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i’m going to post this here, since im remaking. but i’m going to be much more private. If you would be interested in still following me, please like this and i will consider. buuut i’m leaving some stuff under the cut. just my thoughts and where i want to be. i don’t like making anyone feel like they did something wrong or that i’m ignoring them.

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i’m going to post this here, since im remaking. but i’m going to be much more private. If you would be interested in still following me, please like this and i will consider. buuut i’m leaving some stuff under the cut. just my thoughts and where i want to be. i don’t like making anyone feel like they did something wrong or that i’m ignoring them.

so basically tumblr scares me. and i very rarely feel safe and comfortable on my blogs for many reasons, mostly reasons that involved drama, toxic behavior, etc. and it’s been difficult for me to be active for that and many other reasons. And I really do want to try and get into a place where I feel safe and wanting to be on my blog. 

Nikolai is very important to me. and i never intend on abandoning him. 

i feel bad for promising to write only to end up not writing and letting things pile up. I want to have fun and make friends and talk to more people, but that can be a difficult thing for me to do. and i’m trying to make it easier on myself at this point.

i want to curate the dash to what makes me comfortable. i’m not going to apologize for that anymore, but thank you for everyone who’s still here and wants to be here. i love you all very much! 

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im probably gonna remake again sometime. but idk when  just dont feel like being here or on any other of my blogs.  if i remake, i might post here but that depends how i feel i think. thanks for the fun times here <3  i love this clown

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        “Are the Fatui up to no good again!? Oooh~ What a surprise, but really not! Are any of us really surprised anymore? Their act is growing stale, if you ask me!”

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well if anyone needs me I’ll probably be hyperfixated on pokemon snap so catch me on discord

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The only acceptable clown is nikolai ùwú

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No one asked for this

it is a gift

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO @clownd / @viisicnary !!!!!! [ 6 / 05 ]

TEA YOU PRECIOUS BEAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!! you’re such an amazing , loving friend , and one of the most kindest people i ever met !!!! you’re always fun to talk with , write with and shitposting with and you make me [ AND SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE !! ] absolutely happy . i’m always happy to see you on my dash and you’re such a joy and wonderfulness to this community . you’re an amazing writer , an amazing friend , an amazing artist !! it’s always interesting & fun interacting with each one of your muses and it never ever ever gets boring with you, there’s always something to plot with you, there are always so many options and i enjoy all of them !! 

i’m so proud of everything you achieved , everything you’re doing in order to bring yourself one step closer to your goals , and i hope you see it it too !! i love you so very much and you’re so dear to me and i just hope you would have a great day today , whenever you decide to celebrate or not, whenever you decide to take time for yourself or a break – know that your family of friends in this community will always root for you , love you dearly , and wish for you the bestest of the best best !! i’m sending you tons of smooches and happiness , and love on ur way !! happy birthday bby !!

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I just w Ike up and I’m gonna fucking c reyy boop I love you so m UCH W H H

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its my birthday so I may not be around much today, just depends !

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Nice work boyo, I’ll try to make your death QUICK They say never mix business with friendship

INDIE GENSHIN IMPACT MULTIMUSE Feat. Zachariah Rhys (OC) By: Apollo (X)

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Here is my cat not caring that he is far too big for the new hammock

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i may or may not have fallen out of BSD. oops

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apollo and i back on our scheming uwu

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I am making my teapot perfect for hide and seek!!! It will take some time but >:)))

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APOLLO HOW COULD YOU DO THIS I AM CRRYINGG

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boop is making me get back on kaeya’s blog