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🙌🏽 made it to Day2 lol can’t wait for Sunday my rest day lol haha! #tiffisdeflating #curvymixchicana #TiffsWeightVids 07/25/18

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🙌🏽 made it to Day2 lol can’t wait for Sunday my rest day lol haha! #tiffisdeflating #curvymixchicana #TiffsWeightVids 07/25/18

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🙌🏽 made it to Day2 lol can’t wait for Sunday my rest day lol haha! #tiffisdeflating #curvymixchicana #TiffsWeightVids 07/25/18

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Trying to push myself to do a little more every single day. Every step forward is a small victory! #tiffisdeflating #curvymixchicana #stepsfoward

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Real Talk.... when ur a BBW & it comes down to getin’ down 😆 the fear of smooshing ur partner to death is REAL! They don’t understand that the fear of u sitting down with ALLL your Weighhhhttttt on them is not letting your focus on the pleasure ur supposed to be feelin’. Well in my case.. She’s small, so the fear of just even sitting on her to give a sexy kiss is frightening. Pero pues😜 sobre aviso no Ahy enga��o... #SiSeMuereSeMuere #tiffisdeflating #yepestoygorda #curvymixchicana #instahumor😂 (at El Cajon, California)

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This is too true not to post....No Pos Esta Cabron, Ahy cosas peor en el mundo que estar Gorda.. Por lo tanto pendeja no soy! HahHa #Instahumor #tiffisdeflating #curvymixchicana #yepestoygorda (at El Cajon, California)

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It’s been so long that I’ve been so uncomfortable with a full body pic. & although i am no where near the wt or health I want to be.... but I was happy this day. I was embracing my small victories. Not caring or focusing if others around me were paying attention or looking at me with a disgust look! I was focused on praying & asking God to help me with my aches & pains. #tiffisdeflating #beachbabe #yupestoygorda (at Del Mar Beach)

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Left the meat in the crock pot for about 10 hours last night. It’s so juicy and moist! Added a couple of broccoli & sided it with cauliflower rice 👌🏽 #lunch #tiffisdeflating #SiSePuede (at El Cajon, California)

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I have such a hard time trying to decide what meal replacement I actually like... I’ve had Tru Organic, Shakeology (by far one of my faves), Muscle milk, Premiere Protein, Slim fast, Special K, you name it I’ve tried it. But since I’m on the Goooo 🏃🏽‍♀️(haha I don’t run) most of the time, I like to grab it out of the fridge & bounce. Also I need a Lactose free one. Any suggestions?

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Often I’ve been asked if the reason I want to lose weight is for me to be more confident. I strongly believe that someone can be my size and have the confidence of a super top notch model. I don’t think I’m ugly, but I do know that in order for me to be more happy & do things with the people I love. I have to start with myself. It’s hard to try and focus on doing what’s right for your heart & for your health when at the same time trying to “push yourself” to do things you know it is impossible (at the time) What Im saying is that.... It’s ok for one to miss a certain family event, or miss an outing with friends.. if you know that 1- u won’t have the tolerance for the pain later, and 2- if you rather focus that energy on doing something for yourself. Because at the end of the day... YOUR journey is YOuRs and no one sees what goes on in closed doors. Have the strength to do what is best for you! Yesssss I ramble a lot. And I guess all I’m saying is. I’m doing me & im finally ok with not stressing on what everyone else thinks or says! #tiffisdeflating #SiSePuede #yourjourney #healthierliving

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Growing up.. I was more than often told: “Tas muy bonita pa estar tan gorda” & when I was younger... it really didn’t bother me. I wasn’t unhealthy so diremos que era como Un Complemento. Pero ahorra, Im like... WTF! I get it, my face is prettier to look at than my lonjas... but how is telling someone “ Por ser gordita, está bonita.. “ a form of making someone feel better? I get it, if we reached the capacity of “ Daaauuymmmmmmm” (like i am now) & you are a tad bit on the unhealthy side.. but No Sean gachos. This is not something a BBW wants to hear! #SiSePuede #CurvesAhead #SoyGorda #BBW #tiffisdeflating

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#reblogged #nobadvibes #HighOnLyfe

don’t feel like you have to hide your enthusiasm or appreciation for something or someone. enjoy it to the fullest.

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Opening.

CALI 🇱🇷 CHICANA

just a little FYI. I’m not a pocha, I’m a Mixed 🇲🇽🇨🇺who loves to speech Spanglish.... ALOT! 31 married to a FABULOUS WOMAN 🏳️‍🌈. Living the “Cali Life” or trying to at least. Being GORDA is not the only struggle. That’s just the root of it.

So I’ve been struggling with weigh issues, since Weill I was BORN haha jk. Well since My Quince. And it’s only gotten harder.

Now, 31 😖& have reached my weight limit. Funny how I thought 400 was my weight limit a couple of months ago...Si aha, como no! 🤦🏽‍♀️

Now at 464 ... i can’t even tie my own pinchies Zapatos! So... here I go.... on my 4th attempt to qualify for Bariatric surgery. I thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts & struggles, On being Gorda in Beautiful Sunny San Diego!