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something something elena is not usually a jealous person. however, let’s say the person she’s got her eye on or her partner is like being heavily flirted with or is flirting with someone else. she’s not a happy camper. her feelings can get hurt pretty easily in those scenarios but she doesn’t often express these feelings and bottles everything up. this can be problematic because if she is pushed too far she will just straight up explode. usually it ends in an anxiety/panic attack depending on severity.

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PROMPTS FOR A LITTLE JEALOUSY *  assorted dialogue for when you see the person you're interested in with someone else and go... hey wait a minute, adjust as necessary

are you two... together?

i should probably ask if you're single first.

who was that you were talking to?

did you two have a nice chat?

are we really doing this now?

what was that all about?

i don't like it when they touch you.

they need to learn to keep their hands off you.

are you trying to make me jealous?

you just gave me the impression we were exclusive.

who was that, anyway?

was that someone you know?

it's completely innocent.

were you flirting with them?

that was a little bit excessive.

they were flirting with you.

i'm not jealous.

i'm upset with you.

they didn't mean anything by that.

i just thought we had something going on.

they know i have feelings for you.

i hate it when you get jealous.

i'm two seconds away from throwing a punch.

they did that on purpose.

wait a minute... are you jealous?

you have no reason to worry.

i'm not interested in them, i promise.

they do get a little touchy-feely, i'll admit.

they don't mean anything by it.

did they just try to kiss you?

we're just really good friends!

you know i only have eyes for you.

please ignore them, okay?

it's not like i'm in love with you or anything.

they're just trying to upset you.

i just don't like it when someone else flirts with you.

i don't blame them, of course, but you're mine.

next time someone tries to hit on you, call me over.

i'll give them a piece of my mind.

they know you're taken, right?

i didn't want to get in your way.

clearly your mind is elsewhere.

if you'd rather be with them, then just tell me.

i need to know where we stand.

can we be more exclusive?

i just don't like it when they talk to you like that.

you have absolutely nothing to worry about.

if they make you happy... i can't stop it.

maybe i have a crush on you. so what?

there was a better way to go about this, you know.

you could have been a little bit nicer.

did you have to be so nasty about it?

i'm going to scream.

i don't want anything coming in between us.

you trust me, don't you?

if you trust me, you have nothing to worry about.

this jealousy of yours is getting a little bit out of control.

i love only you.

why do they have to hold your hand like that?

they couldn't keep their hands off you.

i hate watching you deal with that.

i should give them a piece of my mind.

what? me? jealous? never.

i think i'm allowed a little jealousy every now and then.

you're mine, and i want everyone to know that.

did you just... get jealous over me?

you said you weren't the jealous type.

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Ada Limón, “To Be Made Whole”, On Being with Krista Tippett

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anyways elena is gonna go cry in a corner for a little bit while i do my job. feel free to send me things? 🥺

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“  i don’t need you in my life.  i don’t want you in it.  ”  

❛  what ? ❜ the open promise of abandonment brandished along the doppelganger's cognize and a swarm of emotions erupted within. people leaving her was something she was very accustomed to but usually it was in the shape of a body bag. most have felt the wrath of being left behind. he was the king of that sentiment. but his words , they felt foreign. nobody has ever left her behind. blood runs from cheeks , pale. it was so abrupt and sudden. and everything hurt.

hot air lingers past plushy lips , her gaze is ever searching through the vast wonder of of his ocean eyes , braving the harrowing waves that seem to crash against her. minutes pass , trying to learn the gravity behind harsh tones but ultimately she's coming up short. the sound of her voice is small, something squeaky and broken releases , ❛  you don't want me ? ❜ trying to reconcile what would push him to hurl these words at her. looking for a reason. maybe he was just having a bad day. or maybe he really meant it.

her brain quiets , nullifying the inquisition against herself. ignoring the sullen pang in her chest to the point of voiding everything she'd been feeling all together. she felt so hurt , but she'd rather be hit by a hot garbage truck before letting him see a dime of the repercussions his words held over her. but there was this idea , an ache made hole in her chest that maybe all the time they've been spending together meant nothing to him. lids hood over , a sudden tension pulsating with each subtle movement as she's repressing everything she was feeling. grappling with this sense of control and fighting to show that his words didn't make her feel like she was nothing.

her eyes are hardened with hurt , the usual honeyed tones of her voice replaced with something subtly dangerous, like a serrated edge. ❛  i'm not forcing you to be here kai. if you're not happy ... ❜ she cuts herself off , tugging all emotion out of it. refusing to give any sort of explanation for him. she inhales harshly , her chest heaving as the her expression lightens a bit , the more she admits his inclinations the harder it becomes. ❛  if you don't want to be here , don't. ❜   arms twist over her erratic chest , lids flutter as she tugs her gaze away from his , willing herself a moment to keep all the pieces in tact. 

the heat in her chest wavers to her cheeks , the only thing she couldn't quite control. staining with a small pinch of red. regardless she takes a step closer to him , closing in on the distance between. letting the tension soak. eyes daring , something cold tethered to olive features. ❛  let me make myself clear ; i'm not your toy for you to play with whenever you want me and to throw out whenever you don't. ❜ brows raise , bringing her hand up , gently fixing a couple strands of his hair. ❛ i deserve better than that. ❜

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Stiles, Damon, Stefan

a  gentle  hand  slips  over  her  lips  ,  a  small  and  muffled  squeak  that  she  couldn't  help  but  to  release  sounds  faintly.  cheeks  red  as  all  the  heat  in  her  body  volleys  up  to  them.  ❛   wait  but  ,  no that's  not  fair.  ❜  she  pulls  back  her  hand  ,  blinking  in  a  short  succession.  cue  a  loud  sigh  and  her  rolling  her  eyes  hard  at  him.  ❛   i'd  fuck  ..  you  ,  marry  stefan  ,  and  ...  kill  damon.  ❜

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klaus elijah and kol ???? fmk

another shot rolls down her throat , smirking helplessly with the help of her amber companion. ❛ mm,  easy.  fuck  klaus  ,  marry  elijah  ,  kill  you.   i am not getting on nausi's bad side so early in the morning - sorry kol. ❜ 

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Send three names and I'll say who I'd fuck, marry, kill

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never ending visuals of elena m gilbert ♡

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American Beauty (1999) dir. Sam Mendes

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my love language is learning your favorite recipes so I can cook them for you

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the  kitchen  nestled  just  a  floor  below  her  dorm  was  suddenly  starting  to  feel  much  smaller  than  it  had  a  couple  moments  before.  a  knife  delicately  curled  between  nimble  fingers  ,  cutting away at different ingredients. trying  to  force  herself to  feel  better  from  this  flu-like  illness  brewing  inside.  doe  eyes  peaking  through  feathery  lashes  ,  sucking  in  a  small  breath  in  her  search  for  his  gaze.  ❛  i don't know , klaus.   ❜ brows  raise  almost  daringly  ,  continuing  to  finely  chop  little  bits  of  carrot  and  celery  ,  pushing  the  little  bits  into  tiny  chaotic  piles  as  she  worked. ❛  will you ever put forth any effort to make amends ? ❜

her voice was tangled , a slight hint of congestion laced in every word mixed with an underlying tone of frustration. ❛  can you pass me the garlic over there ? ❜  honing  her  focus  back  on  her  project  ,  movements  languid  and  slowed as every bone in her body whimpered for a moment to reprieve , unfortunately the doppelganger was far too obstinate to quit while she was ahead.  ❛  how  do  you  always  find  me  ?  ❜  doe eyes squint softly , pouting over towards him. for  once  seemingly  less  rigid  ,  less  controlled  in  his  presence.  ❛  tell  me  it's  something  more  normal  , like  you  had  a  witch  track  down  a  charm  on  my  bracelet. something not twisted.  ❜

@doesoft ❛ you're the last person i wanted to see, actually. ❜

❛ you wound me, love. ❜ hand over his heart, he does his utmost to appear innocent and hurt ⸻ an act that would be more believable if he didn't have a constant aura of some form of impending murder to him. ❛ will you be holding a grudge for all eternity, elena? because i've moved on. ❜ lips turning up at the corners, his gaze sparks with an odd mix of bemusement and the look of a predator eyeing his prey, making it rather clear she would not be leaving his clutches any time soon. she's one of beloved playthings, after all.

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taking it out & making her beg for it again 🥰

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every moment of every day felt like it was getting longer. time inevitably slowing to a point of withered desolation. there was too much going on for people their age. time was supposed to be spent on learning about life, not how to escape death. but it’s not. and they remain hostage to a world more unforgiving than the lives they lead before. so when bonnie speaks of exhaustion the feeling is more than mutual. in the comfort of friendship the ability to display a polite disposition falters. “ we should pack up and go somewhere warm. somewhere far away. ” fingers squish the treat between the pads of her fingers before popping it between teeth. “ how long do you think it’d be until they all found us in like …. brazil ? ”

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"I'm exhausted." This is punctuated by a jumbo marshmallow being thrown at Elena's face from the rather large bag in Bonnie's lap. "We're due for some...I dunno, like- a day off. Or something." There was so much going on, she didn't know where to start. And there was this feeling buried in her bones that it would only get worse from there. More complicated. Messier.

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Tell Me Lies + Hot-Blooded (1.02)