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jude !!

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i miss jude and cardan

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horror game mc

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>>> the perfect court the foxhole court the raven king the king's men the sunshine court the golden raven the broken cage >>> the queen's game

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thinking about how andrew probably refrained from meeting up with roland during the halloween night at edens in favor of staring at zombie cowboy neil's ass in his chaps while an oblivious neil looked dramatically over the balcony thinking about his inevitable death.

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neil and andrew are living two entirely different horror genres cause neil is most definitely the final girl in a slasher film and andrew is the protagonist in a gothic horror romance,,,

like we have andrew whose living a bleak and woeful life after being subjected to the cruelty of other human beings and then suddenly he's being haunted by the love interest who for the first book and a half had the high probability of being a figment of his imagination.

and wouldn't that make sense? because neil is the embodiment of all of andrew's fears and desires. if not his actual fears then a catalyst to them- losing control, wanting something again, feeling something again, being seen and understood. and here andrew is grappling with and blindly reaching for balance, but there's nothing he can do to escape the enormity of his desires, nothing he can do but let the emotions consume him despite not wanting them- not wanting the familiar feeling that's only ever been related to the feeling of helplessness and loss of autonomy... but he has no other choice but to love the thing that brings him down on his knees. while neil is slowly and horrifyingly chinking away at andrew's armor that was so carefully crafted to take the grotesque image of a monster.

but neil is also a symbol of andrew's humanity because here he is feeling and wanting- hallucinating a boy who sees past his fangs and claws, who holds up a mirror to andrews face and reveals that once all the armor is stripped away he's only just a boy!!

and then we have neil whose the complete opposite in that this is a manic slasher film where neil has been the repressed virgin all his life, mistakenly taken as the naive and innocent one,,, and to a certain extent perhaps that's true. but the events that lead to the end of the film are just plucking the pins embedded so deeply into him, unraveling his true dented and skewed psyche. and revealing his true inner nature that resembles the monsters we were all afraid of throughout the film. it ends with him stepping into the light and rejoining society with bloody footprints trailing behind,,,

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verified ways to donate to gaza directly

Help a Palestinian family directly:

gazafunds.com - Donate directly to a Palestinian family in urgent need of evacuation, medical attention, daily necessities, rebuilding homes, rebuilding businesses or more. Site run by Palestinians, all GFMs verified. Spotlights 1 stagnant GFM at a time. (*If you can't decide who/where to donate, just go here and donate to the 1 GFM they show you!)

Help provide tents: (*emergency as Rafah is being bombarded as we speak)

The Sameer Project: Currently providing tents & transport for families in Rafah who urgently need to evacuate to Deir Al Balah. Has a team on the ground in Gaza who have supplied tents to 1% of the displaced population in Rafah. Run by Palestinians. (paypal) (gfm)

@helpgazachildren: Currently helping Palestinians in a refugee camp in Rafah flee the Rafah invasion to Khan Younis. Funds go directly to a Hussam, a Palestinian in Rafah who hosts a refugee camp. Funds will cover the cost of tents & transport fuel. Managed by Palestinian @.fairuzfan. (gfm)

Food, cash & essentials:

Care for Gaza: Palestinian charity on the ground in Gaza distributing food, cash, medicine & other essentials to displaced families. Proof of their work found on their Twitter. (paypal) (gfm)

We Feed Gaza: Team of Palestinian volunteers in the heart of Gaza distributing food & water to 344+ families. 100% run by Palestinians. Vetted & promoted by LetsTalkPalestine. (gfm)

Direct Aid for Gaza: A Palestinian activist on the ground in Gaza distributing food, cash & other essential supplies to displaced families. Proof of their work found on their twitter. (paypal) (gfm)

Water:

Gaza Municipality's water project: The official Municipality of Gaza needs help rebuilding the water infrastructure in Gaza City to restore access to clean water and waste management services for the people of Gaza. (*This campaign only has a few weeks left but it's still only at 15%!)

eSIMs (urgent):

guide to buy & send esims to gaza

Crips for eSims for Gaza: If you don't know how to buy esims, don't have enough $ for an esim plan, or don't have the capacity to manage them (e.g. topping up regularly), you can donate any amt to this team of volunteers who pool funds to buy & maintain gaza esims regularly (see their financial accountability document).

Medical Aid

Palestine Children's Relief Fund: Recently launched emergency humanitarian aid response for displaced children in northern Gaza, 97% rating by Charity Navigator.

Medical Aid for Palestinians: Currently trying to rebuild Nasser hospital, has on-the-ground team in Gaza, 95% rating by Charity Navigator.

Palestine Red Crescent Society: On-the-ground Palestinian paramedics & medical staff providing ambulance services, vetted by Charities Aid Foundation International.

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honestly if you don't outwardly show support for palestine, i'm automatically assuming you're a zionist. no one has an excuse about being uneducated anymore. everyone who does not support us, either out of ignorance or genuine malice, is complicit in our genocide and i do not trust them at all. if you have not spoken out about what is happening, you are not, and were never, our ally.

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Israel isn't just breaking international law. It's creating precedent and changing it to make this violence permissible. What happens to Palestinians matters for everyone, everywhere. It sets a precedent that means no where else in the globe is safe. What more do we need to act?

– Noura Erakat

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“I am not silent because I am not separate. The only spiritual illness that exists on this planet is the illusion that we are not One.”

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happy birthday rukawa kaede 🖤😘