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What's left after poetry?

Me: A broken heart? An empty mind? The catalyst for peace... Or silence?

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And I realized that there's no difference between a poet and a drunkard.

The drunkard drinks his whiskey, while the poet savors his memories. Both tastes intoxicating~

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Happy Valentines Day 💐♥️

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In the process of turning you into structured words... I have fallen in love with you~

Or should I say...

In this poet's attempt to imprint you in the river of time, your smile, gaze, voice, face, your entirety has been deeply embedded into my heart and mind.

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When a human becomes a poem... When you become a poem... This humble poet has no choice but to read all day.

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Up ahead is an ocean called love. My dear, we may flow in different rivers, but surely, we will meet there. And you'll know, for every river is bound to meet the sea.

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My imagination makes me drunk. I hallucinate... Sometimes, I see you in the faces of the ladies that passes by. Sometimes, I hear your voice echoing in the trees. Sometimes, your face appears in the sea of stars.

Oh, my human wine~

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I love watching distant views... like the sky, the mountains, and you.

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And yeah... Let's just let out a sigh for those words which are better left unsaid~

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Then suddenly, those familiar faces remind me of you...

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Oh this profound sadness... When will I find words to express this...

Sigh~

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One day, when we meet again, my eyes will tell you everything...

Sigh~ I wonder how our eyes will have changed by then.

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Until someone not me makes you happy, feel free to find joy in my poetry 💐

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I have read your letter. I want to say a lot of things. But I'm afraid it'll be too long and that writing or reading it will take days. Hence, let's keep things silent. Listen to the silence, Akie. That's the language of God.

God knows the contents of my heart, mind, and soul. And whenever I pray, I will tell him what I want to say, so you should listen to him carefully.

As for my poetry, I write them when inspiration strikes me. I will add this tag "Akie" if it's for you. So, enjoy by then.

I want the best for you, and for me too. Hence, I fully support your decision this time. Continue preserving. And I'll continue improving. We'll meet soon, inshaallah 💪

Oh dear, letting you go and believing we will meet someday if we're meant to be is perhaps one of the most contradicting decisions I have ever made.

I keep longing for your presence as though you hold a piece of my heart. Every breath seems incomplete without you in sight.

But if asked if I should change that decision? I've thought about it countless times. Even going as far as opening my archive messages where you reside. However, I still didn't! And I won't! As for why? Only me, God, the angels, and the jins knows.

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Sigh~ To all the emotions that couldn't find their words.

"Sigh" is perhaps the shortest poem with the longest meaning...

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If I die someday, could you burn my heart? That way the entire world would smell the scent of my love for you.

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To appreciate those fleeting moments. To appreciate the incoming moments. And to turn the past and future into the present moment.

Isn't that the reason why I write?

And to be honest, be it the past or the future, I want to fill them with your presence.