and this is how it ends; with a whisper / a groan / an i don’t want to go. sometimes, it is not courageous, or victorious -- it is simply this : we tried, we loved, and still we failed. ( interest tracker )
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kay so. being here. really depresses me rn and idk why. so most of my writing for my muses are being moved to discord until i feel better. if you wanna write with any of my muses then feel free to add me here elena gaybert#1683 and i will happily make us a writing server.
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he’s too warm. his hands feel clamming and he looks for something to wipe his hands on ( he can’t use his jacket. he’d only regret it if he did, made in the style of traditional wear in honour of his mum. ) someone tells him it’s just nerves. he’s the first one there, waiting to walk the aisle, maybe because he’s the only one without family to talk to beforehand. daisy had offered to introduce him to his uncle, still alive out there, but he hadn’t taken her up on it yet so he really doesn’t have any family here. he doesn’t let it bring his mood down : not today.
there’s a god waiting to marry them in new asgard with a party of drunk asgardians waiting to celebrate. it’s all beyond anything he could have imagined, which sara laughed about when he asked her to be his best man : as far as she’s concerned, he’s too weird for anything to surprise her. he still thinks that was a bit unfair. and then all thoughts fly out of his head when he see’s benji, his mouth so dry he struggles to breathe “- you clean up nicely, but what the hell is on your head benjamin.” / @daonnacht
#daonnacht#demensheid#no offence this has no formatting at all but it is 6am and i want it done#✶ ━━ INTERACTIONS. { orion ward. }#✶ ━━ VERSE THREE. { orion ward. }
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Yildiz and Zeynep in Yasak Elma
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sltzvamp ( dad )
@dynoliaeth | josie
alaric grabbed a hold of the younger of the older set of twins and pulled her to her feet, twirling her before looking at her. “dance with your dad habibti?” he asked pulling her close to him. he loved being able to spend time with all of his children, he always stayed at the school instead of traveling with his wife, their mom, to figure out how to avoid the merge, he wished he could be helping out there but he was the one with experience in education and he had the education to run a school.
“ dad ! ” her laugh is a mix of surprise and joy , really she should have expected it , and whilst she feels a little heat on her cheeks caused by just a hint of childish embarrassment she enjoys having her dads attention . when it’s DIVIDED between three siblings and a school of children she will happily take a dance and cast a little spell to dispel any teasing later “ you dance like an old man . ”
#sltzvamp#✶ ━━ interactions. { josie saltzman. }#me vs not being sad over how cute this family is#✶ ━━ verse two. { josie saltzman. }
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faithsought ( mami )
twelve days. she’d not been gone twelve days and hell already broke loose. it’s what has her catching the red eye from spain, where she’s been doing two weeks of research with caroline into the merge, and dragging her exhausted body back to the school. a fight , during the football game? she’d passed alaric with a string of spanish expletives, followed by i’ll deal with you later before she’s making her way to her oldest daughter. she allows the suitcase to roll behind her until she’s in the room, stopping with it at her side. lips curve into a cherry gin when she sees her babies and she moves to sit on jo’s bed , kissing her forehead and leaning down to kiss the side of a sleeping lizzie’s cheek. and then the angry mami comes to life. “ i … don’t know where to begin , mi amor. ” pinching the bridge of her nose the huntress’ breath escapes in a loud, long huff. “ you know i disagree with your papi about holding back during this game. but fighting with the townies ? what were you thinking ? ”
@dynoliaeth wants a meredith starter for josie
she hadn’t meant for the game to end up like that : the crushing sense of responsibility and worry had spurred her into ACTION without considering what might happen afterwards ( you betrayed me still plays in her mind and refuses to let her truly sleep . ) it’s that inability to sleep which has her blinking up at her mom in surprise but even as a bit of shame creeps up from her gut at the words , a smile still starts to curve her lips . no lecture or scolding could ever dull her joy at her mom being HOME . “ dana was - ” keep lizzie out of it as much as possible , SHE caused this / she will not shift even a fraction of the blame onto lizzie “ we tried to be good sports about losing but ... they started it ” finishes lamely , eyes on the creased blankets on her bed and taking comfort in her sisters steady breaths . “ ’m sorry mami , i promise it won’t happen again : lizzie probably wouldn’t want another black eye , even if it means putting up with them again ” not that there’s a lot of opportunities to fight the townies but it’s the principle of the thing “ are you staying for a while , now you’re back ? ”
#faithsought#✶ ━━ interactions. { josie saltzman. }#this is ugly wow but i lov a mum and daughter#✶ ━━ verse two. { josie saltzman. }
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imagine having a brain that works normally and doesnt get distracted for an hour.
#ive had a half written draft open for an hour bc i got distracted by watching the community reunion.#wild of me#✶ ━━ KITA. { ooc. }
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my head is empty the only brain thought i have is how much josie likes setting things on fire.
#do not @ me just thinking bout how when lizzie has outbursts shes usually alone and putting herself in danger#but josie tends to set things on fire and whoever she's hurting at is usually close by and shes described as cal#calm to lizzies storm but really lizzies more of a quick thunderstorm while josie is a whole hurricane when she loses control#✶ ━━ KITA. { ooc. }#this is so dumb i just have brain thoughts
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* ( FLEABAG / SENTENCE PROMPTS.
These may have been edited for clarity or length or to better apply for roleplaying.
❛ Last night was incredible. ❜
❛ What are you doing!? ❜
❛ Don’t say anything. ❜
❛ I’ve really tried to be there for you through this. ❜
❛ You’re almost late. ❜
❛ You look tired. ❜
❛ Can I get you anything? ❜
❛ We broke up. ❜
❛ Thanks for the vote of confidence. ❜
❛ When are you going to stop bringing that up? ❜
❛ Nothing is ever going to be good enough. ❜
❛ I need new sexy pants. ❜
❛ Have you found anything? ❜
❛ We are bad feminists. ❜
❛ I want my top back. ❜
❛ Well it was terrifying! Never do it again. ❜
❛ Do you want to go for a drink? ❜
❛ What’s your problem? ❜
❛ I just… I like you. ❜
❛ Are you ok? ❜
❛ You need me to get you something to wear? ❜
❛ This is totally fine. ❜
❛ What’s going on? ❜
❛ Oh, I’m absolutely fine! ❜
❛ It’s almost two o’clock in the morning. ❜
❛ I’m going to call you a cab. ❜
❛ To be fair. She’s not an evil stepmother. ❜
❛ I thought that must have been you. ❜
❛ Everything alright? ❜
❛ Just thought I’d swing by. ❜
❛ I know it’s not really my place. But - are you ok? ❜
❛ Everyone’s been worried about you. ❜
❛ Tits don’t get you anywhere these days. ❜
❛ Take care of yourself. ❜
❛ You really do look ghastly darling. ❜
❛ Can I do anything? ❜
❛ This is a love story. ❜
❛ You’ve done everything. And you feel great. ❜
❛ May these be the worst of our days! ❜
❛ You look well, where have you been? ❜
❛ Boots, lovely there this time of year. ❜
❛ Well you look fantastic. ❜
❛ Love the Catholics. You can get away with anything. ❜
❛ Oh no have I disappointed you? ❜
❛ I’ll have a tequila! ❜
❛ You do look tired. ❜
❛ My parents were alcoholics! ❜
❛ Well, it’s um - cold and beautiful and dark. ❜
❛ It’s a lot of pressure, but I love it. ❜
❛ Fuck you, then. ❜
❛ Did you have a cigarette? ❜
❛ Were your parents successful? ❜
❛ My parents were very successful alcoholics. ❜
❛ Is everything ok? ❜
❛ You know I’ve always been very suspicious of religion. ❜
❛ Well I guess I’m just really fucking lonely! ❜
❛ Are we going to have a fight? ❜
❛ You look… strong. ❜
❛ I’m so intrigued to see how you’re going to make this whole evening about you. ❜
❛ I just take all the negative feelings and just bottle them and bury them. And they never come out. ❜
❛ It takes real commitment to be this happy. ❜
❛ You’re being so quiet. ❜
❛ Why aren’t you saying anything?! ❜
❛ What do you want me to say? ❜
❛ Your sister is finally a good influence on you! ❜
❛ Oh for fuck’s sake, stop it! ❜
❛ No, come on what’s happened. ❜
❛ You should go to the hospital. ❜
❛ I’ll just deal with this in my own insane, irrational, anal way if that’s ok. ❜
❛ I got your stuff. You ok? ❜
❛ If you ever need someone. To talk to or uh - I’ll be there. ❜
❛ I’m always… there. ❜
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josie’s page is majority done !! i still need to write up s2 into her bio and it’s not extensive regarding s1 but it’s done.
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josie (legacies) tag drop.
#✶ ━━ feat. { josie saltzman. }
#✶ ━━ inspo. { josie saltzman. }
#✶ ━━ mannerisms. { josie saltzman. }
#✶ ━━ interactions. { josie saltzman. }
#✶ ━━ likes. { josie saltzman. }
#✶ ━━ headcanons. { josie saltzman. }
#✶ ━━ verse one. { josie saltzman. }
#✶ ━━ verse two. { josie saltzman. }
#✶ ━━ verse three. { josie saltzman. }
#✶ ━━ verse four. { josie saltzman. }
#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { josie and lizzie. }
#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { josie and hope. }
#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { superhero squad. }
#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { josie and alaric. }
#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { josie and meredith. }
#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { josie and caroline. }
#✶ ━━ feat. { josie saltzman. }#✶ ━━ inspo. { josie saltzman. }#✶ ━━ mannerisms. { josie saltzman. }#✶ ━━ interactions. { josie saltzman. }#✶ ━━ likes. { josie saltzman. }#✶ ━━ headcanons. { josie saltzman. }#✶ ━━ verse one. { josie saltzman. }#✶ ━━ verse two. { josie saltzman. }#✶ ━━ verse three. { josie saltzman. }#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { josie and lizzie. }#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { josie and hope. }#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { superhero squad. }#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { josie and alaric. }#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { josie and meredith. }#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { josie and caroline. }
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the team ( mark II ) vivienne fitzsimmons, orion ward, benjamin morse. © @daonnacht @demensheid
#daonnacht#demensheid#✶ ━━ INSPO. { orion ward. }#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { orion and ward. }#✶ ━━ DYNAMICS. { bus kids. }
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demensheid ( jemma )
an exhausted sigh escaped her lips as jemma sat down on the bed, tugging the orange badge off the collar of her blouse and tossing it on the dresser. it was getting exhausting sucking up to director mace, fighting tirelessly day in and day out to make sure someone out of the team had even a miniscule amount of control as shield relegitamized itself. she knew how it looked - she could tell every time may so much as blinked in her direction. but, eventually they’d understand she was doing it for them, so she powered through.
at least she was spared the looks from fitz in their bunk. it was the only place she could escape nowadays, but it was still the BASE. it was starting to wear on her, the lack of work/life separation. an idea popped into her head and she turned towards fitz, mood lifted and small smile growing.
“ we should start looking at apartments. ”
@dynoliaeth
it absolutely does not take him a moment to register her words : he had just been very focused on the dwarf he was trying to fix ( it stays in their room , hidden , after the time daisy stole his prototype . ) he doesn’t drop it , if there’s one thing he’s very practised at it’s protecting his mechanical children , but he does put it down very slowly .
“ what made you think about moving off base ? ”
maybe the motivational posters in the toilets or the constant security or walls that really aren’t nearly soundproof enough . he has a mental list on a good day and he wouldn’t be surprised if jemma has an actual physical list to pull out . there’s a small smile on his lips , he can’t imagine a world where he would say no to moving with her , but he want’s to know .
“ i want a life with you outside of shield but it’s a big step . if anything happened we wouldn’t be here . ”
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this blog really just exists at this point to reply to lynn and chloe....
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daonnacht ( inhumans )
he’s silent for a few moments during the interaction , taking the time to instead take in the other two stuck here with him , instead of looking to the walls like the other two . for a moment , he looks at the door once more from the corner of his eye , wondering if there would be yet another , or worst case, a kree coming in . the door wasn’t swinging open yet , & with how fast these two came in , he assumes it won’t again .
words , his own questions roll around the blond’s tongue , ones he held back . his mom once told him not to ask so many questions , supress the curiosity that could consume him sometimes . ( sometimes you don’t want to know the answers ) so , he focuses on the other two , nodding as the girl —— vivienne , —— started to introduce them both . he offers a tiny , ghost of a smile when she stops though .
“ oh , yeah , right . my name’s benji . ” he answers , looking to the other boy , eyebrow raised a bit as he nods , waits for his name too . @dynoliaeth
names roll across his tongue before he remembers it doesn’t matter : the kree have their metrics , and no matter the name he gives in here it won’t matter when the kree come back for them . they are merchandise now and he’s pretty sure they won’t be considerate of any preferences . he’s got at least five nicknames on different levels but he’s going to settle on the TRUTH . they’re in this together , after all , he should probably put his BEST foot forward .
“ orion ” answers shortly , tilting his head towards the blond just a little but he’s more EAGER to move a w a y from the door he feels far too close to . there’s still white noise in the back of his head making it hard to focus / he doesn’t want to be any more off guard than he already is “ that sounds short for something . ”
he can relax just a little away from the door , even if the marks on the wall are constantly in his eye line now . he has too much energy , can’t take just sitting here , his mother had taken too much time to instil those survival lessons in him ( they didn’t do her any good in the end either . ) takes a closer look at the other two again , looking for any physical changes from what they are now .
“ either of you know what you can do now ? if it’s anything useful we could rush them , give them a bit of fight before we become their property . ” @demensheid
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demensheid ( family )
the air was so thick she felt like she couldn’t breathe as she followed benji through the crowd, eyes scanning the room in hopes of spotting ori as they went deeper. it was probably a pointless attempt. the room was too dark and packed to make out any faces other than the ones immediately surrounding her.
it wasn’t until benji’s arm wrapped around her shoulders that she realized how tense and angry she was to be forced to search a frat party for ori. this had never been any of their scene since they started school their first year. there was no logical explanation for ANY of them to be in this party. and yet, here they were. hunting down ori because he’d upped and moved out without a word, blocking their numbers, and refusing to even be in the same public space as the two of them. she’d only managed to figure out he’d be here because she’d done some asking around. she shook her head slightly at the question.
“ PLEASE don’t ditch me in this place. ”
she tilted her head up to look at benji for a moment, her aggravation with ori momentarily melting out of her body as she relaxed under his arm. a corner of her mouth rose briefly in what she hoped was more reassuring than in pain before turning back to the party to continue searching the place for their former roommate. she felt out of place and was about to suggest checking somewhere else when she saw him, sucking in a sharp breath as her stomach churned. was she really ready for this? to find out he left because of HER, because why else would he leave and join a frat?
“ i found him. ” vivi quickly shrugged off benji’s arm as she started towards ori, but reached back to grab benji’s hand to pull him with her. her heart picked up and she couldn’t tell if she was having trouble breathing again from the heat of the party or the anticipation of confrontation, but she ignored it. she didn’t have another choice. she reached her free hand out to firmly wrap it around ori’s arm as she squeezed between a group of girls standing around. he couldn’t avoid them any longer, she’d make sure of that.
“ ori, what the HELL? ” / @dynoliaeth
it had to be nearly two years ago his uncle had clapped his hand on his shoulder ( SHARP eyes on his back making sure he didn’t flinch away ) and told him to go easy at college . recounting story after story of his exploits as a young man : most of them made ori’s skin crawl . christian always had that effect on him but the idea that had to be his college experience too made it worse all that time ago . he had put his foot down , he would major in what he wanted and make the friends he wanted -
then his grandmother arrived and stole it all from him . he made his life with an arts major and vivi and benji and their crappy little place . his HOME , where he was safe from expectations and a planned out life , and it all fell out under him when she threatened to hurt them . not physically of course , it would be so much easier that way because he could do something , but his grandmother always went for the heart . he hadn’t even needed to think it over before agreeing to whatever she wanted so long as she left them ALONE .
that road led him here . a frat party , wearing a mask his father had taught him long ago , pretending he wants to be here all to keep his grandmother happy and his real family safe . a hand grabs his arm , almost making him jump , but his mask never falls / an easy smile never fades . his heart PAUSES in it’s beat , for a moment it’s nearly as loud as the music - and god he’s missed her so much , he’s missed her being mad at them and finding benji eating in the middle of the night and he’s missed them knowing him like no one else - and he tugs his arm OUT of her grip .
“ are you crashing a party to yell at me , viv ? ”
he doesn’t want to do this he doesn’t want to hurt her he never deserved them . he shoves the guy next to him lightly , his drink spilling a little over the side of his cup , raising his eyebrows as if to make a point . smiles with all teeth .
“ you guys can see WHY i had to move out so fast : woulda gone out of my mind living with either of them one more day . ” @daonnacht
#daonnacht#demensheid#i hate this#✶ ━━ INTERACTIONS. { orion ward. }#✶ ━━ verse seven. { orion ward. }
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alex casoy (totally spies) tag drop.
#✶ ━━ feat. { alex casoy. }
#✶ ━━ inspo. { alex casoy. }
#✶ ━━ mannerisms. { alex casoy. }
#✶ ━━ interactions. { alex casoy. }
#✶ ━━ likes. { alex casoy. }
#✶ ━━ headcanons. { alex casoy. }
#✶ ━━ verse one. { alex casoy. }
#✶ ━━ verse two. { alex casoy. }
#✶ ━━ verse three. { alex casoy. }
#✶ ━━ verse four. { alex casoy. }
#✶ ━━ feat. { alex casoy. }#✶ ━━ inspo. { alex casoy. }#✶ ━━ mannerisms. { alex casoy. }#✶ ━━ interactions. { alex casoy. }#✶ ━━ likes. { alex casoy. }#✶ ━━ headcanons. { alex casoy. }#✶ ━━ verse one. { alex casoy. }#✶ ━━ verse two. { alex casoy. }#✶ ━━ verse three. { alex casoy. }#✶ ━━ verse four. { alex casoy. }
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