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literally cant stand privileged bitches. the fuck do you mean it was so fucking hard for you your parents demanded better grades? you had everything handed to you AND childhood savings. my mother got wasted avoiding the man she married and refused to divorce, split her skull open and had me forcibly take time off school to nurse her. by the end of it she told me it was the worst week of her life because she had to listen to me and look at me and I was shit at her chores. I was fourteen. my best friend died the year prior and I wasn’t allowed to spare a moment to think or speak about it while I was reminded every day how miserable my existence made everyone else who brought me to be. literally go fuck yourself. I don’t give two fucking shits that your family gave a fuck and wanted you to be better while mine didn’t give a single fuck if I died in a ditch while I was binge drinking at 15 with people who clearly took pleasure in watching me try to kill myself.
#stfu juls#vent#ive had so many fucking shitty relationships in my life#friends and otherwise#the shit you’ll do and say to feel loved is fucking embarrassing#this has become a page for me to scream into the void more or less#euthanize me like a dog
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man natural selection is bullshit. why the fuck does childhood trauma make my body want to kill itself by the time I’m old enough to live my life. oh my parents never loved me so I develop a chronic autoimmune illness before I’m in my mid 20s that will change the entire course of my life AND i’ll also have to go to therapy. ok cool cool cool cool. whats the evolutionary benefit here
#stfu juls#embarrassing for me lowkey#vent#just kill me already#at least make it quick instead of this fucking shit#man#what a fucking shitty year#not one person would notice I died before I rot so deep into the floorboards I’ll be scraped off#if I die it better be in public so someone will realize my dog is home alone#fucks sake#if the cunt that spawned me wasnt a fucking pussy and took the abortion I wouldnt have cptsd lupus and dysthymia but you know#cant forget the scoliosis to top it off#just put me down like a fucking dog at this point#i literally dont care. I wont be looking both ways#post is a joke I know evolution has made the body internalize stress to survive#just let me cope jeez
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checked on my childhood bully and to my great pleasure she wasted her bachelor on china studies for the sake of a chinese fiancé that cheated on her and she now works as a waitress with a useless degree. i love to see a debt repaid in double 🙏
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it can’t just be me. the world really feels like it’s gone to complete shit since covid19
#stfu juls#vent#people are willfully stupid#a rise in far right rhetoric#people are more selfish and cruel#genuinely if I had the money I’d isolate deep into the forest and live off the grid on my own. idgaf anymore. who fucking cares.
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we need to bring back e3. I miss watching project managers with zero media training embarrass themselves in front of their entire industry
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11 years later. It doesn’t get easier
#stfu juls#rest in peace#I do think about him every day#there’s never a day I don’t miss him even if I’ve outgrown him#he’ll always be a child. it wasn’t fair#vent
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yeah no im good I just came home from a 10 hour shift from the job that I hate with people I can’t stand where I got a call from the doctor I have an incurable lifelong autoimmune disease and my mother whom I can’t stand vented about my father that SHE cant stand and he texted me ‘idiot’ 3 times because I forgot to lie on his behalf (as always) so they’re fighting again and all my friends have left and sided w my abusive cheating ex because I didn’t share what happened in the belief that it was private (my bad for not oversharing) while he got everyone on his sob story and I get to come home to a shitty 1 room apartment where I’ll go to bed alone and if I died in here nobody would notice until the rot seeps through the floorboards and they have to scrape me off the floor to discard me. but its cool or whatever
#stfu juls#oh my god im so tired#genuinely dont give a shit if I die#vent#its also the 11 year anniversary next week of when my best friend died#genuinely shoot me in the head#I’m not fucking around#it doesnt get better 🫶#genuinely never been as suicidal as I am now#tw#i guess#seeing a rheumatologist at 24 was not on my bingo card unfortunately#1 year into the waiting lind for a psychiatrist. almost a year to go. genuinely would be easier to put me down like a sick dog#if I killed myself my parents would still complain I’m inconveniencing them somehow#only person who contacts me is a fucking loser who barely conceals the fact he just wants to fuck me.#genuinely a miracle I haven’t blown my fucking head off
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this sucks so bad i need to [remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health] put on the best talent show this towns ever seen
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Me when I remember something I said ages ago that was wrong or my values no longer align with
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its been p common knowledge for decades that light pollution can be massively reduced by just putting shades on streetlamps, and that doing that would save energy, help wildlife, and let us see the stars better, but are society says if u wanna change any minor little tiny thing u gotta dedicate ur whole life to campaigning for it and this is a good ways down the list of priorities for most ppl, so instead i gotta walk past newly-installed streetlamps that are just dumb glass globes that use half their electricity to blast half their light directly into the sky where it does only bad things for no reason and think "we should overthrow the government"
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how terrifying metamorphosis must be for the caterpillar has no concept of what it is doing, or what a butterfly is, or what will happen to it as it spins itself the cocoon. we r more alike than different
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i love when a villain is like "ahhh what a ROTTEN day" but they mean that it's good and they're just saying it like that because they arbitrarily like when things are bad
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