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The dead do not rise, not even for God.

Alt + close ups I liked!! And here’s the song I listened to as I drew :] as a bonus layer

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chat am i cooking

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I think my favorite thing about these two is that evbo was the more angry one of the two. People like to forget this

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Comm for @kriskross of Haurchefant and their character Mac Ronutrients! Happy ffxiv to all🫡

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Art improvement is making me lose my mind a little

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Killua either asked him to make his eyes red cause he thought it’d make them look cooler (correct), or kurapika for real does not wanna be here

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He’s my little baba

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None of y’all are ready for what I’m cooking up…….

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finally drawing him

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For kris<3 i release oc based on this song

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Kurapika at the club

Notes on Kurapika At The Club:

He’s standing almost next to the wall with a red solo cup while people party around him. He’s freaking it in a tense and awkward style and it’s a hit with the club baddies

The respectful style and gorgeous intricate embroidery on his traditional outfit is enamoring the club baddies. He’s walking out of there with at least four numbers on his arms

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Worsties who crossdress as their ocs together

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And thats a wrap on art fight! Here’s my final attacks i got in, super excited for next year :]

Mantis and Delmar by @primavarum — Clementine by @kriskross — Madam Tsss by @little-old-timey

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Ko-fi commission for @kriskross !

He should’ve been at the cluuuuubbbbbb

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Hello all! I’m pleased to announce that I’ve just added a Half Body option, as well as an overall option for Simple Shading: In the case that you’d like some extra pop, but rendering isn’t in the books! Examples of both cases will be posted below<3

Uncolored Half Body

Colored Half Body

Shaded Half Body

Shaded Full Body

opening up Ko-Fi commissions :] Take a peep if youre interested!!

Examples below!

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My cat died last year today and I ended up writing a poem about it a few months after it happened, and I think I’m good with sharing it now

The Day Your Cat Dies

On the night before your cat dies

You’ll deny it

Even though

He’s laying there

And barely responsive

You’ll cry and cry and

You’ve already started the phase of denial

You’ll all get in the car and drive to the animal hospital

He’ll be in your arms

Wrapped in a blanket

You won’t want to go into the room

But

You’ll go in

The nurse will be blunt

And a little rude

And what she tells you is bad

Dread is all you feel

As he lays on the exam counter

You make the decision for him to stay overnight

You sign the paperwork

You hesitated over euthanasia

And check off CPR in case of death

And you pay

And leave

You don’t get much sleep that night

On the morning your cat dies

You’ll go into your parents room

And your mom will tell you she's so sorry

You won’t feel a thing

You’ll all get into the car again

And drive to pick him up.

He’s in a box this time

With a medical pad as a blanket

He’s curled up

You can almost imagine he’s sleeping

You hold him the whole way home

You’ll have to text your sister the news

And she’ll rush home

And scream

And cry

And it’ll scare you.

On the day your cat dies

You’ll have to dig his grave

It will be drizzling

And you barely need to think about where it’ll be

A perfect view from the window he used to sit in

You won’t realize it until that night.

You’ll dig it

Still numb

On the phone with a friend

Making dull jokes

The ground will be soft

A kindness of the rain

You’ll be the one to lower him in

You gave him the final kiss,

A selfishness you requested out loud.

His head will be where you wanted

And he’ll be facing the house

You’ll all fill the hole with your hands

Your sister is barely consolable

You’ll do the rest with the shovel

It’s too hard done slow

You’ll circle his grave with small rocks that were dug out of it

You’ll cry about not having the clover seeds

To plant on him

The day your cat dies you’ll have trouble crying

You’ll feel horrible about it

Eventually you’ll break down on the floor

In the living room

In the dining room

You’ll still be on the phone

It's the worst you’ve cried in a while

On the night your cat dies

You’ll have to feed the other cat

You’ll only have to prepare one plate

Half the food

He won’t be sitting there politely waiting

As his sister circles your feet

It will just be her

And you’ll cry so bad you feel like throwing up

And you’ll see his grave

Through the window

He can’t sit in

A day after your cat dies

You’ll find the seeds

And you and your sister will plant them

Three months after your cat dies

You still haven’t had a night of peace

Without thinking about him before bed

But telling it to your mom on the phone

Makes it a little easier

You try your school’s counseling center three times

But are never able to go

But saying it to somebody

Asking if they think it would help

Helps

Half a year after your cat dies

You’ll be home for the holidays

You’ll be cleaning the living room

You’ll find his fur on your chair

And the blanket he liked to lay on

And it makes you cry

And write a poem

A week or so before your cat dies

He’ll lick your hand

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Art fight attacks so far! Gogo Seafoam!

Alizarin by @deadsonas — Camilia by Dingadus — Tetra by @polarboxes — Sloane, Fry, Beryl, Willowbilly by @triptrippy