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red velvet [ seulgi ] lockscreens ♡
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#surprisingly i did not cringe at my old posts whaaaa#im actually amazed#at my english skills#i feel like i dont talk like that anymore#i mean i do not have a place to talk like that anymore anyways#if i j start writing here again maybe#and so many years ago i had my shir together(almost)#i desperately want to be like that now too#nostalgia gonna kick my ass
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Back after literally everyone is migrating (I've never had tiktok but sure why tf not)
#last time i posted was almost 2 years ago wow#so much has happened#it feels like writing in my diary after so many months#but yuh#since then i did that job i complained about#swore that id never return#then returned for another year as a manager LOL#i was so fucki g anxious about it buttt it was ok#had its downsides defo but good sides too#now im at the end of my erasmus in bucharest#couldve been better#kind fucked myself by comi g here with 2 of my uni friends#i love them but it was a mistake to be so adamant about sticking together#shouldve gone alone#i dont think im gonna do another one thi#no time#i mean there IS time buutt idk#i dont think im the kind of person for this shit#even thouth it could help my social anxiety immensely#next semester im gonna be a teachers assistant#fucking scared for thta too but should be a good experience too#idk i dont think ive changed much since last time but still#ive grown for sho#life rambles#im gonna look at my previous rambles and im gonna cringe so hard
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#i have my last exam of my first year in uni in 10 hours#all i can think about is what im gonna do once it's over#i cant even enjoy it bc i got sick today#and feel like shit#also ive got a night shift#ive been working for a month my god#i mean i cantbwant for work to be over (literally 5 months to go im gonna die)#just want to decompose somewhere#one of my friends is so inquisitive and even tho she's also working 12 hour shifts and has exams#she has so many hobbies and is always searching stuff up#and i have the audacity to complain#ugh
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I love scenarios and I hate being in situations
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thinking about how much work i could get done if i would do it
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the secret is knowing you're worth it and making all your decisions based around that
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If you stop looking at your phone in every free moment it will feel a lot more anxiety-inducing at first but after a day or two you will settle into a slower way of thinking and eventually you will spend the whole morning looking at the sun rise through the window while you sip coffee or hold your sleeping partner and your thoughts wont feel like they’re on a treadmill
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If you stop looking at your phone in every free moment it will feel a lot more anxiety-inducing at first but after a day or two you will settle into a slower way of thinking and eventually you will spend the whole morning looking at the sun rise through the window while you sip coffee or hold your sleeping partner and your thoughts wont feel like they’re on a treadmill
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lord, grant me the courage to not read the comments, the wisdom to not read the comments, and the molotov cocktail just in case i read the comments anyway
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It just feels obligatory that i come on here to say shit no one reads lol idek what i ranted about last time
#but yeh it's almost the end of the semester#having my last tests#going on my first day of work tomorrow lol kinda stressed abt it#and my maths test too ahahahahahahaha ye#this semester just flew by#and honestly i cant wait for it to be over#even though i have exams next month#anyways what ive been thinking abt lately is how dependedn i become on other people#like girlie gets two new friends and suddenly they are the whole world ro her#bestie pls earth calls to bestie#pllsssss focus on urself#i dont do anything despite studying and going to uni#my past time is scrolling reels and sometimes going on a run#and no im not starting any hobbies anytime soon bc of work and exams#but god im desperate to do so#so i can have stuff to be passionate about rather than just#having my mind be occupied by shit that are irrelevant to me or just unimportant#life rambles
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being neurodivergent is all fun and games until someone is slightly critical of you and you suddenly feel physically ill
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