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there’s no good version of me

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"is there anything so undoing as a daughter? "

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CAIT GIGGLING I CANT I CANT I CANNTTJIRHFIE

vi struggling to open cait’s belt was SO FUCKING CUTE AAAAAA

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THEY'RE JUST BABIES :(

the color blue reminds me of you

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Masterlist ೄྀ࿐ ˊˎ-

ꕥ: Angst 𐦍༘⋆: Fluff. ◡̈: Hurt & Comfort

The Last of Us

Series:

Back At The Station 𐦍༘⋆ ellie x reader - modern AU (Coming Soon!)

Headcanons:

Oneshots:

The Recital 𐦍༘⋆ ellie x reader - modern AU (Coming Soon!)

Blurbs:

Arcane

Series:

Headcanons:

Oneshots:

Blurbs:

Violet & Powder (ꕥ)

Life is Strange

Series:

Headcanons:

Oneshots:

Blurbs:

More to be added 💕

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OMGOMGMOGMGM

Little wip cause I’m so distraught about act 2

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"promise me you won't change"

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ACT 3 SPOILERS FOR ARCANE UNDER THE THREAD!!

jinx is not dead!!! here’s why (AND NO ITS NOT COPE>:()

1. vi’s reaction, why would she be so content if jinx JUST died, seeing as she was so upset when she thought she died

2. caitlyn was studying the place jinx died, showing the top of her bomb (purposely left by jinx to signal she’s ok???) and the ventilation system which matches up with the shimmer streak

3. the shimmer streak ofc. it’s brief but it’s there

4. the conversation with silco: he explicitly states “to break the cycle is not to die, but to have the will to walk away” she broke the cycle by walking away from vi, from everything

5. isha’s sacrifice : if jinx was dead, isha’s sacrifice would mean absolutely nothing. isha wanted jinx to live, that’s why she sacrificed herself for her.

6. the blimp looking thing at the end: in season 1 episode 1, powder says she’ll one day ride those blimp things, after showing the other implications, they ended it off with that same blimp she mentioned previously

we know the writers do things intentionally, these things aren’t coincidences they’re meant to be there for us to eventually notice. it will take a long time before we see anything from any of the characters again unfortunately but hopefully i can make some people feel better!! <33

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Violet & Powder

They try and try but in every universe they just cannot co-exist. They depend on the pure hope of the other coming home with the family they have found but the sisters will forever be two repelling magnets. Urging for connection but can never find the right side so they just push the other away only to be left in more anguish. Oil and water, never able to mix for long before separating cloudy and different from before. The memory of softer times push them on to seek such softness deep within their hardened exteriors, tested by time. With the purity of Powder to keep Violet’s heart in place and Violet’s strength to power Powder yet they still make each other rot. Jinx stole her sister but she cannot blame her creation. Even when the one who protects is keeping the monster at bay, they are never safe for long. Deep down they know the consequences of their actions but they didn’t dare break the cycle until one of them winds up dead.

I hope yall can understand what i’m getting at…

Also orange is isha btw…

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“sevika’s story continues in the final act of arcane” mama’s screentime was a minute (two minutes max) and barely had lines 🫥 WHERE IS MY SEVIKA CONTENT

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can’t wait for my little show to prove that lesbians can’t have shit

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NO BC OMFGGG I RLLYNXOULDNT NONONOOOOO

“Always with you sis”

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Family scruffing pt2!

+this

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𝓔𝓻𝓪𝓼𝓮/𝓡𝓮𝔀𝓲𝓷𝓭 (23)

You are an upcoming singer who’s previously lived a life outside of the spotlight, but that changes when old footage of you and your previous band starts to surface on the internet. After an awkward reconnection with your former bandmate and ex best friend Ellie, you realise that you might be able to take advantage of the situation…

Series masterlist -> Part twentytwo

BEFORE YOU READ: how to help Palestine

23. Carry me out

(Ellie's POV)

You sat on the sofa in your living room, in the same place you had been sitting when you heard the rumours about Ellie, when you got the call. Your heart was beating quickly, letting the blood flow in and out through it. A pearl of sweat ran down your forehead as you looked out at the same city view as that day.

The first tone almost made you jump up into the air and it was with shaky hands you pressed the green button. You held your thumb in your hand as you pressed the phone against your ear. Here we go.

It wasn’t words that met you when you answered the call, no, it was heavy exhales along with inhales. Someone was clearly out of breath. You could also hear feet stepping onto the pavement, almost like a drum in the background.

“What are you doing?”, you asked. No hello or how are you, you couldn’t help yourself but to go straight to the point.

“I’m running”, Ellie’s voice on the other end of the line said. 

“Why now?”, you asked with a slightly amused laugh.

“I just am”

“Ellie”, you said firmly, almost a little serious.

“Okay, I’m on my way to your apartment”, she said and added, “If that’s okay”

You bit your lip and swapped the ear you held the phone onto. “What would you have done if I didn't wanna talk to you?”

“I don’t know”, she said with a sigh. “Probably run back awkwardly and sad

“Sad?”, you asked, a little intrigued. Did that mean..?

“Yeah”, she said. “I meant what I said”

You didn’t know what to say for a moment. “Oh”

“Yeah, I’m almost there now. Look out your window”, she said and you laughed a little. 

“I’m not home, Ellie”, you said with a smile. 

It sounded like Ellie had stopped running. “What?”

“Yeah, I’m at Miya’s”

“Fuck”, she said after a long exhale. “You couldn’t have say that a bit earlier?”

You got up from your sofa and walked towards the window.  Cars were lined up on the street and people walked on the pavement, lost in their own little world. It hit you how you knew nothing about them and their anguish, you just saw their face go past your view without any idea what was going on inside their head. The feeling made you feel a little more grounded, almost able to step out of your shoes and see your life from another perspective.

Suddenly Ellie appeared in the plethora of people and you felt your heart skip a beat. 

You took a step closer to the window and scratched the back of your head. “Nah, I’m fucking with you”, you said and lifted your hand. “Can you see me waving?”

“Yeah”, she said and you met her eyes from afar.

“I hope paps are getting this”, you said with a laugh.

“Fuck off”, she said but you could tell she was laughing too. “I’m gonna hang up now but please open your door”

You didn’t answer at first, waiting to see what she would do. After a couple of seconds, your patience ran out and you responded with a slow, “Fine”

“You are impossible”

PART TWENTYFOUR (coming soon)

DAILY CLICK GUYS!!

Author’s note: Thanks for reading<3

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Sevika Fluff Alphabet

A-Z fluff headcanons with Sevika

Pairing: Sevika x reader

Tags: Established relationship

Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

Sevika is not used to affection, so she would express hers subtly at first. As your relationship progresses, she will become more direct and outward in her affection. She's more than willing to give you any you need, she wants to please you and make you feel loved.

Body (What is their favorite physical feature of yours?)

She focuses on you as a whole, and loves every single part of you. If she really had to choose, she appreciates your facial features. She thinks your eyes are perfect, she loves your lips, she adores your face and how it feels when she caresses your skin.

Cuddling (How do they like to cuddle?)

Cuddling with you is her favorite thing to do after a long day. Sevika really enjoys close physical contact. She will give you romantic massages, and she loves to hold your hands. She'll kiss your neck as she snuggles you and she'll tell you how much you mean to her.

Dates (What are dates like with them?)

Her ideal date would be something like getting a drink and playing a game of cards. She would maybe even let you win sometimes... The two of you could go on occasional walks, or have a special dinner together. She loves going on dates regularly, whenever they can happen. A perfect date night would end in lots of cuddling and intimacy.

Equal (Are they the more dominant one in the relationship, or more passive?)

Sevika definitely is more dominant by nature, but this doesn’t mean she doesn’t respect you. She sees you as equals in your relationship.

Family (Do they want one?)

The idea of a family together is something Sevika might open up to, especially if it's something you want. She's perfectly content as things are, just the two of you.

Gifts (How do they feel about giving/receiving gifts?)

She is not really a gift-giver. Sevika is definitely not used to receiving gifts so if you gave her something, she would be really awkward and flustered. She would treasure any gift forever, and if you give her small little trinkets, she’ll carry them with her all the time. It makes her think of you while she’s at work.

Hugs (What are their hugs like?)

She gives you hugs from behind, she'll wrap her arms around you and hold your body firmly against hers. She hugs you like she never wants to let go.

Insecurity (Is there anything they are insecure about in your relationship?)

Sevika is very secure in the relationship. She trusts you completely. There is nothing at all that she's insecure about.

Jokes (Are they more serious or playful?)

Sevika is very witty and charming. Because she’s usually more serious, her jokes would really catch you off guard and make you smile. In public she’ll lean in and whisper something clever to you that she came up with, and it’s adorable how smug and proud of her jokes she looks.

Kisses (What are their kisses like?)

Her kisses are firm and intense. She loves passionate making out as well as brief, small kisses on your hand or on your cheek.

Love Language (What makes them feel loved?)

She expresses her love through acts of service and physical touch.

Marriage (Do they want to get married? How do they feel about it?)

Sevika is indifferent to the idea of marriage. You are the love of her life, and she is perfectly happy being partners without an official marital label. If marriage is important to you and is something you want to pursue, she would absolutely consider it.

Nightmare (What is their greatest fear in terms of your relationship?)

Her biggest fear is not being able to protect you, she’s terrified of you getting hurt. As a result, she's very overprotective and can be a bit possessive. She'll always keep you safe.

Obvious (How transparent are they when it comes to their feelings?)

This woman is obsessed with you and does not hide it. She's an extremely passionate lover. Though she is reserved and stoic by nature, she makes it perfectly clear how she feels about you.

Pet Names (What terms of endearment do they use for you? Nicknames?)

Sevika always thought pet names were stupid and mushy... until you became lovers. She uses romantic terms of endearment for you:

“My love”

“Doll”

“Darling”

“Sweetheart”

“My girl/my boy/my lover”

Quality Time (How do they spend time with you?)

Sevika is a busy woman so you best believe she makes the most of any time you have together. On quieter nights, you’ll lay your head in her lap as she smokes a cigar and plays with your hair. It means so much to her when she can relax with you, you take away all her stresses.

Romance (How romantic are they?)

Sevika is oh-so-romantic. She’ll get you flowers just because. Always holds the door for you. Kisses every inch of your body and tells you how much you mean to her, how you’re her everything. Makes you dinner, your favorite meal.

Secret (What is something they wouldn’t want others to know?)

She’s very embarrassed by the fact that she's so soft for you- of course she’s not embarrassed of your relationship at all, it’s just she’s kind of in shock at how vulnerable she is with you. You're the only one that’s ever made her this way.

Teasing (Are they a big tease?)

She loves making you flustered. She’ll hit on you a lot. She’ll get really close to you, her arms crossed as she stares down at you smugly. She knows exactly what she's doing when she grabs you by the waist and pulls you against her body to give you kisses on your forehead. Often she’ll scoop you up and carry you bridal-style because she finds it amusing.

Understanding (How understanding are they of your needs and feelings?)

She’s your biggest supporter and she cares about your feelings more than anything. Sevika is really good with communication, and she will always listen whenever you need somebody to talk to. She’s very understanding of any emotional needs you have, and she’ll always do her best to help you through anything.

Value (How important are you and the relationship to them?)

You mean everything to her, she will always put you first and prioritize your relationship. You're so important to her.

Weird (What is their quirk?)

Sevika has a huge soft spot for animals, and they just absolutely love her. She can make friends with almost any animal. In the streets of Zaun they’ll just approach her for pets.

Xtra (Random headcanon)

You two wear matching pajamas to bed. For sure. It was her idea, too.

Yearning (How would they handle missing you?)

When you’re apart, she misses you a lot more than she would admit. She keeps a photo of the two of you with her everywhere she goes. That helps her for short times apart, like when she’s working. If you’re not together for a long period of time, she usually holds some of your clothing because it smells like you, and she’ll imagine you’re there cuddling her.

Zzz (What are they like to sleep with?)

She’s definitely the big spoon. She loves to sleep with her arms around your waist, your body pressed against hers. It makes her feel very secure to know you’re close to her and safe. She’ll murmur sweet nothings as she runs her fingers through your hair, and she’ll wait for you to fall asleep before she lets herself drift off.

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MORNING AFTER

Sevika x f!reader

Summary: You and Sevika had another fling-filled night, but this time both of you decided to stay, waking up to one another, realizing that it was much nicer than waking up alone.

The morning light filtered through the tattered curtains of Sevika’s small apartment, painting the room in golden hues. The air carried a slight chill, but the warmth radiating from the body next to you was enough to keep you from shivering. You stretched lazily, muscles sore but pleasantly so, a satisfied smile curling on your lips as memories of last night flooded back.

You turned your head to find Sevika still asleep beside you, her broad shoulders rising and falling with each steady breath. The blanket was pushed down to her waist, revealing the scars and tattoos that decorated her upper body. In the soft light of morning, her sharp features were relaxed, her usually furrowed brow smooth, and her lips slightly parted. Even in sleep, she exuded a kind of raw, magnetic power that made it hard to look away.

Your gaze lingered on her for a moment before a wave of shyness hit. It wasn’t every day you woke up beside someone like Sevika—formidable, intimidating, and yet somehow, so tender when it came to you. The memory of her rough hands on your body, her lips trailing fire along your skin, sent a pleasant shiver through you.

Carefully, you slipped out of bed, trying not to wake her. Your legs wobbled slightly as you stood, a testament to just how thorough Sevika had been. You grabbed the nearest piece of clothing—one of her oversized shirts—and slipped it on. It hung loosely on your smaller frame, the scent of leather and something distinctly her surrounding you.

The kitchen was barely more than a corner of the room, but you managed to scavenge some coffee grounds and get the old percolator working. As it bubbled away, you leaned against the counter, staring out the small window. Zaun was already alive, the sounds of machinery and distant shouting filtering up from the streets below.

“Stealing my clothes already, huh?”

The low, gravelly voice startled you, and you turned to find Sevika leaning against the doorway, her hair mussed from sleep and her cybernetic arm gleaming faintly in the morning light. She had thrown on a pair of loose pants but hadn’t bothered with a shirt, the lines of her torso drawing your attention despite your best efforts to stay composed.

“I thought you wouldn’t mind,” you said, trying for nonchalance but failing miserably as a blush crept up your cheeks.

She smirked, the expression lazy but dangerous, as if she knew exactly what you were thinking. “I don’t. It looks better on you anyway.”

You rolled your eyes but couldn’t help the smile tugging at your lips. Turning back to the coffee, you poured two mugs and handed one to her. She took it with her flesh hand, the metal of her prosthetic brushing against your fingers. The sensation was oddly comforting, familiar after last night.

Sevika took a sip, her sharp eyes never leaving you over the rim of the mug. “So,” she began, her voice still rough from sleep, “was last night… acceptable?”

You almost choked on your coffee. “Acceptable?” you repeated, laughing. “Is that your way of fishing for compliments?”

“Just trying to gauge my performance,” she said with a teasing smirk, though there was a flicker of something genuine in her gaze—uncertainty, maybe? It was rare to see Sevika vulnerable, even in the smallest ways.

You set your mug down and closed the distance between you, wrapping your arms around her waist. “If I rated it anything less than perfect, I think my legs would file a formal complaint,” you murmured, resting your head against her chest.

She chuckled, the sound rumbling through her like a purr. Her metal arm came to rest on the small of your back while her flesh hand gently cupped your chin, tilting your face up to meet her eyes. “Good,” she said softly, her thumb brushing over your cheek. “I’d hate to think I left you… unsatisfied.”

Her lips captured yours in a slow, languid kiss, the kind that made you forget about everything else. When she pulled back, her forehead rested against yours, her expression softer than you’d ever seen it.

“You know,” she said after a moment, “I don’t usually do this… the whole morning after thing.”

You smiled. “I figured. But I’m glad you’re making an exception.”

“Yeah,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper. “Me too.”

The rest of the morning passed in a comfortable haze. You ate a simple breakfast together, Sevika grumbling about the lack of decent food in her apartment while you teased her about her poor culinary skills. For a moment, it was easy to forget the harshness of the world outside, the constant dangers and betrayals that came with living in Zaun.

But as you sat there, watching Sevika’s rare smile as she listened to you ramble about nothing in particular, you realized something. Last night had been incredible, but this—this quiet, intimate moment—felt just as important. Maybe even more so.

And judging by the way Sevika reached across the table to take your hand, her fingers lacing with yours, you had a feeling she felt the same.

Hey dolls, I know this a bit smaller than my normal fanfic, but I thought it would be nice to add another fluffy write up for you guys! Hope y’all enjoyed it, and I’m always up for recommendations.

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𝓔𝓻𝓪𝓼𝓮/𝓡𝓮𝔀𝓲𝓷𝓭 (22)

You are an upcoming singer who’s previously lived a life outside of the spotlight, but that changes when old footage of you and your previous band starts to surface on the internet. After an awkward reconnection with your former bandmate and ex best friend Ellie, you realise that you might be able to take advantage of the situation…

Series masterlist -> Part twentyone

BEFORE YOU READ: how to help Palestine

22. Everything

(Your POV)

(Ellie's POV)

PART TWENTYTHREE (coming soon)

DAILY CLICK GUYS!!

Author’s note: Love Dina<3 Thanks for reading and commenting! Also love this song by MUNA, everyone should go and listen to it!

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