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🧍🏽‍♀️if you still wanna write with me pls like this i'm tryna see sumn

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🧍🏽‍♀️if you still wanna write with me pls like this i'm tryna see sumn

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things that are hard to hear.

**possible triggers - abuse / death / suicidal implications change pronouns as needed for things you’d WANT to hear, click here!!

❝ i don’t want you in my life anymore. ❞

❝ i don’t want to have a relationship with you. ❞

❝ she’s not coming home. ❞

❝ that wasn’t meant for you. ❞

❝ i don’t love you, okay? i never did. i never will. ❞

❝ you’re wasting my time. ❞

❝ you’re wasting your time. ❞

❝ you’re not listening to me! ❞

❝ i feel like i can’t tell you anything. ❞

❝ you’re too late. ❞

❝ you don’t give yourself enough credit. ❞

❝ you don’t give me enough credit. ❞

❝ it’s time for things to change. ❞

❝ you failed me. ❞

❝ fuck you. ❞

❝ i can see right through you. ❞

❝ things are getting bad again. ❞

❝ are things getting bad again? ❞

❝ move on. ❞

❝ that’s on you. that’s your fault. ❞

❝ you’re holding on to things that are holding you back. ❞

❝ you haven’t changed. ❞

❝ i’m not changing my mind. ❞

❝ i’m dying. ❞

❝ you’re good – but you’re not as good as you could be. ❞

❝ it’s always about you. ❞

❝ nobody cares about your problems. ❞

❝ i don’t trust you. ❞

❝ you’re being taken advantage of! ❞

❝ i feel like you’re taking advantage of me. ❞

❝ did you hear what she said about you? ❞

❝ life isn’t fair. suck it up. ❞

❝ i didn’t mean i liked you that way– ❞

❝ maybe it’s better this way. ❞

❝ i wish i’d never met you. ❞

❝ you ruin my happiness. ❞

❝ i think we should see other people. ❞

❝ i’m not ready to settle down. ❞

❝ i want to love someone like you love me. ❞

❝ you can do anything you set your mind to, but you won’t. ❞

❝ stop crying. ❞

❝ don’t come back. ❞

❝ i’m not coming back. ❞

❝ i don’t care enough about you to hate you. ❞

❝ i feel like you’re dragging me down with you. ❞

❝ why don’t you smile anymore? ❞

❝ something happened today. ❞

❝ i don’t want to do this anymore. ❞

❝ stop letting it get to you. ❞

❝ i’m sorry. ❞

❝ i’m not sorry. ❞

❝ you’re not sorry. ❞

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i  know  my  activity  has  been  trash  but  i  tested  positive  for  covid  and  my  entire  being  feels  like  it’s  been  on  fire.  so  i’m  sorry  for  any  new  followers  or  people  who  really  want  replies.  i  am  currently  quarantined  and  following  protocols  to  get  better  so  :D  i  may  pop  out  a  reply  or  two  as  time  passes  but  i  don’t  think  i’ll  be  writing  fully  until  i  get  better

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* ⠀ ⁽ ⠀ ♡ ⠀ ⁾    closed   for   @wishedeath​ .

 the   question   caught   him   off   guard   more   than   he   wished   it   did.   the   cup   of   water   he   was   downing   was   coughed   up   ,   an   immediate   hand   reaching   to   his   throat   to   calm   himself.   “   why   do   you   ask   ?   ”   hearing   daniel’s   name   brought   back   bad   memories   ,   including   recent   ones   that   he   prayed   eungsoo   wouldn’t   know   about.   eyes   roamed   the   room   as   he   approached   his   phone   on   the   end   table   ,   then   putting   two   and   two   together   once   seeing   the   contact   name   light   up   on   his   screen.   “   what   ,   so   you   go   through   phones   now   ?   is   that   what   we’re   doing   ?   ”

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* ⠀ ⁽ ⠀ ♡ ⠀ ⁾   freddie  &.  elizabeth  !

freddie had been nervous enough as is, having to stop by this incredibly extravagant abode in order to meet the person she was currently seeing for lunch. things had gone well for the first few dates, but she couldn’t lie and say she didn’t feel a bit out of place when it came to luxury. hands smoothing the dress she’d pick out for lunch, the girl’s head snapped up when she heard a voice address her. “ oh, um, yes i am. ” she answered, extending a hand towards the other and suddenly self conscious about the small remnants of paint under her finger nails. “ i’m freddie, it’s nice to meet you.. ” 

 “   hmm   ,   likewise.   ”   though   really   it   was   the   opposite.   tone   said   it   all   as   it   was   low   and   uninterested   ,   probably   after   doing   a   glance   over   and   already   rating   the   femme   in   front   below   average.   she   ignored   the   hand   out   in   front   ,   instead   reaching   into   her   hand   bag   and   pulling   out   a   compact   mirror   to   examine   her   features.   “   franny   ,   right   ?   ”   she   questioned   ,   closing   the   small   case   and   turning   her   attention   on   her.   “   you   look   really   .   . .   nice.   dress   suits   you.   ”   a   little   chuckle   given   before   she   sighed.   “   anyway   ,   what’s   your   business   with   jonah   ?   no   offense   but   he   never   brought   you   up   in   a   conversation   so   your   presence   sorta   caught   me   off   guard.   ”

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this is a reminder that i literally do not care if you reply in five minutes, five months, five years.  still owe me something and want to start something new? go for it.  still owe me something and want to answer memes or send memes instead? go for it.  just not jiving with it and want to do something with a different character? go for it.  need to disappear into the wilderness and scream at the sky for a few years? no problem.  you take any and all the time you need.  this is a hobby, it is for fun, it should not ever cause you stress.  you do what you want to do when you want to do it.  i will never be mad bc you drop something or it takes a year for you to answer it.  this is a collaborative hobby that we do for enjoyment and if it isn’t fun, if it isn’t sparking joy, do something else. you take care of you.  

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* ⠀ ⁽ ⠀ ♡ ⠀ ⁾   seojung  &.  flynn

it has been a long, long day of recording and photoshoots with almost no breaks in between. no space for mindless conversations that take his mind off work, no space to even breathe. every bone in him demands rest and that is what has been on his mind since he started his way home — and yet. to say that he hasn’t envisaged the coming of this conversation would be a lie and painfully, painfully naïve. he has always thought of himself as a candid man, at least when it comes to his private life far from prying interviewers and invasive cameras, but this is a piece of truth that he has been running from. too terrified to lose someone who has grounded him for so long. but something hasn’t been right. it hasn’t been, for a long time and this discussion is long overdue. a hand reaches his face and he rubs tired eyelids with a sigh. “i’m really tired, flynn.” he does not deny what was said. doesn’t admit it either — they both know all too well, don’t they? “can’t we talk about this tomorrow?”

 a   grim   grin   was   flashed   before   his   lips   dropped   back   into   a   frown   ,   head   dropping   even   more.   “   we   can’t   talk   about   this   tomorrow   ,   seojung.   there   might   not   even   be   one   ,   ”   it   came   out   as   breathy   ,   almost   hesitant   even   but   he   meant   it.   “   least   not   with   you.   ”   there’s   a   pattern   happening   before   the   eyes   ,   one   he’s   seen   only   once   and   swore   to   never   see   again.   his   heart   ached   the   past   few   days   even   imagining   the   other   no   longer   in   it    but   there   was   only   so   much   he   could   take.   so   many   nights   just   lying   awake   staring   at   the   ceiling   with   tears   brimming   the   eyes   ,   the   mere   emptiness   when   saying   i   love   you.   this   was   the   final   straw.   “   we   need   to   discuss   this   now.   please.   the   more   we   avoid   this   ,   the   worse   the   outcome   might   be.   don’t   you   want   to   try   and   work   this   out   while   we   still   can   ?   ”

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* ⠀ ⁽ ⠀ ♡ ⠀ ⁾    kyuhan  &.  elizabeth  !

        kyuhan  had  stepped  foot  in  his  new  student’s  home  in  complete  shock,  yet  also  admiration.  compared  to  the  one-bedroom  apartment  his  teaching  job  could  allow,  to  him,  this  was  not  too  short  of  a  palace.  his  lips  parted  as  an  attempt  to  speak,  but  nothing  came  out.  he  pointed  his  index  finger  towards  the  entrance  through  which  he  had  strolled  in,  body  slightly  turning  along  with  his  head  before  turning  back  to  the  other’s  direction.  “  yeah,  i─  somebody  let  me  in.  but  yes,  uh,  jonah.  i’m  his  tutor.  i’m  kyuhan,  ”  his  hand  extended  towards  her,  an  attempt  to  greet  her.  “  it’s  nice  to  meet  you.  beautiful  house.  ”  he  was  slightly  confused,  needless  to  say.  unsure  on  how  to  address  the  person  in  front  of  him,  baffled  by  just  how  unbelievable,  straight  out  of  a  movie—esque  this  whole  situation  felt. 

 dark   hues   studied   the   figure   standing   before   her   ,   lips   contorting   into   a   sly   smirk   as   her   hands   dug   into   the   white   designer   bag   hanging   off   her   shoulder   to   obtain   a   tiny   card.   “   elizabeth   kang   ,   older   sister   and   manager   of   jonah.   ”   instead   of   taking   the   handshake   ,   she   held   the   business   card   out.   “   it’s   gorgeous   ,   isn’t   it   ?   worth   every   penny.   ”   she   chuckled   while   taking   in   the   decor   and   even   dragging   a   hand   across   the   expensive   end   table   holding   an   abstract   mini   statue.   “   with   all   due   respect   ,   kyuhan   was   it   ?   ”   she   crossed   both   arms   over   her   chest.   “   you   look   pretty   surprised   seeing   how   we   live.   i’m   assuming   my   brother   didn’t   inform   you   of   much.   ”   it   wasn’t   new   that   the   younger   kang   sibling   would   sometimes   beat   around   the   bush   about   who   he   was   with   people   that   may   not   recognize   him   but   it  did   bother   her   a   bit.   “   coffee   ?   ”    before   getting   a   response   ,   her   heels   were   already   heading   into   the   direction   of   the   kitchen.   “   may   i   ask   why   the   visit   ?   ”

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Ryan Destiny as Alexandra “Alex” Crane Jones on Star → 3.05 “Someday We’ll All Be Free”

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I just really want a cute college plot where she’s a cute tiny thing and is super smart and he’s the campus heartthrob on a baseball scholarship hoping to make it to the pros and they’re just so into each other and she helps him with studying and goes to all of his games and he’s super overprotective but sweet and ugh i need something like this please

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 i  swear  to  god  if  i  don’t  see  changkyun’s  dick  swinging  in  my  face  this  year   because  people  don’t  wanna  wear  masks  ,   SOMEBODY  gonna  have  to  run  me  my   $983.17  

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11. seraphic and 12. astral by capitae

click the   SOURCE LINK   to access the codes  +   previews   !

theme features.

7 body fonts for you to choose from

font size options ranging from 10px to 12px

optional border radius

optional grayscale

a navi tab with muse icons

usage guidelines.

edit however you like,   all i ask is that you don’t touch the credit   !

you’re not allowed to copy parts of this code into a theme that isn’t mine

pretty please don’t copy   /   steal parts of this code for your own work to release

additional information.

if you have any issues with this code,   my inbox is open for you   !!

i’m willing to edit this theme to make it more usable   /   accessible,   just dm me or send me an ask    ♡

a like or reblog when using would be highly appreciated   !

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cute

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* ⠀ ⁽ ⠀ ♡ ⠀ ⁾   open  to  all.

 “   do   you   see   me   as   more   than   a   friend  ?   ”   minseok   was   lying   on   the   floor   ,   hands   folded   flat   against   his   stomach   as   he   glanced   over   towards   his   friend.   maybe   it   was   the   slight   alcohol   in   his   system   rather   than   the   gnawing   fear   of   a   conversation   a   tourist   had   engaged   him   in   ---   least   he   would   like   to   lie   and   say   it   was   that    was   making   him   say   this.   “   because   . . .   truthfully   ,   i   see   you   as   something   more   than   that.   ”   he   sighed   deeply   ,   shrugging.   “   you’re   not   just   a   friend   to   me.   you’re   . . .   my   best   friend.   a   good   damn   friend   at   that.   ”

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on the brighter side, plot with me while i build sim 2 houses.