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eddie going to new york despite the fact he can't really go back there after what happened, just to keep his promise to venom

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Also I'm gonna defend the ending moment between Eddie and Venom. Yes, it was maybe not as an emotional a response from Eddie as people expected. Especially not like the first movie

However the contexts are also so very very different. The threat in this movie was nothing they'd faced before. They were tired and broken down. Eddie was fully ready to give his life with Venom too. He was fucking exhausted and when Venom saves him, what little energy Eddie had is gone. He doesn't have time to react. He's in shock and so incredibly incredibly human. Unable to run to Venom. To fight for them.

At least for me, a bigger reaction would have been fine, but the cold finality and realization that u are watching ur other half die, saving the world, and u can't do a damn thing about it, u can't be by his side like u planned, is much more Haunting. There relationship was no longer a desperate, sudden thing. Despite having separate personalities and being more individuals in this, they were still one. They made an agreement, and it's clear Eddie truly didn't think Venom would let go this time. I would probably go numb too

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I’m totally ready and not at all emotional or anything hah

wait LOOK

Look at their eyeliner! 😭🩵💜

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Roman : *posts a super low-quality image of himself to the groupchat*

Virgil : If I had a dollar for every pixel in this image, I'd have 15 cents.

Roman : If I had a dollar for every ounce of rage I felt in my body after I read this text, I would have enough money to buy a cannon to fire at you.

Logan : Actually, I did the math, Virgil would have $225, not $0.15. *Fanciful__Prince has left the groupchat*

Virgil : 💀

Patton : If I had a dollar, I would buy a can of soda. :)

Remus : while you're there could you buy me an apply juice please

Patton : Sorry I only have a dollar. :(

Remus : :/

Logan : Actually, Virgil would have $22,500, because it is a dollar for every pixel, not a cent.

Patton : If I had $22,500, I would buy a can of soda and an apply juice. :)

Logan : You can buy anything you want with $22,500.

Remus : yeah and I want soda and apply juice

Logan : Apply juice to what?

Remus : directly to the forehead

Janus : Great chat, everyone.

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💀💜skull boba tea💜💀

Tis the spooky season~👻🎃

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Don't Fall for this scam.

Transgender community, please please please do NOT use this product! It will kill you if used, please do not use it whatsoever.

Please reblog and spread the word

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I just think they’re a tad bit silly 😋

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sniffles.... nobody will EVER match my freak!!! *throws myself onto my fainting couch* not even... my NASTY!! *sobs delicately

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These lil guys are my safe space

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updated rentry page!

hey, chat, i just almost completely overhauled my rentry page! take a peek;

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omg The Run And Go (TOP) is such a virgil song how did I not have it in my Virgil playlist,,,

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I don’t think we talk enough about how powerful Virgil is.

Janus was never able to conceal Virgil from Thomas like he did the other dark sides. Janus kept Remus (an entire half of Thomas’s creativity!) and (presumably) whatever the orange side is repressed. Thomas is able to lie to himself about those things, to pretend they're not there, to ignore them.

But Virgil is different. Anxiety and fear are loud and overpowering, it is almost impossible not to listen to them. No matter how hard you try to deny it, that voice is always there in the back of your mind. Even when panic makes you believe it's rational and based in reality, you're still aware of it, in the sweat on your palms and the feeling of your throat closing up.

Virgil is even the reason Remus is scary. Intrusive thoughts on their own can be graphic and unsettling, but what makes them so distressing is the fear of acting on those darker thoughts, the feeling that having them makes you a bad person. The fear is based on Patton's judgement on what makes someone good or bad, of course, but it's still a fear, which ultimately comes from Virgil.

Virgil has a LOT of control over Thomas, more than most of the other sides, dark and light. We see it when Virgil is the one who stops Thomas from going out, or has to be the one to let him talk to Nico, or when Patton asks, panicked "Virgil, what do we do?" even though he was listening to Logan a second ago, or the fact that Virgil "lets up" right before Thomas goes on stage--if he didn't, would Roman be able to get Thomas to perform? Or would Thomas have stage fright? I kind of think it would be the latter.

I think Logan is maybe the only one with power over Virgil, because logical reasoning is one of the best ways to work through anxiety, and because Logan is the only side that can't ever be ignored, or go away completely, as we saw in Moving On.

tl;dr: If Virgil doesn't want Thomas to do something, Roman and Patton can't make him do it. Janus can't keep Virgil hidden. He makes the other dark sides scary. Thomas' anxiety has a huge amount of influence over him, his actions, and his thought processes.

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*sighs dreamily* I am so unwell about these characters <3

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Remus doodle page :D

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So sick of dog motif what about cat motif.

I love you but we don't love the same. I can't be near you when you want me to be. Your love is smothering and your need to keep me safe is trapping me. I'm my own person but I don't know how to show you that. I lash out and hurt you even though I don't mean to. I need you to move slowly around me or I'll bolt. I love you, even though I don't say it. If you stay still I'll sit next to you, and even though we don't understand each other we can be together like that.

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Based on some information I recently found, I felt inclined to draw Logan as the 10th doctor :)

No other particular reason

This was the outfit reference I used!

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Do I think Remus is taller yes. Was it funnier to not change the heights? Yes. Art is about taking creative liberties.

Tw: Blood

Another Pinterest creation I couldn’t find the og artist so if anyone knows pls let me know I beg of thee