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five word prompts

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“actually… i just miss you.”

“alright, i’ll leave you alone.”

“and slowly… i was forgotten.”

“and then everything just disappears.”

“and where do i go?”

“anyone could tell from here.”

“are you finishing that or…?”

“are you stupid or stupid?”

“anything, just call me, okay?”

“bitch better have my money.”

“bro… that’s so… not cool…”

“but did you do it?”

“call me now. it’s urgent.”

“can’t you listen to me?”

“cross that. don’t answer that.”

“don’t even think about it.”

“don’t you dare walk away.”

“do it. i dare you.”

“did you think i forgot?”

“eventually… you just move on.”

“even if you still do.”

“everything will fall into place.”

“fight me, you attractive stranger.”

“for once, i need you.”

“for once… i was right.”

“for once… i was wrong.”

“forget i even asked you.”

“forget it. you fucking suck.”

“fuck’s sake, what’s your problem?”

“fuck off. i mean it.”

“give and take. that’s life.”

“great. perfect. nice. fuck this.”

“have you lost your mind?”

“hello? it’s me. i was-”

“hey… that wasn’t so nice.”

“here’s a glass of whatever.”

“how about a hug, hm?”

“how about you make me?”

“i haven’t forgot you yet.”

“i can’t be around you.”

“i don’t need you, really.”

“i don’t need this now.”

“is this your first time?”

“it’s just a cut, really.”

“it wasn’t me, i swear!”

“i said i love you.”

“just don’t fuck it up.”

“just… come back alive, okay?”

“just make sure you’ve eaten.”

“kick his ass for me.”

“killed him? wait, what, literally?”

“life really sucks. feel better.”

“letting go hurts… a lot.”

“let me live, will you?”

“no, i don’t need you.”

“nothing can hurt me now.”

“nothing matters anymore to me.”

“okay it was me… so?”

“people lie all the time.”

“pipe the fuck down, asshole.”

“please, you can’t die now.”

“please don’t leave me alone.”

“quiet. they can hear us.”

“quick! give me your phone!”

“quicker, you freaking piece of-”

“quit it or i’ll bite.”

“quit staring! they’ll notice us!”

"really? do i look stupid?”

“real smooth, tripping over air.”

“rise and shine, sweet thing.”

“rise and fucking shine, motherfucker.”

“seriously? give me a break.”

“so… what are we now?”

“so… did you miss me?”

“so… can we go eat?”

“so… when’s the next flight?”

“so… how did everything go?”

“sometimes, i wish you died.”

“so what? you did it.”

“time passes slower without you.”

“then what do you suggest?”

“the fuck? who are you?”

“then you tell me why.”

“this is not working out.”

“this isn’t what i wanted.”

“this is all a fucking disaster.”

“when did it all happen?”

“who knew you’d be here?”

“why do i even bother?”

“why do i love you?”

“why didn’t you tell me?”

“you’re just… so, so stupid.”

“you can’t be here now.”

“you look like an accident.”

“you really need to go.”

“you know who to call.”

"zero fucks given. next please.”

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IM SO SORRY

ok so my hiatus ended up being 2 months long BUT I AM BACK NOW!!! under construction bc of fuckin tumblr updates BUT IM BACK!@!!

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Only When I Cry. by voltronexe/legendarydefenderexe

GRAPHIC DEPICTIONS OF VIOLENCE Keith/Lance (Voltron) , Lance/Shiro (Voltron) , Keith (Voltron) , Lance (Voltron) , Shiro (Voltron) , Pidge (Voltron) , Hunk (Voltron) , Allura (Voltron) , Coran (Voltron ), Original Species - Character , Slow Burn , Klance , Eventual Shance , This is gonna hurt me more than it’ll hurt you , Breakups , Complicated Relationships , PTSD , Eventual Smut , Blood & Gore , Cursing

“You’re playing a game of follow the leader, But he doesn’t know where to go.  You’re just trusting what he knows, and even he doesn’t think he’ll stoop this low. You’re beating a bloodied corpse with a stick not even knowing that you’re holding one,  leaving a trail of ice and fire And calling each other the liar.”

SUMMARY “Don’t be so cautious. We were practically their gods just then! We saved their lives!” And with that spunky air to him did he put his hands self-righteously on his hips, nose pointed to the sky. “I hope they throw a party for me. I’m the hero of the day.”

Or the one where everything just goes really, really wrong, and Lance doesn’t recover. WORDS: 3.3k (currently) PROGRESS: 1/? RATING: mature

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-- hiatus notice

hey guys.

for a while i’m gonna be out of a laptop, not to mention my muse being dried up. i’ve got some emotional and mental problems to take care of, so i’m gonna go on hiatus until further notice!!! maybe around august 10th i’ll be back?? maybe sooner?? i don’t know. but!! if you need to contact me my skype is in my rules page. i love you guys!!

if we’ve got threads and you’d like to drop them, go ahead. just let me know in an im or something so i can delete my draft for them.

thank you so much for understanding!!!

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I AM SO SO SORRY OVERWATCH, MADOKA MAGICA, AND POKEMON GO TOOK OVER ME FOR A WHILE BUT I’M BACK!! i’m gonna try and get some stuff done.

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excuse my abscense!!

pokemon go! has consumed my life

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Ahhhh, I can’t believe I’ve reached this milestone…originally I was gonna wait for 1K, but maybe I’m a little too impatient. Anyway, this is really just to thank all the people &&. friends I’ve made along the way, because all of you are very important to me! Thanks for expressing interest in my little pissbaby boy &&. supporting me ; thanks for staying when I wasn’t so great &&. thanks for chilling with me when I was feeling fantastic! Honestly, this blog makes me so happy &&. seeing people interested in Sid just…makes me really enjoy what I have &&. definitely makes me want to roleplay more! A big big shoutout to the lovely golden sun of my universe @yukken bel bless you nyehehe (♡´艸`)

In general, just, — aaaa, here’s some more appreciation in no specific order under the cut! tbh i’m so sorry if i forget to add some people or like?? idk i’m forgetful just know ily… ｡･ﾟ･(*ﾉД`*)･ﾟ･。 ♡ ♡ ♡

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aka. i’m gay and i love you all ( and i can’t make graphics )

before i go onto the list of all the people i need to thank, i want to start by thanking each and every one of you for making this milestone possible!! i know that a majority of you guys didn’t follow for this muse, but it makes me so happy to know that so many of you stuck around. i hope to enjoy this writing this muse and sharing him with all of you for a long time. ♡

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@halsionic

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Do you know cphemeral

???? um Y E A we are the best of besties we’ve known each other since like 4th grade and im 200% sure daki is my soulmate tbh

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hc : on days that pocket wants to talk to someone about her feelings & troubles but won't let herself or doesn't want to , she talks to tokka instead

[ headcanon my muses!! | accepting!! ]

AAAA THIS IS SO TRUE AND ACCURATE SHE TELLS TOKKA EVERYTHINGLIKE THAT LITTLE MACAW IS HER BEST FRIENDAND BECAUSE OF HIM SHE’S NOT CRAZYbut she always giggles when his only response is, “get over it”.

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eden&pocket ;)

[ CUTE STUFF | accepting! ]

THESE FUCKERS.

Who’s more likely to find who wearing their clothes?: honestly eden would find pocket wearing his clothes ALL THE TIME. she wears his shirts to bed and his hoodies when it’s cold and she misplaces socks a lot so also socks.Who enunciates hand holding?: eden probably. he seems just the slightest bit more open about affection than pocko isWho likes having their hair washed by who?: with that forest of a hairstyle that pocket has she’s probably begging eden to help with it ALL THE TIME it’s super thick and just a mess.Who likes to slow dance?: eden probably tbh!!Muse that’s more likely to fall asleep with their head in the others lap?: EDEN AGAIN he’s such a sweet delicate angel…. he’d wake up with like 10 baby braids in his hair thoMuse that does all the cuddling in a blanket fort?: fuckin pocket is a cuddle wreckWho hogs most of the covers at night?: also pocket… she sleeps rlly cold…Muse who nuzzles the others shoulder to get them to give them a head rub?: aw eden. i can see him as the type to just crave attention when they’re alone.How do they share a desert? Two forks or one?: ONE FORK BECAUSE POCKET HATES DOING DISHES.Who gets jealous more easily?: eden probably,,, pocket has this weird thing where she doesn’t realize that her actions could be taken as flirting and i bet he misinterprets it sometimes too.Who gets angered more easily?: pocket!! with all of her doubts about love and life, she’s easily angered when little things happen. How do they go to sleep at night?: eden probably gets more sleep than she does. she’s usually up a lot later, just reading in bed, and finally goes to sleep either when he wakes up and tells her to or she sees the sun coming.Who gets the most shoulder rubs?: pocket maybe?? she’s always tense.What are there arguments/fights like? How often do they fight?: :-) horrendous. they’re over petty things – little white lies that she tells and little things he doesn’t know upset her. she gets so pissy and is usually the one to start them, and they’re pretty often. every other day maybe.Who is more likely to throw things in fights?: pocket,,,,,,,How do they make it up to each other/apologize after an argument?: pocket will usually leave for a bit and when she comes back she most likely has a movie or she takes him out to the park when it’s dark and feed what ducks are left and explains to him why she did what she did.Do they have nicknames for each other?: POCKET CALLS EDEN DARLING AND I LIKE TO THINK THAT HE CALLS HER HOT POCKETCaring for each other while ill, how does the other muse go about it?: pocket’s a mom friend so she’ll pretty much put eden on bed rest. as for eden, he seems like the type to make soup and cuddle up with her ( and risk getting sick ).Who’s more likely to be patching the others wound?: eden patching pocket because she’s a fuckin klutz.Muse that says ‘I told you so’, after they come home from the beach and other muse is burnt to a crisp while whining how bad it hurts for not listening and putting on sunblock after the other muse repeatedly told them they’d get burnt?: pocket would be the whiner because she attempts to tan her already tanned skin but turns into a crab and that probably would make eden laugh a bit.Your otp has a newborn baby, who gets up in the middle of the night when he/she cries?: pocket pulls the “i shoved them outta me you can get up when they cry.”Your muse of the otp’s reaction to finding the others crying about something? And how do they make them feel better?: pocket would sit eden down and have him lean into her and rub his back for a while. she wouldn’t pry, but when he’s calmed down enough to speak she’d ask. if he didn’t want to talk about it, she’d respect that privacy, then offer to run him a bath. What would they be like as parents?: probably really good!! eden’s good-natured and he seems to have a ( some-what ) level head on his shoulder. he’d be a good dad, firm but graceful in his teachings. pocket’s a little more hard-headed and closed-off, so she’d be more of the tough one.What would they have been like as childhood sweethearts?: since childhood was before they got so fucked up, i can imagine it’d be a lot of pining. pocket probably more-so admired him from afar, having her nose in research and “too busy for boys” while eden tried everything he could think of to get her attention.Who initiates taking a bath together?: def. pocket she loves bathes.Who likes who playing with their hair?: EDEN PROBABLY LOVES BEING PET.The place they mostly likely accidentally fall asleep together?: the couch the weird shits.

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for 4th wall: ♕☞ for any of your muses!

[ WHO TF IS DAKI | accepting! ]

♕ what do they think of their mun?

“ well, if i’m being honest…i don’t much care for people who make everything into a JOKE.i get that they’re trying to make themselves feel better,but making themselves sound like the SHITTEST PERSONisn’t attractive.at the same time,I DO THOSE THINGS.so maybe it’s hypocritical to say.all i can say is thati can admire the things they’ve been through,but ultimately..I DON’T CARE EITHER WAY FOR THEM. “

�� would they like themselves as a character? why or why not?

“ HAH FUCK NO!!i’m a self-deprecating, self-absorbedasshole.i already don’t like myself as i am,why would i like myself as a character?i mean,maybe if i cleaned up my act a bit.actually tried to make friendsinstead of MAKING MYSELF ISOLATED. maybe then i would.otherwise… nope. “

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Send me headcanons you have about my muse.

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♛ fill in the blanks | fluff otp edition

Who’s more likely to find who wearing their clothes?: Who enunciates hand holding?: Who likes having their hair washed by who?: Who likes to slow dance?: Muse that’s more likely to fall asleep with their head in the others lap?: Muse that does all the cuddling in a blanket fort?: Who hogs most of the covers at night?: Muse who nuzzles the others shoulder to get them to give them a head rub?: How do they share a desert? Two forks or one?: Who gets jealous more easily?: Who gets angered more easily? How do they go to sleep at night?: Who gets the most shoulder rubs?: What are there arguments/fights like? How often do they fight?: Who is more likely to throw things in fights?: How do they make it up to each other/apologize after an argument? Do they have nicknames for each other?: Caring for each other while ill, how does the other muse go about it?: Who’s more likely to be patching the others wound?: Muse that says ‘I told you so’, after they come home from the beach and other muse is burnt to a crisp while whining how bad it hurts for not listening and putting on sunblock after the other muse repeatedly told them they’d get burnt?: Your otp has a newborn baby, who gets up in the middle of the night when he/she cries?: Your muse’s of the otp reaction to finding the others crying about something? And how do they make them feel better?: What would they be like as parents?: What would they have been like as childhood sweethearts? Who initiates taking a bath together?: Who likes who playing with their hair?: The place they mostly likely accidentally fall asleep together?:

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inbox call for salem or misha double pistols

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date a boy who is working on his anger issues