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Have you heard of Jesus?

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oc x reader account: @lixry

you'll find me much more active writing oc x reader, and it won't be too awake for some time (I will be creating ocs in the meantime to write for), but I will write much more there.

I may continue writing here in this blog, but as it stands, I'm going to decrease my activity here and focus my attention on @lixry. Happy new year :)

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𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.

You knew you would eventually, whether you wanted to or not. ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇʟʟ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ʟᴏᴠᴇ. Maybe you didn't love him at all. Maybe it was just simple physical attraction. Or, perhaps, maybe it was just the comfort that the idea of him gave you. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎. Somewhere down the line, all of the devotion and affection just stopped, almost as though the love were never there. The thing is, the love you had for him was there, and you know it was there. You just can't feel the same way you did about him... ever again, and at that point, why try and feel it anymore? It's gone, and you will never love him the same way ever again.

𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮.

𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒.

𝜳𝜽𝝁 ��𝜺𝜾𝜾 𝜽𝝁𝝉 𝜽𝒇 𝜾𝜽𝝂𝜺.

𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔣𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢.

𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎.

ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇʟʟ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ʟᴏᴠᴇ.

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.

You fell out of love.

There are so many ways to spell it out because it's crystal clear to you. You don't love him anymore, and you just can't. It wasn't meant to be—it never was—and you don't want it to be because you don't need it to be, since you don't love him anymore.

It's over with. You either let yourself breathe in the freshness of relief, or you drown your lungs with the regret of not loving him. Maybe it's regret and then relief, or maybe it's relief and then regret. Either way, it's over with. You don't love him anymore. You fell out of love.

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this blog is gonna be two years old soon 🫡

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HELP THIS IS THE FUNNIEST REBLOG I GOT 😭‼️

dude, he wants you so bad.

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dude, he wants you so bad.

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GUYS C.AI IS SO SCARY 😭😭 SOME OF THESE BOTS ARE LOWKEY SUS

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Save Mohammed ..

Dear humanity,

Please Help Me – My Son May Die at Any Moment. I am in desperate need of your help. My son’s life is hanging by a thread, and he may not survive without urgent medical treatment This was after he was shot by an Israeli drone He was critically injured in his feet. Time is running out, and we are facing a critical situation. I am asking for your generosity to help us save him – either through a donation or by sharing this urgent plea with others

I beg you, i kiss your feet, to help my son. My son may die at any moment

Donate now:👇👇 gofundme.com

‎‏Thank you for your compassion and support during this critical time.

#free_palestine 🍉🇵🇸

Posting. I'll be able to donate one day, but whoever reads this who can donate, please help these families in Palestine.

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In my opinion, loving someone is easier done than said. It's different for everybody, of course, but I find it so hard to say “I love you” sometimes (depending on who it is), but I just love these people so easily.

I don't only mean “I love you” in a romantic way, I also mean this platonically. I love my friends to the ends of the earth. I love my family from the bottom of my heart. I love everyone I know, and I love everyone I don't know. But sometimes I just can't admit it for the people I really care about. I can say it to my family, no problem, and the same goes for most of my friends, but sometimes when I'm texting a few certain friends, mid-conversation I just want to tell them how much I love them, but I end up deleting the text message and go on with the conversation.

It's complicated, somehow. I can, most of the time, just tell them how much I appreciate them. How wonderful they are, and litter the space with all that jazz. And it's all truthful. I don't lie just to make them feel better. It's just that there's this invisible barrier that prevents me from telling them a simple "I love you."

Maybe it's because they'll take it the wrong way. I promise, it's not a love confession. It's just a way I express how much I love and care about people. “I love you” is so much deeper to me, and I don't know why, but saying it just holds so much weight.

Hm. I don't know. Maybe I'll tell them today.

I hope I get the courage.

Thanks for tuning in :)

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did not mean to post that :) wip I guess

edit: or not ^^

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i love you im glad you exist im so happy you’re alive

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💙 USA 💙

national suicide prevention (edit: alternatives to 988)

national domestic violence hotline

national sexual abuse hotline

trans lifeline and resources

💙INTERNATIONAL💙

list of suicide hotlines by country

domestic violence hotlines and resources by country

sexual (+ domestic) abuse agencies by country

international trans resources

edit: taking this opportunity whilst this gets traction!

Palestine Children Relief Fund

Lebanon Red Cross

International Rescue Committee (Sudan, Lebanon, Gaza, Congo etc.)

Ukraine Red Cross

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“What now?” You ask.

“What do you mean?” He asks.

“What do we do now? We've lost... everyone.”

“We still have each other, I think.”

Silence. The weight of it all settles upon you.

“You think?”

He clenches his jaws. “I think.”

Silence.

“You're going to leave too, you know.”

He looks over at you. “What?”

“I know you're not the reason why they left.”

“What's that got to do with anything?”

“I think I'm the reason why they left.”

Silence.

“But I don't know the reason why they left.”

“It was probably because of me.” You sigh.

“I doubt it.” He retorts.

Pause. Hesitation circles back around.

“I don't know why they actually left, but...”

“But..?”

“...I'm not thinking what they're thinking. I don't see their reason for leaving, nor do I even share it. I don't know why they left, and I might never know, but I personally have every reason to stay right here, right beside you, and absolutely no reason to do otherwise.”

“Huh?”

“You heard me.”

But you don't believe him. Silence.

“I want to be convinced.” You finally say.

“Then believe me.”

“I don't know why I can't believe you.”

He opens his mouth to say something, but hesitation settles in. He doesn't say anything. Silence.

“I love you.” He mutters.

“You— you what? ”

“Sorry.” He buries his face in his hands.

“No no, what did you say?”

“I said I love you.” He says louder and clearer.

Silence. He wants to run off, but it won't do any good for either of you.

“So you... like me?” You hesitate.

“Yeah. Except I actually love you.”

Hesitation. You want to say it back.

“I–? I don't—”

“I know,” he sighs. “I'm sorry.”

“I do, I like you too, I just...”

He flips his head over to you. He hides his smile beneath his hands, but his eyes are still on you.

“You can say it, no worries.”

“...I feel terrible right now. I don't want to, but I feel like I'm about to— I don't know, break into a million pieces? Shatter all over the floor? I don't... I don't feel good.”

He stops smiling. He lets his hands down.

“...Do you want a hug?” He offers.

“I need one.” You say, and he hugs you.

Silence. But it's just a little less lonely.

“You can keep talking about it.”

“...They're gone, just like that. So easily. All because of me.”

“I still doubt it.”

“But everything hurts right now, and I can't blame anybody but me.”

Silence. Occasionally broken up by sobbing.

“You're my reason to stay.”

You sob even more. His shoulder is soaked with your tears.

“What if I become your reason to leave, too?”

“You won't. Not ever.”

“How do you know?” You retort.

“I just know.”

He pats and occasionally rubs your back. Your sobs soften little by little. It's quieter, the silence still remains.

“Can you promise me something?”

“I'm never leaving you.”

Pause.

“You knew what I wanted to ask.”

“I was going to promise you that anyways.”

...

“I love you.” You whisper.

“I love you, too.” He smiles.

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see, it'd be funny, but I don't really do anything outside of my works :') but if anyone has thoughts, do feel free to share!

Reblog if you want your followers to anonymously tell you one thing they secretly like (or dislike) about you.

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see, it'd be funny, but I don't really do anything outside of my works :') but if anyone has thoughts, do feel free to share!

Reblog if you want your followers to anonymously tell you one thing they secretly like (or dislike) about you.