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*sigh* attracted to redheads, and became a redhead. i can't win here, folks.

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My Amazon publishing rival literally lost her entire manuscript today and has to start from scratch on a project she's worked on for a year when I just finished writing. G-d is funny.

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"there is something wrong with me" would imply theres something right with other people. which i dont believe

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i hate having to separate my fanfiction career from my writing career :( i can't publish an entire book on my childhood trauma and be like "okay, here's crack ship lesbians on AO3"

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I GOT ASKED OUT FOR THE FIRST TIME??? (he was a guy, and i'm a dyke) Irrelevant, but the confidence boost???

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cons of free trade school: violence, second-hand smoke

pros: i have collected almost thirty oranges as a bounty to bring home for the holidays. i've only been here two weeks...nobody stops me in the cafeteria...by the time i graduate, i will have my certifications, job security, and i will be rich with oranges...

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i feel like the best suicide prevention ever is to find something you're responsible for.

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i fear i will not return from the war (nursing school)

i would rather starve than go out in the snow with my little pair of goodwill shorts (the sweatpants have been dragged through the mud)

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forced to be a nursing student, born to tend to the chickens and the young

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is french toast even French? Is American culture just calling random things French?

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buying a walkman not for the aesthetic but for the fact that i have now become the doomsday conspiracy theorist i always thought was cringe.

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i salut you potato farmers 🫡

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ME: I'M DOING THIS FOR MY CHILDHOOD SELF 🫶🏻💗🦋

the childhood self in question: STOP IT, YOU'RE EMBARRASSING ME!

I have to drag her along like "you will be loved" "yes, you're fine" "you are worthy" and she bites me and tells me to kill myself

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hate is the same as love but in a negative. like, yeah i'm hated BUT that means i was once loved!! i'm just being held accountable for my actions.

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NEVER LET THEM DULL YOUR SPARKLE! (this is not a sign to flush your meds down the toilet, that's not what i meant, NO—)

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gosh darn it, i have to *check notes* make sure i have ramen noodles in my dorm so i don't get jumped at night

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take advantage of your government and always find ethical loopholes. thank you.