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its my birthday! :3c

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Nico nico nii <3

Please reblog this rather than liking i want to sell my art soon and if no one sees it I won't be able to

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“They did terrible things to me. They forced me to stay awake for days, they tested all kinds of drugs on me. It was horrible.” He’s shaking now, just thinking about it makes him want to shut down. Talking about it was worse. “It was never even pills. Always needles, every day. My arms were so sore.

“The first drug they tested made me so sick. I threw up constantly, but that wasn’t good enough for them. They kept testing it as if that would suddenly change the outcome. I still got sick every day. Another drug gave me headaches so bad I couldn’t move. Migraines, I think they’re called. The next one made me painfully tired, but I couldn’t fall asleep, no matter how hard I tried. It hurt so bad to be so exhausted.

“Some of the meds burned in my veins. It was agony, I wanted to dig my veins out of my skin.” He rubs his arms as if remembering the pain.

“When I tried to fight back, they’d make sure I regretted it. Sleep deprivation, starvation, even worse drugs. They did so much to me.” Tears well up in his eyes and he hugs his knees to his chest. He shuts his eyes tight and takes a moment to collect his thoughts.

“One day I woke up and wasn’t myself anymore. I felt like I was stuck in the back seat of my own mind. Whoever took over had no regard for the harm they did to me or anyone else, they just wanted to escape.” A sob wracks his body as he hides his face, “And even that wasn’t enough to get me out of there. They just upped the sedatives, beat me more, starved me out until I was too weak to fight back again. I wasn’t free from that until the sedatives stopped working and they couldn’t control me. They just shipped me off to another prison, just like nothing happened. No one mentioned it.”

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anyone here play MabiNogi?

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He really didn't remember much. He knew that was likely due to trauma, but he wouldn't say as much. Almost everything before he as used as a test subject was a blur and trying to remember only made him remember what they did to him. 

Shaking his head to clear away the thoughts of his past, he smiled at Uno, "Yeah, I've always been forgetful! And anything is better than living on the streets. This is the best place I’ve ever lived, I really like it here."

"I didn't play many games," Nico replied thoughtfully, "I remember playing tag with some kids before I went to prison. I guess I miss that! What about you?"

      “Ahah, well you’re not wrong about the shopping. Maybe not quite like the American shopping day, as it’s after Christmas, but close enough I’d say. The deals are usually better.”     Why did he miss it? He stretched out on the floor of the cell as he gave it some thought. “Sometimes I miss watching the sporting events, eating leftovers and spending time with family who actually gave a damn. Or exchanging some extra gifts with some girls I liked.”       Nico didn’t even remember much, huh? The younger of the group rarely spoke much about his own past. “No, no. I understand! You’re right about forgetting things. It’s probably better here, anyway. Food, medicine, workout equipment.” He narrowed his eyes in thought, then grinned broadly. “Any games you miss?”

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Send 🗝 to force my muse to talk about a topic they never want to speak of

We all have a chapter we don’t read aloud, use this to free that bottled up emotion.

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Nico icons

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I took so long to finish and i hated😭👌

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Hey, guys! I’ve decided to make a FMA RPC Masterlist to help all of us find each other easier! If you have a character from the Fullmetal Alchemist universe (2003, Brotherhood, the movie(s), games, manga, etc.), an OC, or a canon with a crossover verse, please reblog this post with the following in the tags:

Name of Character

Single or multimuse

Canon, OC, or Crossover

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Nico doing a low-budget cosplay of sailor moon!

I randomly got this idea of uno playing around with nico´s hair and nico asking if he could do his hair like sailor moon and it turning into them doing a very low-effort cosplay. (Uno´s shirt is supposed to be the skirt)

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tumblr what the fuck

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Send me “✤”  to grab my muse and hug them

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18-year-old English-speaking Japanese shop staffer Sayaka on the street in Harajuku (she works on Takeshita Dori) wearing a kawaii look with colorful yarn hair falls, resale overalls, Claire’s accessories, and Yosuke platform shoes. Full Look

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He nodded thoughtfully, "I suppose experience does make you stronger."

"I do." he replied with a frown, "I lived with someone for awhile, but he's not around anymore so I'm livin' on the streets again."

Nico snapped on a fake smile with a shake of his head. He hated thinking about the past, about what happened at the Devil’s Nest. "It's fine though, I have a friend who would take care of me if I really needed, I just don't want to be a bother."

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Oh how his eyes lit up at that last comment, “That’s cool as hell! I bet you’re super strong then, huh? bet you could beat me in a fight, easy.”

The kid was way too cocky for his own good. Of course she could beat him, anyone could, albeit as long as the other Nico didn’t make an appearance. That other personality of his lacked all boundaries. Luckily, the other Nico only showed their face when Nico was in danger.

“Fighting’s kinda fun though, isn’t it? I used to fight with other kids for food and stuff.”

Rin gave a little chuckle, “I mean I have a few more years experience, so I think I would.”

She understood that confidence well. She had been full of it for years. Of course, that confidence was certainly a factor that had gotten her into a lot of trouble, but it could be fine as long as she kept him out of trouble. Hopefully, she could teach him some caution despite her lack of it.

“It can be. I prefer to spar, but survival is a must. Do you still have to struggle for that stuff?”