childsoldicr

[childsoldicr]

Hey, everybody! As you may have noticed, I’m not on here anymore. Life has been taking up a lot of time and I’ve lost interest, unfortunately. However, I have moved to discord! If you’re interested in continuing rping, creating a group, or just chatting, hmu!! Even if we’ve barely talked, I do miss each and every one of you. My discord is spoileralert#9872 I hope to see some of you stop by!

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Starter call bc everyone and thing is in quarantine and I’m bored out of my mind. May be comic Xavin or hulu Xavin depends. mutuals and non-mutuals hit me up!

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Starter call bc everyone and thing is in quarantine and I’m bored out of my mind. May be comic Xavin or hulu Xavin depends. mutuals and non-mutuals hit me up!

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“I hold no mercy in my heart for any Kree soldier. Not after what they have subjected my people to for so long.”

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“I don’t take orders from you, or anyone.”

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“Let’s finish this, then.” Xavin didn’t waste any time, immolating their body in flames and shooting toward the group of people with overly large guns. They scattered, and he pulled back, finding himself back at his companion’s side. “Your turn.”

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They didn’t know what they had been expecting. New buildings having cropped up where old ones once stood? They hadn’t been gone that long, right? They didn’t know the date, but it couldn’t have been too long. A year, maybe? Two? Time goes slow when you’re sitting in a cell. But now…one crash landing later and they were finally here: Earth. It looked familiar enough to know that their coordinates had been locked in until the very end, but unfamiliar enough that they weren’t exactly sure where they were.

And so they stood, squinting up at the tall buildings and looking around for any sign of where they were. People pushed past, giving them odd looks that caused Xavin’s lip to curl defensively. True, they probably looked terribly, matted hair and cheeks stained with blood ( where were they bleeding? ), but that didn’t give them an excuse to judge them. They had just left prison, after all.

“I need to get to Los Angeles.” Xavin decided aloud. “Does anybody know the way to Los Angeles?” They didn’t expect anyone to answer.

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“Would you stop flying around up there so you can come down and talk to me? I’m not stooping to your level and going up there to join you.”

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No offense to my fellow K-Pop-ers. But Xavin is me.

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Thanks.

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‘don’t try that at home, kids.’

8 OUT OF 10 CATS DOES COUNTDOWN MEME - accepting!

“We’re the only ones here.” Xavin observed dryly, glancing around. So either she was talking to them (and they were not a kid), or the air (and that was much more worrying, but not unsurprising). “And I would never. I’d look like a fool. You’re probably the only person that would willingly do so.”

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@magicalmystery-muses continued from here!

“It’s alright.” Xavin tried to smile, but it didn’t quite reach their eyes. “Everyone has made it quite clear that it is usually my fault. It is just taking me a little longer than I thought it would to accept that.”

She patted their arm. Something that would’ve been awkward from anyone else, but from Hel…well, it felt different.

“Thank you.” It wasn’t much, but it was good to know they weren’t alone. At least not right now. “Life is hard.” Just an observation, but a true one nevertheless. Surely she could relate.

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@magicalmystery-muses continued from here!

“It’s alright.” Xavin tried to smile, but it didn’t quite reach their eyes. “Everyone has made it quite clear that it is usually my fault. It is just taking me a little longer than I thought it would to accept that.”

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Okay, so im still salty about the runaways show, and they did xavin dirty, however!!! The actress that played them is really pretty kashkahskhaksak so i wanted to draw her as Xavin (with their comic outfit).

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❥    𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧  ,  𝐚  𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞  .

tw for distressing themes , depressive tendencies , harsh language , ect .

❛  i  can’t ,  i  can’t ,  i  just  —  can’t .  ❜ ❛  i’m  trying  —  i’m  trying  so  fucking  hard  ,  but  nothing’s  working  .  ❜ ❛  i  just  want  it  to  stop  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  so  sorry  .  i’m  so  so  fucking  sorry  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  in  tatters  and  i  can’t  fucking  do  anything  .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  do  anything  right  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  a  failure  .  ❜ ❛  help  me  —  oh  god  ,  help  me  ,  please  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  tired  .  i’m  so  tired  . ❜ ❛  i  just  want  to  sleep  .  please  ,  just  …  let  me  sleep  .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  know  what  to  do  .  i  just  don’t  .  ❜ ❛  who  cares  ?  who  could  even  care  about  me  ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  disgusting  and  mangled  and  broken  and  useless  .  ❜ ❛  trying’s  so  fucking  hard  .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  breathe  ,  i  can’t  —  ❜ ❛  what  do  i  do  ?   what  do  i  do  ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  scared  —  i’m  so  scared  .  ❜ ❛ i’m  the  problem  .  and  there’s  nothing  i  can  do  about  it  .  ❜ ❛  i  ruined  it  .  i  fucking  ruined  it  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  such  a  fucking  idiot  .  ❜ ❛  i  know  ,  i  know  .  ❜ ❛  i  didn’t  —  i  didn’t  mean  it  like  that  .  ❜ ❛  how  could  you  do  this  to  me  ?  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  do  this  anymore  .  ❜ ❛  get  the  fuck  away  from  me  !  ❜

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SENTENCE MEME ⟶ 8 OUT OF 10 CATS DOES COUNTDOWN / 18.1 always feel free to tweak the sentence to fit your muse.

‘he went to an all-boys boarding school. i assume.’

‘he’s duller than the pain i feel in my left testicle.’

‘are you good at the numbers?’

‘when i was younger i had a real good sense of maths and english, and then the internet was invented and i got a bit distracted.’

‘i have no skills when it comes to adding or words.’

‘it sort of came across a bit like i was your dad.’

‘i’m wearing odd socks. i’m not, but imagine the gasps if i said it.’

‘i don’t want to surprise people.’

‘you want a tedious man in a cardigan to winge until you leave and feel better about the life you left behind when you came in.’

‘there are rumours that you collect things.’

‘have you been in my house?’

‘i used to collect stuff, but i’m actually the opposite now.’

‘i think people call it ‘un-cluttering’. the council call it fly-tipping.’

‘i got rid of all the chairs and tables in our house.’

‘if they don’t want it to be stolen, they shouldn’t make it so easy to take off.’

‘we’ve got chemistry, i think.’

‘we both like drinking and fighting.’

‘men go into sheds and masturbate quietly on their own.’

‘people who only regret the things they didn’t do have never called their partner a c— ’

‘there are actually fewer fish in the sea than you think.’

‘that’s actually a message about the fleeting nature of love, which is why i’ve used the condoms for this piece,’

‘it’s incredible, the things you find on the beach.’

‘it hasn’t moved, so i assume it’s for sale.’

‘i’m a massive crocheter.’

‘i’m learning a valuable skill.’

‘he’s not long out of prison.’

‘when do you next plan on having a shit?’

‘oh, sometimes i’ve shat before i’ve even eaten it.’

‘i’ve come up with a system of vouchers for different things.’

‘this may come as a bit of a shock to you, but i’m doing jokes.’

‘what’s the first thing you do in the mornings?’

‘it came out wrong. very wrong.’

‘that’s not what we rehearsed.’

‘it wasn’t easy, but i found three ways.’

‘that’s just saying other numbers.’

‘i made you a cocktail with bacon in it.’

‘it’s disappointing when you think something’s going to be big and then it’s small, isn’t it?’

‘i’m gonna go with ‘spite’.’

‘i’m not sure that’s a word. it’s more of a feeling.’

‘will you please consider having some salad?’

‘your plumber called me in tears the other day.’

‘i’d like to present one of the short lectures i do at the royal history society,’

‘henry the eighth was capable of flight.’

‘ace holes, put a bow in it.’

‘if you could look slightly more tense and not be giggling…’

‘i mean, how much do you want that cheese?’

‘to be honest, i’m still trembling from that going off.’

‘what i really want to do now is get in the airing cupboard.’

‘who needs true love when you have crochet?’

‘don’t try that at home, kids.’

‘we’ve found a hole in the matrix.’

[ominously] ‘smeared.’

‘what was that that you smeared all over the sofa?’

‘never clean beef grease with confetti.’

‘i’ll give you another thirty seconds.’