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I want to explore all of you, but I don’t want the world faulting you for being who you are. Young beautiful funny cool and smart. You are like a walking work of art, I feel like I saw a shooting star so I made a wish. I know you enjoy reading but I hope you love this. Maybe one day you could love me and we can be cuddle up in the bed together watching tv.

I want to give you everything, because you deserve the world. I see it in your eyes that pain you been thru it’s not fair to you. Because you’re a good girl, and I know it. so even though I need to get to know you more every side, curve, and inch of you I want to explore it.

You’re beautiful, gorgeous, a queen you should know it. I could go all day about how I fell for you and make words rhyme or flow with but I really want to see you more and your mind get to know it. So if you don’t mind I would like to start over and officially meet you. Hi, my name is…

-Cuepidd

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Escape my angels

Written by: me

Run.

Your getting to close.

Your saying to much.

Don’t let them in.

Be mean.

Overprotective.

They don’t deserve you.

Escape the feelings that you wanna give them and give them what they give you.

They are gonna hurt you so hurt them first.

Don’t let them see u smile.

Don’t let them hear your laughter.

Do not give them a reason to say they know you when they don’t.

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Insane

Written by: me

I swear to god I’m going insane.

I can’t shut my mind up.

My thought are drowning me and I can’t hold my breathe much longer.

Let me go.

Stop holding me down.

I can’t do this much longer.

I’m ripping from the inside out.

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Idk

Written by: me

I feel like I’m slowly going insane.

But at the same time feel as if I’m getting better.

Does that make sense?

Probably not but lemme try and explain something I don’t fully understand myself..

I don’t wanna do this I can’t do this, but I want to do this and deep down know I can..

Am I scared of changing?

Has this been part of me for so long that I can’t let go just yet?

If I don’t get sober now will I ever?

Or do I just risk that part and go on detour?

Do I sound crazy for wanting to choose a mental slavery contract just to escape the pain of reality?

What if y’all don’t like the changed me?

What if I don’t like me?

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Don’t.

Written by: me

Don’t say that.

Don’t tell me you love me.

How do u love me but don’t even take the time to know me?

You love me but do nothing but hate on the lil girl that you no nothing about.

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I hate…

Written by: me

I hate that I make everyone mad.

I hate that I can’t express myself the right way.

I hate that I yell.

I hate that I cry so much.

I hate that I talk so much.

I hate that I make everything worse.

I hate the fact that I can’t shut the voices in my head up.

I hate it all.

Why?

I ruin everything.

How?

Because I don’t know how to communicate with the people I love.

I’ve never got communication with them so im sorry idk what im doing.

I just hate when everyone try’s and makes me feel like im crazy.

I know u remember it but I remember everything.

The details that don’t matter.

The tone of ur voice.

The way it made me feel.

I don’t know why.

Everything that y’all say haunts me.

And it taunts me.

I’m tired.

But I sleep.

Sometimes.

But the dreams are never good.

The touch of my rapist touching what feels like the inside of my skin.

I feel it even after I wake up.

I wake up feeling dirty.

Used.

Alone.

I hate the fact that I hate so much.

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I know…

Written by: me

I know im never anyone’s first choice.

I know people only want me for my body.

I know people only wanna use me .

I know.

Please stop reminding me.

I can’t take hearing how much I’ll never be enough for anyone else every time u get mad at me.

So please save me the time and just leave me alone.

Please don’t even try and act like ur gonna change.

Just stop.