This person was 7 years younger than me and presented themselves to me as a bisexual cis man with kinky interests who had never entered into a romantic relationship and was still a virgin. I later learned this was all a lie. This person spent 2.5 years with me as a cis man before I found Grindr on their phone and caught them cheating on me red-handed. She then came out to me as a straight trans woman who had no interest in having a sexual relationship with me but still wanted to be with me. She manipulated me into a polyamorous relationship so she could go screw who she wanted and she refused to follow any of the rules we agreed upon, while still telling me she didn't want to sleep with me and that I'm unattractive. I spent the next 6 months fighting to keep this relationship because once again, I believed no one else would ever want me. When I reconnected with an old friend from high school and entered into a sexual relationship with him, she tried to guilt trip me about it, even though she was off fucking anyone she could find on Grindr. A month after I began my relationship with the old friend, I gathered the courage to end things with her.

After both of these relationships, I spiraled down a very dark path and considered suicide more times than I like to think about. No, not just because I was alone. I have many other things going on in my life that also led to this. I was in a very dark place and I never thought anything would get any better. I never thought a disgusting pile of useless garbage like me would ever be able to find someone who could look at me without throwing up, let alone look at me and get turned on. But I couldn't have been more wrong.

The third relationship is that old friend from high school. He's one year younger than me and has never once said I am anything other than beautiful and sexy. He nurtures me, in all ways. When I get insecure about our relationship, he holds firm, tells me that he's not going anywhere and that all he wants is me.

This next part gets deeply personal and may be TMI for some, so scroll on if you don't want to read it.

As a bit of background, I've always had an interest in BDSM and a D/S relationship ever since I was 11-12 years old. None of my previous partners were willing to explore this and shamed me for even having those thoughts and feelings. But ever since I reconnected with the old friend, he's always been upfront and honest about his kinky desires. The first 2 years of our relationship was almost strictly vanilla, save a few kinky accessories. But 9 months ago, we agreed it was time to explore our kinky sides. I'm not gonna lie, it's not been easy. It takes much more work and open, honest communication to have a healthy D/S relationship than a vanilla one. We've hit snags and had to change things that weren't working and we're still learning and growing together. But I can safely say that we've definitely started to get to a point where we feel comfortable and settled in our respective roles.

All of this just to lead up to my real story. Two nights ago, we shared a scene that could not have been more perfect. I felt loved, cherished, even beautiful. Without going into too much detail, he spent atleast an hour doing nothing but pleasuring me, not receiving anything himself, before he proceeded to literally spend an entire hour fucking me. He then continued pleasuring me for another hour. His aftercare game is for sure en pointe, as well.

We've spent the last 2 days talking about that scene, our relationship and dynamic and basically doing a check in to see where we are and how we're doing. The verdict, as close to perfect as is humanly possible. But the story doesn't end there.

I suffer from panic attacks, particularly surrounding sexual activities, but not always. Last night, I had one come out of nowhere while we were talking and he sprang into action. He knew just what to do to calm me down, but in this case, it caused me to dive headfirst into Sub space. For me, that means I need a scene, even just a small one, or else I'll likely have a really bad panic attack. So what does this man do? He fucking takes me into the bedroom and gives me the scene I need, once again making me feel loved and beautiful.

But wait! There's more! Afterwards, he fucking practically carries me into the bathroom, draws a bubble bath, puts me in it, climbs in behind me and proceeds to wash my entire body while I'm wrapped in his arms. Once finished, he dries me off and puts me in bed so he can massage me with warm oil before tucking me into his arms and soothing me to sleep.

The difference between this man and our relationship versus my previous partners and relationships could not be more stark. He's given me everything I could possibly want or need, in and out of the bedroom. He takes care of me in every way a person can be taken care of. He's saved me in every way a person can be saved. He's my rock, my shoulder, my confidante. We joke that he is my InuYasha and I'm his Kagome. I proudly call him My Love and Sir, and I am proud to be his Kitten. I wear my collars with excitement, joy, pride and intense love.

If he (she/they) can't or don't make you feel this way, they're not worth your time or energy. Don't fall into the same traps I did. Don't allow someone to tear you down and make you feel unwanted. You deserve to feel the way My Love makes me feel. If you want/need a kinky relationship, go get it! I'm living proof that kink saves lives. It's empowered me in more ways than I can ever express. You deserve that happiness, so go find it. Just remember, SSC, RACK, trust and communication are the pillars of this community. Happy kinking! 😏😉

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Deny.

Defend.

Depose.

For anyone crying about one less billionaire leeching every drop of resources they can on the backs of near slave labor- FUCK. YOU.

No one, not one single fucking person on this forsaken planet will ever need or possibly use A BILLION FUCKING DOLLARS, let alone multiple billions. Sucking the life from this planet and the vast majority of the people on it so they can have their 12 summer houses, 6 yachts, private jet, and billion dollar extravagant mansions while millions of people go to bed cold, hungry, dying of preventable ailments, and without a roof over their heads is not only morally reprehensible, it's just the grossest possible display of human greed to ever exist.

Deny. Defend. Depose.

We are at a point in human history where we have the capability and resources to feed, clothe, house and provide medical care to every single person on this planet and we won't do it because C A P I T A L I S M.

Any system which relies on keeping people in poverty in order for it to work is a system which deserves to be blown to fucking smithereens.

Deny. Defend. Depose.

We're standing on the edge of a revolution. You need to be on the right side of it, or face the same fate of the people you so desperately protect just for the one billionth percent of a chance that someday you'll be one of them. News flash- you won't. Stop defending the people who only wish to exploit you until you die.

Deny. Defend. Depose.

I think non-Americans need to calm down on the ‘respect the dead health insurance CEO’ policing of Americans who are forced to live in a system where they have to pay for healthcare.

Like there’s always going to be a bit of a “Violence is never the answer” throwaway line, but that’s not really true, is it?

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God why can't that woman just fucking learn already? She's such a stain on fandoms overall and the fact that she refuses to learn even a tiny bit from her mistakes just makes things 10x worse.

JKR is once again attacking a woman of colour

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Me as Inuyasha

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Women are getting rid of their Trump supporting partners while they still legally can since they clearly don't give a shit about them or any other woman.

If you're thinking about getting a divorce, you should do it while you still can.

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I know you're out there, somewhere on Tumblr. You have to be on Tumblr. You drive a red Prius. It proclaims you to be YAOIMOM. It was so excellent I had to pull over in stop and go traffic to take a picture of your car because it was pure perfection. I love you. I support you. I want to be your friend. You live for sure in my state and probably in my city and I want to hang out. You're clearly my kind of person.

If you see this and recognize yourself, reply or reblog if you want to be my friend. I'm not kidding. Let's get some kind of warm beverage at a neutral public space.

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people who write fics. how do you feel about comments on super old ones you wrote like 2+ years ago

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From now until December 3rd, I'll have 25% off anything in my shop! If you're looking for something to gift someone or yourself, this would be a good time to check out small shops.

And don't forget the holiday shipping deadlines! I process orders and ship them out the next business day, but someone else might need more time. I wouldn't wait until the last possible minute if you need something by Christmas.

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This year the contact will be mostly with my lovely helpers, we'll reach out to you!

ALL SHIPS ARE WELCOME

But if you're into a real rarepair, and have a second favorite, please let us know!

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I'm currently making a survival book, its going to inclue everything you need to run, how to cross borders (only if necessary), the safest states right now, the unsafest states, how to protect yourself in a red area, what places to stay at if your running, nearby jobs and other ways to get money, what foods are best to get, how to make certain foods, electronic related advice, the safest messaging apps, what not to say in messages, guide to doctors if you have a uterus or are a women, what plants are safe to eat, various poisons, how to deal with cops, a map of the local area and where cops hang out, how to survive in the woods, clothes you should bring, what to do about your period if your on the run, methods of birth control and what's the best, how to legally change your name and the amount of money it costs, how to a car if your in a non walkable area, first aid tips, how to get and use a burner phone, what type of weapons you might need and how to use them, a guide on how to use most commonplace guns, chargers to use for any devices you might bring.

All of it, I've got multiple notebooks to I'm spreading it across them.

I'm looking for other things to add too it, or if you see one or more subjects in here that you know a lot about/ can help with, feel free to reply or reblog with it, and if you don't want it attached to your profile, my asks are open and free to use. Anything is helpful, anything at all.

I'll be deleting this by January, you have until then to send.

Please, please please please, reblog this. don't just 'like' it

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that man went on live television and talked about how poc are eating the cats and dogs, aliens conducting trans operations. he is a convicted felon. of 34 cases. he is a rapist. he proposed project 2025 which strips away basic rights from everyone except cis-het white men and he still had 51% popularity votes. that should anger you. that should be focus of the collective rage and disgust, not your fellow queer and poc acquaintances. please.