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no no see, domesticity IS hot. how intimate it is to make food with someone, to share a bed, to brush your teeth at the same sink, to shower and use the same towels and the same laundry soap, to grocery shop and hold hands through the aisles, to be cornered in the kitchen to make out while a pot of pasta boils over on the stove. to fall asleep and hear them snoring softly and laugh at the little trail of drool out of the corner of their mouth. to spend money together and share chores and pick on each other for your weird habits. it's not always perfect and beautiful, but it's comfortable and familiar and I just think it's neat.

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Trying to decide if I want to do art and finish one of the many anime series I have on my list 😅 or keep reading?

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Cannot wait for this when I get my new books 🥰🥰🥰 6 books! 5 of a series and then one from a different author 🥰

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…. Just when I thought the nightmares were going to stop…

They just had to start again….

I want them to stop… I just want to sleep….

But this time they had no face…. My body hurts and I can’t still feel everything… and why did it restart every time I fell back asleep….

…. Please… make them stop….

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It's painful when your presence is merely tolerated, not cherished.

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"you look sad and tired" well, I am

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Stimming isn't enough. I need to violently vibrate out of existence

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Having OCD and ADHD does not fucking mix well for me 😩