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We don’t have time for all my trauma. We really don’t. So what’s on the list for r today? Play our favorite game of “Spin Jack’s Wheel of Trauma” to find out!

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Devil: Hey, so I took your soul last month.

Jack: No refunds.

Devil: Please, it's making me sad.

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(See one you like, send it in! I’ll try to write a flash fiction for it. You can also style them as an ask if you like!)

&. 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

❛ i didn’t know where else to go. ❜

❛ i’ll never be that me again. ❜

❛ you can still be good. ❜

❛ i thought you’d be here. ❜

❛ don’t act like you know me. ❜

❛ because i care about you, okay? ❜

❛ it wasn’t supposed to end like this. ❜

❛ i was scared. i thought you had lost your way. ❜

❛ am i supposed to just let you go? ❜

❛ you deserve better than me. ❜

❛ don’t make me do this. ❜

❛ i’m not who you think i am. ❜

❛ you don’t mean that. ❜

❛ please just hold me. ❜

❛ i don’t want to understand, i want you to stay. ❜

❛ and why should i care? ❜

❛ you look awful. ❜

❛ i can’t do this without you. ❜

❛ don’t let me lose you too. ❜

❛ for what it’s worth, i really am sorry. ❜

❛ it’s not your fault. ❜

❛ i don’t know who i am anymore. ❜

❛ is this the part where you kick me out? ❜

❛ don’t we deserve to be happy? ❜

❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜

❛ you can’t save everyone. ❜

❛ it was a nightmare, that’s all. ❜

❛ it’s just a scratch, don’t worry. ❜

❛ you know me better than i know myself. ❜

❛ don’t go where i can’t follow. ❜

❛ you’re better off without me. ❜

❛ we all die alone. ❜

❛ people get hurt if they get too close to me. ❜

❛ i hate what i’ve become. ❜

❛ i’m not going anywhere. ❜

❛ is there anything i can do to help? ❜

❛ i don’t even recognize you anymore. ❜

❛ who did this to you? ❜

❛ please don’t leave me. ❜

❛ oh, now you care? ❜

❛ don’t come any closer! ❜

❛ i missed you so much. ❜

❛ you don’t have to say anything. ❜

❛ do you want me to leave? ❜

❛ why are you avoiding me? ❜

❛ you could have died, you know. ❜

❛ i wish you were here. ❜

❛ you’re not alone. i’m staying right here. ❜

❛ i can be your family. ❜

❛ of course i’m here. where else would i be? ❜

❛ we just can’t seem to get it right, huh? ❜

❛ don’t look at me like that. ❜

❛ don’t push me away again. ❜

❛ this wasn’t how it was supposed to go. ❜

❛ you’re leaving already? ❜

❛ this was a mistake. ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

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On the 20th anniversary never forget.

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To independence! Happy 245th America!

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Never forget

9/11/2001

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70 horrible questions ...

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What is your muses favorite TV show?

Ooof that’s a hard one anon. Right now I’m really into NBC’s New Amsterdam. I’m bias for anything that’s set in New York.

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So… here we are, things are still insane. Hope all of you guys are keeping yourseleves, family and friends safe and healthy.

Anyway, I’m board and lonely and I’m sure you all are as well, so send me some asks. I’m an open book.

Am I going to regret saying that?

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So… uh things escalated quickly.... I’m here for all of ya.

If you’re stuck in quarantine and need something to do please send me some asks. They can be anything

(Mun here! Seriously I do hope you all are staying safe and healthy and that your families are all okay as well. I know this is going to be rough but no one is alone. Stay healthy and safe.)

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Hope uh… hope all of you are staying safe and healthy given what’s currently going on. Wash your hands an’ stuff like that. You’re all smart.

Now I’m going to curl up in a ball and sob.

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Flat white

Coffee or Tea?

Coffee all the way baby! Unless I feel like death, then I’ll drink tea (but honestly I’d still probably drink coffee).

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Cafe Asks ☕️

Vanilla Chai Latte : Are you in love? Flat White : Coffee or Tea? Cappuccino : What’s your middle name? Mocha : Dream Job? Pumpkin Spice : Dream car? Jasmine Tea : If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? Old English : You’re stranded on an island, who do you bring with you? Iced Chocolate : Do you have a crush on someone? Caramel Frappe : Favorite video game? Iced Lemon Tea : Favorite song/band? Iced Cafe Mocha : Favorite thing to do on rainy days? Hot Chocolate : Are you an affectionate person? Caramel Macchiato : You’re travelling the entire world but you can only take one person with you. Who do you take? Green Tea : How tall are you? Early Grey Tea : The inevitable Zombie Apocalypse is upon us! What’s your plan of action? Mint Tea : How do you relax? Vanilla Latte : Board games or drinking games? Iced Coffee : Do you like reading? If so, what’s your favorite book? Italian Soda : Describe your dream date Sparkling Water : Describe what qualities you look for in a person Orange Juice : Have you ever had a valentine? Rose Hip Tea : Describe your first kiss Herbal Tea : You’re at a candle shop, what scented candle do you buy?

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Hey Jack, do you miss Juliana much? Sorry if it's a sensitive question, I-I got asked that and I figured I may as well as you since you knew her.. ~ Johanna, @ask-the-middle-colonies

Yeah. I… I do miss her. Lose never gets easier you know? As states we got to ‘get used to it ‘ but you can’t. But I’ve heard that no one is ever truly gone, there’s always something. Anyway uh… I’m gonna stop rambling now.

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Thanks for all the suport on this blog. I’m grateful for it. Happy thanksgiving!

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I do, both physical scars and mental ones.

Reblog if your muse has scars.

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“Give me back my innocence / cos I wish to dream again / Like I never outgrew my old playground / Where the sun sets slowly with a golden crown / and the leaves sing lullabies 'round vacant swings / Give me those wings”

Given and Denied by Poets of the Fall