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Treat me like I'm not yours so you wouldn't take me for granted.

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I have never imagined my self to be loved by someone like this. I used to be took for granted, in fact. But you made me feel that there is something special in me to be the apple of your eye. You also said that I deserve someone better than my exes and that was you. You're so much eager to meet every person in my life, to know every single details I do each day. I must confess, I have never felt this kind of love before and I never thought that I could give love more than enough for you. Time goes by and I was really in love but for some reasons after the struggles we have encountered along the way of our relationship, it seems that you stop seeing what's good in me. I've lost your interest. I've lost your excitement. Until you lose patience. You start to believe that the love we had was plain and empty. So you cheated on me. The person who made me feel special before is the same person who made me worthless today. It's like I was born to be take for granted by different people. I know that I am not worth fighting for but I am still holding on to you because of the little hope or chance that I can change you. That I can bring back what we had before.

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Merry Christmas

Christmas eve when I woke up from a three hour sleep. It’s very dark. Silence filled my empty room. Then I realized, I was all alone in our house. Nothing was cooked for noche buena, even something to eat for dinner. I took a bath, dressed up and fixed myself. Then I kissed my dogs and hugged them tight then I go to work. Nine hours after, I go home.

There are times that I find it hard to say “Merry Christmas” since this is my first time to celebrate the season alone, literally.

Originally, this post was entitled “A Not So Merry Christmas,” but while I’m putting my stories into words, I received a text message saying that there is something for me inside the shoe box. I burst into tears by the time I read your letter. I feel your presence and I feel so loved. You’re a perfect timing. No one made me feel this way but only you.

I love you and merry Christmas to you.

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My kind of Halloween

I have a job. I am an employee. But I am in the state of I-cant-buy-something and I-cant-go-to-somewhere because if I did, I wont be able to give money for my parents, I’ll be having a hard time to survive my every day expenses, and I wont be able to pay my monthly bills. I don't know if my lifestyle is not right or my salary is too small. But all I know is that, before the pay day comes, it is already computed where those money will go.

I'm so tired with this kind of life. Ang hirap maging mahirap.

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Sana'y makatulog ka nang mahimbing Kahit wala kang balak ako'y pansinin Alam kong kaya mo 'kong tiisin Pero ako'y mananatili pa rin.

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Still don't know what to do Have no plans for tomorrow What I know is, I want to go Yet all I see is shadows I must be inspired I'm in love and beloved But when I ask myself What more can I do? I cant find an answer Or maybe I'm putting myself under? I need self-fulfilment Prove something or so Learn more things and explore Please save me from this feeling I feel so locked up

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Tingnan ang kalangitan. Magisip ng kasagutan. Itutuloy ba kahit kinakabahan? O dapat itigil kahit masasaktan?

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"Some beautiful paths can't be discovered without getting lost." #vscocam #shoefie

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You'll never be enough for the person you love. When the day ends, you only have yourself to count on. Save yourself from the heartache, babe. 👣

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The voices in my head, They keep on repeating. Standing in waiting shed, While rain is pouring. The sky is full of red, Im not relieving. Cant go to my lonely bed, That could be relaxing. Like what I have said, I need your loving.

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Ang magulong dahilan ng pagpatak ng ulan. Nagtagong araw sa gitna ng kaulapan. Tila nais maging saksi sa kasaysayan. Hindi mahanap ang tunay na kasiyahan. Gustong angkinin ngunit hindi mawari. Sa pagtila ba ng ulan may kasunod na bahaghari? Yakap at halik at ang mainit mong dampi. Nais kong madama, ngayon at palagi.

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Looking at the stars Dreaming very far Not in the city of cars Is this another scar Are you thinking of me Cause I always think of you In the middle of the sea Why I’m feeling blue Is there something, Give me a clue Or I’m just nothing What can I do Had a walk on the shore Feelings of you seems so unsure Stopping this might be the cure Over thinking is a torture Should I text you and say “Hi” Or write a message to say goodbye Should I call pretending that you’re mine Can words and letters make us bind Conversation is on going Cant tell until when Always find myself smiling Hoping that you’re not only a friend

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When the sun sets, i feel no regret.

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Got no place to go Cant decide if I will sing or draw Standing in front of the show Risking isnt my forte, tho Things are coming Me is freezing Mind is thinking Feet isnt moving Dont have patience Cant see my essence Even camera lenses Find no business Time flies Think twice Count thrice Break the ice Still feeling lost Words are getting worse Doesnt have any cost Am i victim of a curse?

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Tell me that im happy then I will stay Im always asking the same question as I pray Now im writing this and it’s 11th of May I wish tonight I can go in front of the bay Tell me stories, I can always keep Hold my hand so I can easily breathe It’s warm, as I lay wishing this isnt real The world we have makes me really ill

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Front.

Been very vocal in all my activities online lately, but the truth is, I really dont know where I am going. Or where am I supposed to be.

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This photo explains all the feelings that I have everytime Im on top of the mountains. The feeling everytime I see the beauty of nature. How perfect it was made by God. And then i'll realize all things that I have done. All decisions that I have made. Did I really made the right decision? Am I really taking the right path? Napakasarap damhin ng buhay. Bakit ko kailangang problemahin ang mga bagay na alam kong lilipas din.