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2014-spo again ☕️

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i’m pro recovery for other people. PLEASE i hope that you get better and don’t have to fight these demons anymore. 🩷

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black and white th!!n$p0

block don't report <3

taglist; @amptoohigh @luvleyangeldust @spookiee-pookiee @themostangelicbabydoll

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Reminder that caregivers of children are, by definition, supposed to provide shelter, food, and clothing. They did not do you a huge favor by providing this. It was the bare minimum of the job description that they voluntarily signed up for. You are not indebted to your caregivers for giving you the very basics.

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mourning my lw rn

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I need to look like this on christmas !!

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✨️ Sleeping in a cold room bc being cold burns more cals✨️

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3 hours of sleep: I’m exhausted

8 hours of sleep: I’m exhausted

16 hours of sleep: I’m exhausted

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slow progress is still progress

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Here's some of my more recent thinspo, I want delicate hands so bad!

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“I’m fine! don’t worry. I’m recovering.” I say as I get worse

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Very active gig fri then work and a rave sat, I'm hoping I've lost weight considering the rave alone I did ~16k steps in about 3.5hrs.

I had food at work and a sandwich and crisps on the way there so maybe 900-1100cal? I can't quite remember but I'm hoping the sheer amount of physical activity is going to offset the extra cals, with work+rave being about 26k steps

I'm not sure how many I did fri because my watch died at the begining of the support so it didn't track the 1hr ish of constant jumping and moshing, changed it to phone tracking and it said 11k but I'm convinced it was more, but we had wetherspoons for dinner so that put me up bare minimum 1200 cal, despite not eating all day which is genuinely disgusting

Sorry for the ranty post, finally alone and looked at myself in the mirror after knowing I gained nearly 2kg and im feeling gross ✨️

It's taking everything in me not to sh for the sole reason I know I'll styro which yay but also not good bc it won't even be close to healed by the time jan comes around for skiing and spa shit with people who I've never met and my mate who doesn't know i sh and I don't think knows I ever have. The scars I have currently are already concerning let alone new ones, but fuck me it's tempting

My pup is snoozing on my bed which is improving my mood barely but the blades are calling me hard rn