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Doing food polls on 3dtwt when hungry

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gum is the only negative c@l food

and it freaking slays

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THISSSS

Lots of reblogs PLS

can't fucking stand the people who genuinely think that getting our accounts taken down is good for us.

1. it's incredibly easy to make a new account and add back your mutuals

2. the anger after our accounts get taken down only makes us burrow deeper into our disorder

3. most of us are genuinely too poor to seek help. there is no such thing as free therapy or free treatment.

4. in order to recover you have to WANT to recover. eating disorders ARE ADDICTIONS.

5. most of us are not pro. and we look down upon the people that are.

6. we didnt ask to have a fucked up relationship with food- in fact most of us LOVE food.

7. this is the only community space we have, it helps us feel less alone in an extremely isolating disorder.

8. it is not up to your dictation wether or not someone should or shouldn't have a platform to talk about a disorder that you have most likely never struggled with.

9. if you think criticizing, shaming, and trying to eradicate saftey for people with the disorders with the highest mortality rate of any mental illness is okay- you better burn in hell

thanks for coming to my ted talk.

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just re read my old diary and dang y'all I started counting c@lories not even one year ago :00

And I reached my first ever gw on January the 23rd during my first honeymoon phase

This honeymoon phase was so wtf like I literally wrote " I prefer 200c days bc if it's higher I get tempted to b1nge " while nowdays I can't even do 300 💀💀

And also stuff like " counting c@ls is saving my life I didn't thought l0sing w8 was this easy " LIKE UGHHH PLS I NEED TO BE HER AGAIN

Anyways, reading all these kinda motivated me tho

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FRRRRRRRRRR

me trying to sneakily look at the back of a nutrition label but my family/friend is next to me

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HII IM TRYING TO FIND MY MOOTS AND FOLLOWERS. I USED TO BE BUBONICBABYBELL

Pls pls reblog

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lunch, was bad honestly

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This is genuinely so motivating, actually seeing ppl reach their goals !! Rather than complaining abt b!ngeing and being f4t all day ppl should be more positive and actually work towards their goals... So should I lol

Hit my first GW!

SW 205 lbs I have officially lost 55 lbs and am now… 150 yay! My second GW is 125 I’m coming for that one >:3 wishing you all good luck please stay safe <3

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can't even complain to my mother cuz what if she searches this up

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You guys I'm not joking I feel so tired it's K!lling me 💀

This afternoon I got sooo cold it literally hurt, I made an effort to stay kind of alive til 3pm and then I had to borrow two jackets and I literally just sat at my table and fell in the deepest sleep ever, when I woke up I was even colder, my head was spinning and I literally couldn't feel my feet it took me 5 whole minutes to get up 💀🤙

Then we had to go out for last period and I started crying bc I was literally freezing so a girl bought me some coffee so I could hold it in my hands :') and then I went back home and had my 700c omad

I went to the shower and now I feel a bit better but

Wtf was that if it's like this everyday I really won't be able to last long

Anyways your reward for reading til the end :

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Guess what y'all I started November with a b!nge :')

But it doesn't define the rest of the month. I really need to get down to 35kgs and I will achieve it this month, and even if I don't I won't ever give up, I've come too far to give up again

From now on, every B!nge will just be me ruining myself and that's it. All it would take is like 2 weeks of ★ving correctly, the reason I haven't lost the w8 yet is bc I simply have 0 discipline and that will not do.

I need to lock tf in.

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if you’re an 3d account please reblog this!! i need more mutuals<4

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14 000 steps today ~

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Tips on how to get to where you are?

Tbh I started at bmi 18 (42kg) and just went on a 700c res til I hit 39kg, then I alternated between di3ts and b!nge cycles so I'm not rlly a good exemple lol

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whats your height :)

153 cm I'm short asf 😞😞

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4N@ NOVEMBERRRR

Reblog if you will be an active 4n4 blog in November 🌟🌟🎀

the t shirt 💀💀 lmao

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Hey if ur an 3D account please reblog this I got termed and I wanna find my moots plz 🥺<33

@wastetobones @wheredyousleep @sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhhh @rippingmygvtsout

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