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It's been several years. I think I'd like to come back to writing. I know I didn't do much of it back then, but it was fulfilling. If you're still around, stick around for some new stuff soon! I'd be happy to have you :)

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in my defense, your honor, i am sleepy

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So I’ve decided to remake the Elder Scrolls god pantheon with modern gods

Beyoncé - Akatosh, Dragon God of Time and Chief God of the pantheon

Beyoncé exists outside of time and being chief god goes without saying.

Lorde - Arkay, God of the Cycle of Life and Death

“Every night, I live and die.“ She said it herself.

Nicki Minaj - Dibella, God of Beauty and Sexual Desire

I mean, who embodies beauty and sexual desire quite like Nicki Minaj?

Britney Spears - Julianos, God of Wisdom

Listen. Nobody knows the highs and lows of this world like Britney does. Wisdom comes with experience.

Ariana Grande - Kynareth, God of the Air and Sky

This girl is the incarnation of being lighter than air.

Kesha - Mara, God of Love and Compassion

If you disagree then go and listen to Rainbow until you see the error of your ways.

Dua Lipa - Stendarr, God of Justice and Righteous Rule

I mean what is Dua Lipa known for if not her legendary rules

Dolly Parton - Zenithar, God of Work and Commerce

Aunt Dolly has a healthy appreciation for a 9-5 work day she knows what’s good.

Carly Rae Jepsen - Talos, Hero-God of Mankind

Because she is.

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Marvel Recommendation Masterlist

Loki

A Flicker of green by @midnight-lightning​

Loki Laufeyson Drabble 1 by @avengersnthings​

Loki Laufeyson Drabble 2 by @avengersnthings​

The Thrill of Coffee by @iamnotoriginalphil​

Just The Touch Of Your Love by @cladestineloki 

I’ll Be Human by @revengingbarnes​ 

Whispered Confessions by @grufflepuff-writes-stuff​

A Fighting Chance by @supernaturallymarvellous​

I Was Unaware by @justauthoring

Secrets by @lokimostly

The White Blossom (Cinderella-Loki) by @waiting4inspiration

The Sorcerer’s Apprentice by @ridiculousn3sswrites

A letter from Loki just because I loved it 👉👈 by @all-the-loki-imagines

Touch by @lonelyandlovelorn

Falling For You by @the–sad–hatter

It’s Not A Secret I Try To Hide by @hopelessromanticspoonie

He is dissolving by @lokidrabbles

Threads of silk by @khaleesi-marvel

Imagine faking your death and scaring Loki by @sserpente

The Thrill of Coffee by @iamnotoriginalphil

Just The Touch Of Your Love by @clandestineloki​

Thor

Suspicious 1 2 3 4 by @Inasnerd 

Thor’s Birthday Surprise by @thorfanficwriter​

One Last Kiss by @thatfanficstuff

Not Even Friends by @simsadventures

Height Differences by @oblivious-writer​

Bucky

Eclipse by @wkemeup​

Dog Tags by @revengingbarnes​

You Don’t Deserve Her ft Wanda Maximoff by @the-stories-in-my-head-95

Insecurities by @storiesofthefandomlovers

Heart of Gold by @jobean12-blog

Just A Touch 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 by @buckychrist

Backseat Serenade by @buckychrist

La Vie En Rose by @winterheartwrites​

Peter Parker

Being Bruce’s Daughter And Dating Peter Would Include…. by @marvelsswansong

Two Wrongs Make It Right by @buckychrist

Steve Rogers

Last Dance For Me by @navybrat817​

Dear Steve by @creamofweep​

I Like You A Latte by @storiesofthefandomlovers

10 Things I Hate About You by @storiesofthefandomlovers

Finding Hope by @inyourwildestdreamslove

Protection Detail by @just-another-fangirl-94​

Tony Stark

Moving On by @iamnotoriginalphil​

Pick-Up Lines by @mostly-marvel-musings​

Tony reacting to a crying kid by @arachnaboy​

Multiple

Avengers love languages by @make-me-imagine​

Love is not forced by @just-dreaming-marvel​

Your Boyfriend Meeting Your Pet by @kortsitron​

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Dear Steve

ooh she’s an angsty one

it was so hard for me to write the beginning and end of this I kept crying

mostly Post Endgame

Word count: 1876

“Don’t do anything stupid ‘til I get back,” Steve smiled.

“How can I? You’re taking all the stupid with you,” Bucky chuckled. I watched as the two men hugged. Nearly choking on his words, Bucky told Steve he would miss him. 

“It’s gonna be okay, Buck,” he reassured. Steve then turned to me. He had told me and Bucky what he planned to do and though it hurt me that I wanted to be with someone else, I understood. He made a promise. He never thought he’d get the chance to go back and be with her so who am I to stand in his way. 

“Y/N... I love you. I always will.” He held my hand tightly. We had already said our proper goodbyes earlier.

“I know. I love you too. I just want you to be happy.” I struggled to hold back my tears so I pulled him in for a tight hug so I could hide my reaction from Sam and Bruce. We stayed like that for just a moment more so I could compose myself. When I pulled back, he held my cheek and gave me one last loving kiss before turning to leave.

I stepped to stand next to Bucky as Steve picked up Thor’s hammer. Bucky put his arm over my shoulder to comfort me and I slipped your arm around his waist to do the same for him. I heard Bruce and Sam exchange words but couldn’t bring myself to listen, too focused on watching Steve. He looked at me and Bucky as his helmet came on. Knowing what would happen next, I turned to hug Bucky tightly and hide my face on his shoulder. I just couldn’t watch.

Suddenly, I heard the machine make a loud sound and I knew he was gone. I heard Bruce and Sam’s voices afterwards but couldn’t hear what they were saying past the sound of my heart pumping out of my chest. Bucky pried me off of him and turned me around. 

“Guys...” 

I saw what he saw. The back of an elderly man, sitting peacefully. Waiting. 

Sam, Bucky, and I walked towards him, stopping a few meters away. 

I still held on to Bucky’s waist tightly but lifted my other arm to give Sam a gentle pat on the back.

“Go ahead,” Bucky encouraged. We watched as they talked. As Sam picked up the shield. As the world got a new Captain America. Then, Sam looked over at me. He nodded his head for me to come over there. I exchanged a quick look with Bucky before he gently pushed me towards Steve. Sam began walking back and gave me a pat on the shoulder as he passed. 

“Hi Steve.” I sat down next to him and studied his face. It felt crazy how even though it had so many new little features, it was still the same face. The same Steve Rogers.

“Hi Y/N. I’ve missed you.” His voice was so soft and gentle. 

“That’s right... It’s been a long, long time for you huh? Did you enjoy it?”

“It was beautiful. Thank you for letting me have that,” He put his hand over mine and squeezed it with gratitude.

“I’m really happy for you. You deserve the world Steve.” 

“Before I forget, I wanted to give you my address. I know it sounds silly, but I don’t get much company these days. Keep in touch while I’m still around won’t you?” He handed me a folded piece of paper. 

“I will. I promise,” I gave a bittersweet smile and scooted over to give him a gentle hug. 

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Dear Steve, 

I’ve realized I probably won’t get the chance to come visit you much so I figure I could write some letters. It just feels more personal than a phone call and you always said you loved letters because you could reread them and if I remember correctly you said, “after a while I can hear someone’s voice in their handwriting.”

Honestly, I thought that was the cheesiest thing ever but I loved it and it made me love you even more. So anyway, I’m in Chicago now. So many people here were left homeless when they came back from the blip. It’s the same situation everywhere but looks like the big cities have it worse. I’m working hard to find people homes. 

Big cities get a bad rap for being tough and cold and maybe it’s being gone for five years that made them nicer, but I don’t think that’s quite right. I think that the people that survived just learned to be kind and grateful and having more of that love in the world is changing things. It’s changing the people that came back and rewarding the people that had to change on their own. It’s really quite beautiful. 

Sorry for such a short letter but I figured I should write while I have any time at all. I’ll visit you as soon as I’m back in New York. Also, don’t write back! I’ve been at a different address basically every week and any response would probably just get lost. Also I know those hands don’t write or draw like they used to. 

I’ll see you soon. 

Love,

Y/N

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Dear Steve, 

Nothing against the Avengers, but I’ve never felt more like a hero than I do these days. Sometimes I get scared that I’m doing all this good work just to feel good about myself and not because it’s the right thing to do. If you were here I bet you’d say, “Y/N you can’t be so hard on yourself. I know you’d be doing this even without any recognition or thanks.” 

And I know you’d be right. I know I’m a good person. You were the one that showed me that. You made me see myself how you saw me and it changed me. Practically saved me from my own self-destruction. 

Anyways, do you remember when you took me to meet Peggy? Gosh that must feel so long ago for you now. I still remember it like it was yesterday. I just want you to know that I already knew then that you belonged with her. Before you went back, you kept telling me you were sorry and that you’d stay if I asked. You should know that I really truly did want this for you. I hope you got over the guilt you had for me when you saw her. 

Also, maybe it’s weird thing to hope for but I hope you told her about me the way you told me about her. Not in a way that makes her jealous, but in a way that makes her think, “I’m glad you had someone like that in your life.” I hope I made enough of an impact on your life for that. 

Sorry for another short letter. I have a feeling that’s probably going to be pretty normal coming from me. I should be back in New York in a couple weeks though! I only have a couple days to spend there but I’ll be sure to see you.

 Love, 

Y/N

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Dear Steve, 

It was great to see you. For an old man, you sure are witty. I guess you’ve had a lot of practice being old though. After all, I met you in your 90s and that was a solid few decades ago for you.

I’m down in DC now so I’m a little closer to you. I’ll definitely visit more often. I’m really happy and proud of the work I’m doing, but sometimes I wonder what my life would’ve been like if I had gone with Sam and Bucky. I certainly wouldn’t have any time to write to you that’s for sure. I hope they’ve visited you. I’m sure they’ve at least maintained contact. 

I won’t be the one to sugar coat it. You’re getting old. For real this time. You and I both know you don’t have a ton of time left. I just want you to know I’ll be there until the end though. I also want you to know that because of you, the world is okay. You don’t have to worry about us. It’s okay.

Maybe I shouldn’t have taken such a somber turn, but it had to be said and I don’t know that I would’ve been able to get the words out in person. Anyway, I’ll see you soon. 

Love, 

Y/N

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Dear Y/N,

If you’re reading this, it means my time has come. I feel like there’s not much I could say to you that I’ve already said.

Thank you for looking out for me. Thank you for loving me so much you let me go. Thank you for inspiring me to keep my hopes high. Thank you for teaching me how to be unconditionally kind, how to give love to anyone that needs it, how to find a star in the darkest sky.

When I was young, someone told me that I was who I was because I was a good man and not a perfect soldier. I believed him for a long time but then I met you. I don’t think I was a truly good man until you came around and showed me how to be one. 

Even now, you’ve done your time helping the world out. I watched you fight Thanos’ army fearlessly with my own eyes. But in all the letters you send me, you tell me about how you’re still hard at work saving people. I think that’s what makes you not only a hero to the world, but a hero to me. You never stop finding ways to make the world a better place. You never hesitate to help someone in need. 

I just hope you know how proud I am to have met you. How proud I am to have been able to love you. You gave me this life and I will always be grateful. Thank you.

Love, 

Steve Rogers

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Dear Bucky, 

Thank you for being there for me after the funeral. I feel like it should’ve been more like me being there for you considering your history with him being much bigger. Anyway, I hope you know that I am here for you still. Steve doesn’t have to be the only reason we know each other.

Every day I think about him. I continue doing the work I do for him. To make him proud. To make sure that all his work wasn’t for nothing. Do you feel that way too? Like every step you take, you take in honor of him? I’m sure Sam feels that way. By the way, tell him I think the shield looks great on him would you? I’m sure it hasn’t been easy for him to feel like it’s his. 

I don’t really know what else to say. I guess I really just wanted to say thank you. What’d you always say with him? That you were with him ‘til the end of the line? Well I know I’m no replacement and I’m not trying to be, but you the same goes for me. I’m with you ‘til the end of the line. 

Don’t be a stranger. He wouldn’t want that.

Love, 

Y/N

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Masterlist

(Marvel

PETER PARKER

Proof 

First Words

STEVE ROGERS

Dear Steve

MCU AS SONGS/LYRICS

Pairings as Paramore songs 

Characters as dodie lyrics

HEADCANNONS

Things I think Tony and Nat do together now

Spider-man has heightened senses so...

Star Wars

HEADCANNONS

Characters in Quarantine 

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MCU characters as dodie lyrics

Natasha Romanoff - "Hope has a cost, keeping all fingers crossed and held tight. But I look idiotic with my limbs all knotted. It don't feel right."

Tony Stark- "Could you love this? Could this one be right? Well if I'm being honest, I'm hoping it might."

Peter Parker - "Oh I’m so human. We’re so human."

Sam Wilson - “Will you share your soul with me? Unzip your skin and let me have a see.”

Loki - “I guess I’m human no more. I can tell I’ve rotted in your brain.”

Gamora - “Dreams and ideas should not be the same thing.” 

Bucky Barnes - “Not what I meant when I said that I wanted to be seen.”

Carol Danvers - “And in the end will I be proud that I grit my teeth and followed the damn crowd?”

Steve Rogers - “God knows where I would be if you hadn’t found me sitting all alone in the dark

Stephen Strange - “You create a rarity of my genuine smile.”

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so you know vision died and we barely talk bout it

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What?

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“…Trump’s star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame was destroyed early Wednesday morning in what looks to be a Tinseltown first.”

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Ned's Mom: Hi Peter! Would you like to stay for dinner?

Ned *without thinking*: Would you like to stay forever???

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this post??? extremely not okay. reblogging as an act of rebellion.

The first 2 Avengers we saw on screen together were the first 2 Avengers to leave us :(

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Making another one of these cause I just unfollowed a shit ton of inactive blogs so

if you like

-WANDA MAXIMOFF

-Elizabeth Olsen

-marvel

-the x-men

-MAGNETO

-stucky

-the runaways

-spn

-Resident evil

-bioshock

-the young avengers

-Teen titans

-Les mis

-The guardians of the galaxy

-the lunar Chronicles

-Queen

-Beatles

PLEASE REBLOG SO I CAN CHECK YOUR BLOG OUT THANK YOU!!!

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Couples pose?

Captain America: Road to War (2016)

Young Avengers #1 (2005)

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MCU pairings as Paramore songs

Thor and Loki - Looking Up: "Things are looking up oh finally. I thought I'd never see the day when you'd smile at me."

Gamora and Nebula - Grudges: "Stop asking why we had to waste so much time. Well we just pick up and start again 'cause we can't keep holding on to grudges"

Steve and Bucky - Still Into You (I say this works platonically too if you don't ship it don't come for me) : "Let them wonder how we got this far but I don't really need to wonder at all. After all this time, I'm still into you."

Tony and Peter - In the Mourning (I'm sorry I'm sorry): "You were the greatest thing but now you're just a memory to let go of. In the mourning, I'll rise."

Bruce and Thor - Rose-colored Boy: "I ain't gonna smile if I don't want to. Hey man we all can't be like you. I wish we were all Rose colored too"

Clint and Wanda - 26: "Hold onto hope if you've got it. Don't let it go for nobody. They say that dreaming is free but I wouldn't care what it cost me."

Steve and Natasha - Last Hope (lemme just say I chose this because I think it's how everyone else saw them after he snap so like this is from a regular person POV ya feel): "It's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going and when it's dark out, no one's around, it keeps glowing."

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thinking about how the Bartons named their child Nathaniel Pietro Barton

thinking about the moment Wanda felt Pietro die

thinking about how sure, it's common for these heroes to sacrifice themselves for a lot of people but you don't always see them give their life for just one person but we saw that with Pietro

thinking about how Pietro got an arc that was pretty full and dynamic in such little time

thinking about Pietro