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Invested in sex toys.....and regret!

After attending a boring meeting, I travel to the storeSomething inside of me wants to embrace her little whoreEspecially after watching bad news and American goreI just needed to embrace my sexuality a little more! Travel to the store I went like a little lassHoping to find something good to stuff up my assSomething that would prevent me from touching grassAnd something I hope will bring…

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If I feel it...I should not believe it!

Daily writing promptDo you trust your instincts?View all responses Most people often trust their instinctsBut me I could not do such a thing! I am often wrong…about a lotEspecially upon people feelings! Sometimes I am even wrongAbout what I am feeling! Why trust what is inconsistent?Why trust what can’t be trusted? For example, when i get cut off…The urge to rear end that guys car, is my…

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Manage screentime? What do you mean?

Daily writing promptHow do you manage screen time for yourself?View all responses “Son, take sometime of your phone.”“Outside is beautiful today.”“Mange your screentime better son!” What do you mean manage?My screentime is my time to relaxWhen I am home I do what I want! I am not on my phone at workI am not on my phone at schoolI am not on my phone in my car. Only when I am home I indulgeWith…

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Where did all the time go?

Daily writing promptDo you need time?View all responses Okay, I just woke up and its like who 9 a.m. I have a whole 24 hours of activity to get doneLet’s have a whole day of….what a minute?I have to do some adult shit I forgot about! First, I need to attend both of my English classesThat arounds 3 hours in total I thinkThan I have to go to work. Around 8 hoursThen dinner takes me a hour to…

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A internet goblin. (NSFW)

Daily writing promptWhat are your favorite websites?View all responses I am an internet goblinI am never off the webYet I only experience a few placesThat I has a gremlin call home I mainly watch Youtube videosFrom the educations to the down right stupidLike LA Beast eating a cactusOr anything talking about politics. Next, I fucking love TikTokMy fyp is filled with gaming memesAnd goth girls…

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Behind his pretty mask.

This is a poem I have written about a recent Halloween party and my full realization about my gender dysphoria.

Behind his pretty mask lies an horrible beastHas ugly, annoying, and stupid has any other.Who’s appearance disgusts me to say the leastAnd who’s attitude is often the ban of brothers. The mask allowed that monster to remain coveredTurning him into the beautiful woman you have ever seen.With perfect skin, beautiful lips; it hid that ugly nerd.Though through the eyes, that monster gleamed. The…

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The moon sucks!

Daily writing promptHow much would you pay to go to the moon?View all responses How much would you pay to go to the moon?Some would pay millions of dollars…they are all loons!!! The earth has cool nature things and nice citiesThe moon is full of grey rock which are shitty. The earth with all of its flaws still has WIFIYou have to wear a space suit on the moon or you will die! I would not pay…

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Cover my eyes and hope not to see.

Oh lord, here they come!!!To take away my happiness away from meI must cover my eyes and hope not to seeThe duties life has laid upon me!!! Go away bills, I refuse to pay youGo away school, I refuse to learn from youGo away sexuality, let me live in peaceGo away future, I do not care to know! Dear lord, why must I be plagueBy duties which make me sadI would rather suck start a rifleThen deal…

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Transitioning or something.

Daily writing promptWhat’s the biggest risk you’d like to take — but haven’t been able to? View all responses A big risk I could not takeIs the move towards transitioningTo a woman. The anxiety overwhelms meAs well as the fear of losing friendsOr even worse family. Some of it is irrationalMost of it is in fact.But the fear is real And still holds me back.

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An experience in womanhood...#scary

Halloween is a great time of yearWhere people dress up in scary gearSome costumes are better than others(Not naming names…brothers) I didn’t celebrate Halloween for awhileHoliday’s didn’t make me smileEspecially while I work like a dogAnd dealt with the remaining mental fog. But I decided to dress for a family nightAnd give my family a fright….I went to Walmart with my sisterAnd found a costume…

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Simple edits of this shitty blog!!

I realize some of my post don’t make sense and and irrelevant to the blog so they where deleted. Additionally, a more coherent style will be used to make future post look just a bit nicer.\ Finally, I want to put more time into my post, so I will try to have bigger projects made each weak and spend a lot more time on my daily poems. P.S. I love you guys for reading the stuff!!!!!

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Working Working and...more working

Daily writing promptWhat have you been working on?View all responses What have I been working on? What have you done since the summer? What are you plans? I’ll tell what I am working on,I’ve been working on working so I can work moreTo find a place to work, so I can work some more. I hope my work, works out enough so I can find workI enjoy to work on. I hope this poem works to, unlike how…

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Good Neighbors Fuck Off!!!

Daily writing promptWhat makes a good neighbor?View all responses A good neighborTrue to their wordAnd the peace of the neighborhoodWill give an oath most unbreakable!A good neighbor shall always “FUCK OFF!!!” They shall not care that I paint my houseIn a weird color not to their liking.Nor shall they care about my beliefsOr lack of them.Nor shall they invite me to tea. A good neighbor says hi…

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Back in Black

The poetry King (and wannabe queen) is back!!!!

For while now I dwelled amongst the shadowsOf my lonely, dark bed roomBattling my one and true foeThe fantasy I have about my own doom! I am sad to admit that I refuseTo drag my sorry ass out of my holeWorried and confusedI decided to stay away from my goals. Goddamn, did I not give a shitThe only thing I care about for awhileIs when I could jerk itAnd where will I get my next food pile. Now,…

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Writing is pointless

It’s been weeks since I have taken serious effort into writing…I just can’t bring myself to do it. I feel like writing is pointless and my ideas within the confines of literature has become pointless. My ideas seem like they add no value, and I cannot bring myself to write them. I use every excuse in the book to avoid reading, school, and of course writing….. I think maybe I am in a depression…

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Need for speed

What things give you energy? I am always fucking tired Sleepwalking everyday at work The things that keeps this maschine going Caffeine, nicotine, and heavy metal Otherwise I am tired as fuck!

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Don't underestimate me....please!

Don’t underestimate me….please!I know in conversation I may freezeAnd I may often misspeakAnd sounds so fucking meek!But despite my disabilitiesI still have many abilitiesAnd I am not stupidNor am I insipidI am both passionate and smartI am just not gifted with the art Of communication!!