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like shouldn't helena and ramon be trying to foster a relationship between eddie and chris? shouldn't they be thinking about about what's best for the entire family? like yeah, it's fair to say chris needed some time away. whatever, i get that. but at this point it's been months and chris is still not even speaking to eddie. which leads me to believe that eddie's parents are just throwing him parties and enrolling him in activities and giving him a fun grandparent funded life and not actually thinking that there's a world where he could be better off with his father who is a GOOD dad and who has always fought for him. like at a certain point what are they even doing. what was the point beyond helena finally finding a way to get what she's wanted since the day eddie left el paso?

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waittt ohhhhhh. helena diaz is acting like eddie's ex wife and not his mom because the parentification was worse than we could've ever possibly imagined previous to this. right. i get it now. boymom final boss but now they're divorced and eddie doesn't even know it

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i'm going to need eddie diaz blushing as hard as rg did interacting with ostark during that zoom interview. i need eddie redder than a tomato looking at buck, sorry. call me a ryliver tinhat but they were method acting a bit there idc it's my truth.

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in memoriam for the mustache, but it's all photos i have saved on my phone (i have been very normal about the mustache i swear)

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say what you will about buddie fandom but at least we didn't pay like 300 dollars for ryan to tell us that our ship is "flourishing" yay 💖 because he told us that for free 💖

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i want buck and eddie to make a work environment that is so homoerotic next season that it makes gerrard drop dead from stress. like okay buck is still with tommy but all three of them agree that eddie should quasi fake date in the workplace while still maintaining some workplace decorum just to piss gerrard off. then once gerrard is bones tommy is like haha guys you can stop that now... why aren't you stopping?

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so late but here’s my contribution to the stache mourning

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Genuinely don't think ABC would be able to resist the urge to do buddie canon. The level of attention it will bring to the show, it being one of the first (if not THE first) mainstream shows to have a queer ship go canon without immediately burying their gay(s) (even though canonically Eddie has been buried before and I don't doubt they'll do it again to either of them).

The number of articles that would be written, the talkshow appearances, the awards it could bring JUST DUE to the amount of attention...

Like genuinely I struggle to see them passing on this. Literally why not.

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POV: you're gay in a hardware store

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📸 • oliverstarkk: posted to stories (9.21.24)

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This is a theory, but I wonder if like Buck is already aware of his feelings for Eddie. Or atleast partially aware. At the same time how I think Buck was always aware of his attraction to men but never digging deeper into it or waving it off as “eh, I don’t need to acknowledge this”. Hence the line: “I check out a hot guy’s ass but that’s normal right?”.

I don’t think Buck says anything to Eddie about his feelings because it’s that fear of “am I going to ruin the best friendship I’ve ever had?” Not just A friendship, it’s THE friendship for him. Buck already has abandonment issues, he doesn’t want to risk Eddie leaving him because things could get weird when those feelings might not be reciprocated.

So WHEN Buddie goes canon, it’s going to be mostly focused on Eddie’s character and him coming in terms of his sexuality and his feelings for Buck. And Eddie is going to be probably the one to take the leap of faith and confess his feelings to Buck. I can bet money that Eddie is going to initiate the first kiss—most likely.

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so eddie is fully on his own now

all his friends are busy with their spouses and their children

and his best friend buck, the one he wants to spend time with the most, is dating this guy eddie was starting to befriend but now has weird one sided beef with that nobody knows about and for some reason he doesn't want to unpack

and so eddie doesn't really have anyone to hang out with just casually

but he really wants to hang out with buck so he just asks buck to let him know when he's free! so they can hang out!

and finally he gets to hang out with buck! and he wants to do it again!

but he's becoming really self aware of the fact that he's doing something he doesn't usually do

which is asking buck to spend time with him just the two of them for no other reason than to just be together

and eddie now has to deal with the fact that for some reason he wants to spend so much time with buck but he really has no excuse for it anymore

it's no longer because christopher wants to see his buck it's because eddie wants to see his buck

and for the first time eddie has to reflect on what his relationship with buck is without christopher in the picture

something something realization

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5x03 // 5x11

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the people's princess🥰❤️

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BUCK: afraid of heights

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