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Talking to myself again as scheduled. Love what I have to say btw

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sitting around wasting my 20s while thinking about how i sat around and wasted my teens

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Louise Glück, from an interview with poet in Poets & Writers

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pinkpanthress

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angels, angels everywhere

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i got asked to go hiking with a male friend

i know how this goes im not that suicidal to go

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(girl who’s been really reaching her limit for months voice) I’m really reaching my fucking limit

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what happened?

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me with normal people

i cried so bad once i had a panic attack

a good book is one that makes you want to kill yourself. a bad book is one you feel safe recommending to someone else

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wishing you a good birthday xx

thank you, you're a lovely person!

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lately ive been getting really into leaving things behind

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today it's my birthday. i'm 22 now but i still don't know what i want to do in my life. i still don't whether i deserve love or not and i run away every time someone wants to cherish me. i still feel like a lost child just like i did back when i was 12.

the only thing that's keeping me alive is that someday i may feel better and finally be proud of who i am.

it'll take a while, maybe it'll never happen but at least im trying.

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oh i get it now! what happened fundamentally and irrevocably changed me forever

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Random PNGs, part 193.

(1. Red Sun by Alexander Calder (1970), 2. Bone & coral charms from the Pitt Rivers Museum, 3. Botryoidal fluorite on amethyst, 4. Charm bracelet by Miriam Haskell, 5. Alien Hand by H. R. Giger (1979), 6. Greek gold earring with gemstones (5th-3rd c. BC), 7. Platanthera ciliaris, 8. Beaded necklace by Miriam Haskell, 9. ???)