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day 9, omg I was @ an event till 9 and only had 4k steps it was taking everything in me to finish my steps for the day. Also I was able to not eat @ the event too yay!!
#light as a feather#m3ansp0#thinsp酶#猸愶笍rving#猸愶笍ve#4nor3xia#b0dy ch3ck#meansp酶#sk1nspo#th1n$p酶#3d not sheeran
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all i want for christmas is 95lbs on the scale 馃檹馃檶
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Control yourself.
You are the only one in control, not your family, not your friends, only you. You鈥檙e the only one who is in charge.
When you overeat like a pig, you鈥檙e the one who is deciding to do that. You鈥檙e the one who is picking up the fork and gorging yourself like an animal, and then you complain about how fat you are.
It鈥檚 completely your fault that you鈥檙e fat and you鈥檙e the only one who can fix that.
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You stare at the mirror and hate what you see, but you won鈥檛 do what it takes to change.
That鈥檚 not anyone鈥檚 fault but your own.
You can cry, you can complain, but none of that will save you from the body you鈥檙e trapped in.
You put yourself here鈥攅very bite, every excuse, every moment of weakness鈥攊t鈥檚 all on you.
And you know what it takes to fix it, but you鈥檙e too spineless to do it.
Do you think the body you want will magically appear if you keep giving in? It won鈥檛.
Every bite you take is a betrayal of the life you could have, the version of yourself that you could be.
You鈥檙e throwing away the future you claim to want just because you couldn鈥檛 handle a little discomfort.
Stop lying to yourself. You鈥檙e not trying. Trying means sacrifice, and you refuse to make it.
So here鈥檚 the truth: you can have what you want, but not like this.
Not while you let food win.
Not while you keep breaking promises to yourself.
Sacrifice or stay ugly鈥攊t鈥檚 your choice. And right now, you鈥檙e choosing wrong.
You鈥檙e choosing failure. And if you keep this up, you鈥檒l have no one to blame but yourself when you鈥檙e still looking at the same disgusting reflection tomorrow.
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day 8, I鈥檓 so sick rn Tylenol ain鈥檛 doing shi 馃槶
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Heyya! I wanna ask if you're an adult or minor? I have MDNI but looking for adult moots ^^
Heyy, yeah i鈥檓 an adult (20) and would love to be moots <3
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day 7, FINALLY HIT A WEEK!!! I have a friend鈥檚 grad to go to sunday so now i鈥檓 fasting till then on top of these steps, wish me luck :)
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i love this type of motivation
You鈥檙e so pathetic. Look at yourself鈥攅very bite you take, every excuse you make, it鈥檚 proof you鈥檙e a failure.
Do you think people like you deserve to eat? They don鈥檛. You don鈥檛.
Every time you pick up a fork, you鈥檙e choosing to stay worthless. You鈥檙e choosing failure over progress, weakness over strength. And for what? A moment of comfort that you鈥檒l hate yourself for afterward?
The hunger you feel? It鈥檚 what you deserve for letting yourself get like this in the first place.
It鈥檚 not punishment; it鈥檚 a reminder.
A reminder that you have work to do.
That you鈥檙e still not enough.
That you haven鈥檛 earned anything yet鈥攏ot food, not pride, not the right to look at yourself without disgust.
Don鈥檛 you dare give in to your cravings. They don鈥檛 care about you. They just want to ruin you.
You鈥檙e not allowed to eat again until you鈥檝e earned the right to exist in your own skin.
Not until you鈥檝e suffered enough to make a difference.
The version of yourself you want isn鈥檛 built through comfort. She鈥檚 built through hunger, through pain, through sacrifice.
So do better.
Be better.
Because right now, you鈥檙e nothing. And if you give up again, that鈥檚 all you鈥檒l ever be.
#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#tw restriction#ed rant#3d f4st#m34nspo#tw 3d vent#tw mia#thigh g4p#@na motivation#m3ansp0
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pls help me find my mutuals again and reblog this post if ur an 18+ ed account
got t worded last night, was keroppig1rl :,)
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your body is lying to you youre not hungry trust.
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surrounding myself with ed related content so i can become obsessed again
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day 6, started watching dexter and walking went by so fast!
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day 5, i think my walking pad needs oil cause it smells like burning plastic 馃槶
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