HW: 81.8kg (180.3lbs) SW: 80kg (176.4lbs) CW: 62.6kg (138lbs) GW1: 70kg (154.3lbs) ✔️ [29.01.24] GW2: 65kg (143.3lbs) ✔️ [05.04.24] GW3: 60kg (132.3lbs) GW4: 55kg (121.3lbs) GW5: 50kg (110.2lbs) UGW: 45kg (99.2lbs)
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✨️ Sleeping in a cold room bc being cold burns more cals✨️
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3 hours of sleep: I’m exhausted
8 hours of sleep: I’m exhausted
16 hours of sleep: I’m exhausted
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Here's some of my more recent thinspo, I want delicate hands so bad!
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“I’m fine! don’t worry. I’m recovering.” I say as I get worse
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Very active gig fri then work and a rave sat, I'm hoping I've lost weight considering the rave alone I did ~16k steps in about 3.5hrs.
I had food at work and a sandwich and crisps on the way there so maybe 900-1100cal? I can't quite remember but I'm hoping the sheer amount of physical activity is going to offset the extra cals, with work+rave being about 26k steps
I'm not sure how many I did fri because my watch died at the begining of the support so it didn't track the 1hr ish of constant jumping and moshing, changed it to phone tracking and it said 11k but I'm convinced it was more, but we had wetherspoons for dinner so that put me up bare minimum 1200 cal, despite not eating all day which is genuinely disgusting
Sorry for the ranty post, finally alone and looked at myself in the mirror after knowing I gained nearly 2kg and im feeling gross ✨️
It's taking everything in me not to sh for the sole reason I know I'll styro which yay but also not good bc it won't even be close to healed by the time jan comes around for skiing and spa shit with people who I've never met and my mate who doesn't know i sh and I don't think knows I ever have. The scars I have currently are already concerning let alone new ones, but fuck me it's tempting
My pup is snoozing on my bed which is improving my mood barely but the blades are calling me hard rn
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Long time no see
I've been binging hard-core, I've gained sm weight, nit enough to not fit my clothes but it's getting too close for comfort. I need to start restricting hard again, I need to be thinner for christmas. I need to be thinner for when I go skiing in jan, I need to be skinnier.
Turns out raves are great for starving myself bc there's no time and nowhere to eat and you're there for hours!
I've had events on and when I go to put an outfit on I just hate the way I look and I'm not okay with this.
It's gonna be rough starting back up again but it needs to be done. I can't remember the last time I weighed myself but I NEED to know my weight for skiing for the rentals so it's good motivation
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