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What A JOKE!

Good morning everybody. Happy Friday. It's Friday the 13th.

Like the rest of the American people who watched the presidential debate, my husband and I watched it.

My take on the whole thing was that it was a complete joke. I just kept hearing Harris spit lie after lie after lie. I didn't like that every social media platform was fact-checking Trump, but not Harris. Why is that? How is that fair? Oh wait, LIFE ISN'T FAIR!

Trump brought up things that the major news platforms aren't talking about. Springfield, Ohio are dealing with cannibalism within their community. Ducks, cats, and dogs are getting eaten. PEOPLE'S DOGS AND CATS are getting EATEN!!! Harris and Biden allowed this to happen. Now all of a sudden, Harris wants to make changes. I'm sorry, but why didn't she do any of that in the three and half years she's been in office as Vice President? Why?

We only watched the first 30 minutes of the debate and had to change to watch something else. It was just too much. Harris continued to lie about everything. I kept laughing at her because she kept saying about what she would do once she was in office. Like she was going to clean up the mess that had been going on. The border crisis, housing market, gun laws. SAME QUESTION. Why didn't she do any of that in the THREE AND HALF YEARS SHE'S BEEN IN THE OFFICE AS VICE PRESIDENT?! Another thing, she wants to talk about is women and children, and their safety. What about men? Does she not care about the men and their safety? I want to call her out as a sexist. In 2020, she wanted to ban fracking and then all of a sudden didn't want to after her one-on-one interview with CNN interview Dana Bash. MAKE UP YOUR MIND WOMAN! Also, she talked about keeping open borders, and now she wanted to close the borders. Finally, she said that she was all for the buy-back program on guns. Now, she is all for guns because she's "a gun owner". Whatever!

Harris continues to bash at Trump, calling him a racist and narcissist. She kept mentioning that the American people don't want to go back to the past. I'm sorry, but the past was way better than where we, the American people are currently. We weren't dealing with two wars, inflation wasn't going through the roof, groceries weren't expensive, and the housing market wasn't capped. I could keep going. This woman is trash. Also, she asked the American people to go to one of Trump's rallies and see people leave once he opened his mouth. How about we do the same? I know there are a few rallies she hosts and people leave early. Trump rallies are far better and there are MORE PEOPLE than hers. I've seen so many videos where the interviewer would ask them why would they vote for Kamala Harris. THEY CAN'T SAY ONE THING ABOUT HER! She doesn't care about you. Just like she doesn't care about the 13 soldiers that were killed in Afghanistan. She didn't care about the fact that when we left Afghanistan, we left all of our weapons there. Allowing the Taliban to get a hold of them. She allowed that to happen as VP.

If you want to vote for her in the office, go ahead. But you need to understand who you are voting for. Do your research. Also, don't let a celebrity, who has NEVER experienced struggles like we are influence you on who you want to vote. If you do, then you're a sheep. Period.

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What's New?

Hello everybody! Long time no see???

Ha! It has been a minute since I've made a blog, and a lot has happened.

So far, this year has been good. No huge hiccups. Nothing crazy. We're already almost done with August and moving on to September. Where did seven months go? Or eight months.

Families are doing well for the most part, so that's good. Work has been pretty good, nothing special going on. Except the fact that we are moving to a new office next month. It's shedding my drive time by 10 minutes and I don't have to take the toll to work. So yay! There are a lot of features at the new office. Also, earlier this week, we were informed that we'll be going into the office three times a week after we move into the new office. That's going to be fun *says sarcastically*.

POLITICS!! I really don't want to get into it, but it's something that needs to be addressed. It's election year and people are out for BLOOD! Not literally though. So BIDEN decided to run for president again, but after the first presidential debate that they had in May (I think), it was a huge disaster. It was an embarrassment for the American people and for the Democratic Party. A month later, I believe, Biden dropped out of the campaign. HOWEVER, he endorsed his VP, KAMLA HARRIS!

This woman hasn't NOT ONCE visited our borders, to see what is going on. Hasn't said anything about what she's going to do about handling the border control, managing the inflation, housing market, the economy, etc. She is going to allow illegal immigrants to walk into our country, with free Medicare, free money, and PAY NO TAXES. But the American people are going to pay for those taxes. Now, I think it would be cool to have a female be the president of our country. However, as a woman, we allow our emotions get the best of us. So no. I'm sorry.

My husband has been watching a lot of political videos and news for a bit now, and I'm just at a point where I'm tired of seeing it. I'm tired of hearing it because it's the same thing. I think it's kind of sad that the American people are struggling financially. People are buying houses that they can't afford, picking which bill they want to pay, and groceries are through the roof. People can't even afford cars.

I'm going to be honest here. I'm 32 years old (yeah, I'm still pretty young), but I'm ready for a house. My husband and I have been living in the same apartment complex for five years now, and we're tired of it. I'm ready for this country to go through a HUGE change for the good of this country. I've seen videos where someone is going to random people, and asking who would they vote for this year's presidential campaign, and they would vote for Trump. THE MAJORITY OF THESE PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE WHO VOTED FOR BIDEN. They realized that having Trump in office was better. People want to accuse Trump of being a racist and narcissistic man, but he knows how to run this country and cares about the American people.

Okay, phew I think I'm done. Hubby and I are getting back into the bandwagon of Alaska. Yep, you heard me right. We're biding our time, and waiting to see what the Lord guides us. We've been praying for a better job opportunity for hubby because we can't make it here any longer. Especially if we plan on having children um real soon. Like starting this year coming up.

Anyway, I think I've covered quite a bit. So until next time guys.

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A New Chapter for the New Year

Good morning peeps!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

It's been a minute since I've posted a blog and a lot has happened.

I'm not sure if I even told ya'll but my husband decided that he wanted to try to be a police officer back in 2021, and our whole world was turned upside down. Two trucks stolen in one year, going through the academy, and working for a police department, we decided that the police life wasn't for us.

No one really talks about the REALITY of the police lifestyle. Police officers don't make enough to provide for themselves and their families (if they have one). You have to do extra jobs (or as they like to call EJs) to make a living. Also, they have nothing else better to talk about than their job. They complain about the people that they work with or the tasks they do in their job. My husband and I lived that life for about a year, and we're done. There is more to the story, but I've moved past it. We've moved on.

After spending a few days in Colorado with family, listening to their opinion and advice, we decided it was time to move on. That this police lifestyle isn't for us. My husband has gone back to doing what he was always good at. Water & wastewater operator. When we returned from our trip, my husband went to work. Apply for jobs that were hiring operators. Whether it was here at home or in another state. He even inquired about his previous employee before the Alaska job. Surprisingly, they were hiring. My husband immediately had the ball rolling on it. Tested for his wastewater license, the application process, background check, etc.

The week of Christmas, my husband received an offer and accepted it, making more than how much he was getting paid at the sheriff's department and allowed to work overtime if he wanted (which will happen). At the same time, he put in his notice at the sheriff's department. Few were surprised and sad that he was leaving, but it was time. We were done with it. After the New Year holiday, he started his new job.

When reuniting with a few coworkers, friends, and family and they would ask what we've been up to, I would tell them this story and they too were completely surprised. Of course, they would ask what happened and I gladly responded that it just wasn't for us. I assumed that people would think that we wasted two years of this police life, only to go back to water & wastewater. Honestly, I don't think or feel that way.

I'm glad we took this opportunity and tested the water on that career because we can look back and not regret it. Also, I believe that God put us through this trial. When I look back to when my husband was working in Alaska and making all that money, we NEVER, and I mean NEVER tithe to our church, like we were supposed to. God put us through where we were living paycheck to paycheck. Unable to afford another vehicle for my husband. Only afford to buy groceries for just the week. I'm getting a sense of deja vu right now. We weren't afraid to tell people we were broke, so we could go out to dinner or go to our local brewery to hang out with friends or family. I lost my train of where I was going with this. From the moment the second truck was stolen, we dived more into the bible. We spent more time with God, praying to him, and listening to him. When we found a church to call home and became members of the church, we started to tithe. Giving 10% of our paycheck to the Lord. We prayed for the tithing we were about to give, asked that he bless it, and gladly accepted it. Finally, God had opened that door for us to leave the life of a police officer/police wife and back into what he called us to do. What my husband was good at. His gift. We took it.

My husband and I prayed that this new year. This new chapter will open more opportunities for us. That we don't lose our way from following our Lord and Savior. That He keeps us in check. Also, that we continue to tithe to Him. I try my best to thank God for opening that door for us so that we could get out of the unhealthy and toxic lifestyle that we were in. I thank Him for opening our eyes to the truth.

I will tell you right now. God does answer your prayers when you least expect it and when it is something you never thought it would turn out. That is my testimony.

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“Sometimes you have to be silent as no words can express what you’re feeling deep inside.”

— Unknown

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It doesn't even matter because my genetics

A couple of weeks ago, it was a frustrating week. I can't even remember what day it was but my SIL that lives here (now I have four SIL on my husband's side) took it upon herself to talk to my husband's boss. She wanted to convince him to make an exception for my husband to get the time off to come to her wedding after we (my husband and myself) made the decision that we weren't going due to financial issues. Long story short, she got what she wanted. Now we're more under MORE financial stress.

Two days later, she talked to my husband and asked him how I was doing. He told her that I was fine, just working, focusing on my health, and losing weight. The first thing that comes out of her mouth is, "You know she isn't going to be skinny, right?" Thanks for the encouragement. I wouldn't be saying anything, sister. My husband trying to put water in the fire told me that he didn't want to be skinny skinny, to the point if he hugged me, I would snap into two. I told him I couldn't even get THAT skinny because genetically, it's not possible. If I did, I would have serious health issues.

As much as I keep saying that it doesn't bother me what she said, it does. It's rude. It's tacky. Why would you say something like that? I try not to let it affect my mood and let it go, but it's hard. You've been told you're big and bullied about your weight your whole life, and it hurts even more when a family member tells you.

Here's the transparency about me. I'm 5'3". I weigh 175.6 lbs. 70% is muscle and the other 20% is fat. I have trained my body to lift heavy weights. I've been lifting heavy weights for the last two and a half years. I'm transitioning my weight-lifting to lighter weights and more reps. I'm trying to eat leaner meals with less fats and carbs. I'm trying to add cardio after I work out. I am doing the best I can for myself, but as usual, it's NEVER enough for that one fucking person.

I'm done ranting now.

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I did a thing. 

Read and let me know what you think. 

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Inspiration...

So almost a year now, I've been doing a lot of reading. It still amazes me that I'm even reading books. I didn't reach this much when I was in school. Since I've been reading, I'm slowly getting some sort of inspiration for writing. Just small scenes.

This year's goal is to read 10 books and I'm two books away from completing my goal. I've been reading what everybody reads or has been reading. Also, I'm feeling nostalgic and felt like reading the Twilight Saga. I bought the first book at Half Price Bookstore for like seven bucks.

Right now, I'm reading From Blood and Ash series with Casteel and Poppy. I'm enjoying the series, so far but I'm on book two. My all-time favorite series is The Crescent City with Hunt and Bryce. I am so excited about the next book, which comes out next year at the end of January.

Moving on. Since I've been reading, I'm starting to have some sort of inspiration. But like I said earlier, not enough to be a novel or short story. Just small scenes. Also, I think I get this inspiration from the music I listen to while reading. They're like epic music trailers or scores from movies. I haven't really thought about what type of story I would write, but I love the fae, angels, demons, vampires, etc. Basically, fantasy characters. But I don't have a plot. I don't want to buy a journal for this. Probably buy a pack of paper and just go from there.

Those who read my stuff are probably excited that I'm thinking of jumping on the bandwagon of the writing crew. I've enjoyed writing, but having the time is another story.

Until then, I will enjoy my time reading books and falling in love with a world that doesn't exist and the characters, who are total badasses.

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Happy Birthday!

Well, another birthday has come and gone.

I'm officially 31 years old. It's wild that I've reached that age. Honestly, I didn't think I would get this far. I believe that I'm five/six years old, playing with my Barbie dolls in my bedroom.

I didn't do anything special for my birthday. I worked. I did receive a lot of text messages, people posting on my timeline on Facebook wishing me a happy birthday.

On Tuesday, I was working in the office and a coworker of mine (who I have known since I was 13) asked me how old I was turning. I whispered my age to him and he said, "Wow, you're old." Oh, thanks. Then proceeds to say, "That makes me older." I started to laugh.

I know at some point, I will hit 40. 50. 60 years old and I will look back at this age, reminsening.

So, here's to celebrate 31 years of being on this earth. Pray for many more birthdays.

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What is happening to our country?

I've contemplated whether I wanted to make a blog about this, but work is slow, and all I've seen on social media is the DRAMA and the crap happening to our country.

In April, this so-called transgender Dylan Mulvane partnered with Bud Light, Ulta, Maybelline, etc. Immediately, these big companies lost HUGH in sales and business. I'm sorry, but did they think people would be okay with this? STOP TRYING TO MAKE EVERYBODY HAPPY! This is literally how it has become. People pleasers. Trying to make everybody feel like they are part of the group. You're not going to make EVERYBODY happy or fit in. You're always going to have the one person that disagrees. No matter how hard you try to make them understand, it's not going to change their mind. Everybody has their own beliefs and leave it at that. Period!

Earlier this month, the southern border official opened up now that Title 42 is gone. There is no control on the border. Our lovely president, who is slowly deteriorating and is nowhere to be found isn't doing anything about it. Let's add more diseases, guns, drugs, and crime into our country. Let's have more vehicles, trash, and people (ESPECIALLY children) go missing. Let US, American people pay MORE TAXES and go MORE INTO INFLATION. There are a lot of legal immigrants, who are very upset that the government isn't enforcing illegal immigrants to do things the right way. If they had to do it 20, 30, 40 years ago, why can't these people do it? Because it's too much work? Because it's too much of a hassle? Or is it because we're too fat and lazy to do the fucking job?

Illegal immigrants. Go back. Do it the right way. If you want a better life for your children and for yourself, do it the right way. It's not that hard.

Fuck the American people. That's how I see it. That's how our POS President thinks of the people of the United States. Fuck them. I know he's aware of what is happening to this country. Yet, he's too old and losing his wits on what to do. How to fix this. NEWSFLASH, it's too late. I know the Republican party is doing everything to get our country back into order, but BIDEN is only shutting the door. At some point, there will be another riot or retaliation from the American people. There will be some form of uprising. Protest. Anything for the American people's voices to be heard.

I've seen a lot of videos where an individual bravely goes up to complete strangers, asking if they chose either Biden or Trump who would they choose? All of them said, Trump. He'd asked them why? Their response is amazing. "Because of how he handles crisis and he's a businessman. He handled it like it was business. There was order." The majority of the people that this individual asked, were black people. Hardly any white people.

Now, Target is becoming a prime target. The company has always been a people pleaser. I saw maybe two or three tiktok videos of the company partnering with Abprallen. It is a trans man in London, who designs Satanism, LBGQT+, pastel color crap. Target is about to lose business with millions of customers by allowing it to partner with this idiot.

I am in utter disgust by how this country has turned out. Our forefathers, who fought for this country would be disappointed, ashamed, yet angry. I know the military men and women now in this day in age are infuriated. Our veterans are receiving the benefits that they deserve. The American people are struggling financially. Deciding on which bill should they pay. What do they need to sell that is work valuable and that could help buy groceries?

WAKE UP!!! WAKE UP, PEOPLE! It's time to fight back. It's time to stand up for ourselves and to get our country back to the way it was. It's time to Make America Great Again!

If you don't like what I post, I'm sorry that you feel that way. This is my belief. The Bible, the right to bear arms, freedom of speech, bacon, and law and order. If you don't like those, then tough.

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1 Year Wedding Anniversary

Where did the time go?

Tomorrow, it will our 1 year wedding anniversary.

I think like three weeks ago, my husband and I were talking about this, and I asked him how has it been since we got married a year ago. He says that it's everything he could imagine. He asked me the same question.

I told him that it has been an adventure and that it felt like God was testing our marriage during the one year of our marriage. We definitely went through a bumpy road, but we made it through. We didn't let Satan get to us. We trusted in God and trusted in our faith that our Lord has a plan.

What are we doing for our wedding anniversary? No clue.

Happy 1 Year Anniversary, honey. Love you.

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New Year’s Resolution & Improvement

I have some sort of an idea of what my New Year’s resolution is going to be. 

And it definitely not going to be weight loss journey because it’s something that will a part of my life until the day I die. 

My husband and I have gone through a lot of trials and tribulations. Our road has been bumpy. At the beginning of this month, I’ve been focusing more on my faith. Spending more time reading the bible. Doing a daily devotion. Praying more. Basically, I’m trying to improve my relationship with God. 

Every morning and evening, I take a moment to pray. Basically, I have a full conversation with Him. 

With this day in age, trying to talk about religion is a very sensitive conversation. To be honest, it shouldn’t be. I remember someone saying when you speak about God or any sort of religion to someone and that someone is refusing to listen, it’s the work of Satan. I’m not 100% if that’s true. Now, I’m not the person to pressure someone into changing their life or faith. That’s entirely their choice. 

I just know that having a better relationship with God, whether it’s praying, reading the bible on a daily basis, or going to church every Sunday, it’s going to make me a better person. And I can attest to that right now. I can feel as though I am a different person. Before, I was cursing like a sailor. Now, I barely utter one or two curse words. I’m less frustrated with reality. I feel as though I’m not carrying as much burdens than I did before. 

Also, I’ve been following a church in South Carolina called Elevation Church with Pastor Steven Furtick and his wife, Holly. It’s a very popular church and I love hearing what Pastor Steven or his wife has to preach for the day. This past Sunday, Pastor Holly preached about the stump in your life. Whether it’s big or small, we all have a stump. The stump won’t go away. You can’t avoid it. It’s just like the problems you are dealing with in this very moment. We have to acknowledge the stump. 

So my new year’s resolution is improving my relationship with God. 

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Are Ya'll Proud of Our Country?

I know this sounds like an obvious question, but I REALLY want to know.

Are you proud of how our country is?

To be honest, I'm sure not and I'm grateful that the Republican party is taking back control of this country. People are entirely butt-hurt because the "red wave" is hitting here. I'm sorry, but do you like living in poverty? Do you like seeing milk almost $4 a gallon? Eggs $7 a dozen? Gas prices are $4 or $5 a gallon? Do you enjoy living paycheck to paycheck?

I DON'T! I don't like living paycheck to paycheck. I don't like walking out of the grocery store and spending $230 on food that will ONLY last a week when it should last me two weeks.

I want to ask the People, who voted for this retarded old man, who we call "Our President", do you like the results? Do you like how he's fucking running our country? It's him, our lovely vice president, who calls adults between the ages of 20 to 25 that they are stupid, and MRS. NANCY PELOSI, who thinks she's helping this country.

WAKE UP, PEOPLE! It's time for a change! NOW!

I know I'm not the only one who feels this way. There are many people, who are STRUGGLING to make a living. To keep food on the table, hot water for showers, and clothes on their back. People are choosing to either one bill or another. They shouldn't have to choose. PERIOD!

The American people need to wake the fuck up! And wake up NOW! Because if we don't and this so-called president we have wins another election, he'll destroy us.

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God Save the Queen; God Save the King

This woman was a remarkable person.

At age 25, she became the woman who made history. The woman who stood out. She's had 15 Prime Ministers during her reign as Queen. The first is Winston Churchhill. She broke tradition on a particular occasion, like when JFK was assassinated and the 9/11 terrorist attack. However, she has made mistakes like the aberfan disaster in 1966 and Princess Diana's death.

I have followed the Royal family since college and dedicated myself to it. Learning about them and understanding them. I know that there were certain things that she wanted to change, but couldn't due to protocols and royal acts.

She loved her corgis and horses, she loved her husband, her children, her grandchildren, and great-grandchildren. She loved her people.

I was walking back to the office after my lunch break. I read earlier that Prince Harry was on his way to Scotland to meet with the rest of the Royal Family after receiving words that the Queen wasn't getting any better, and then four hours later I find out that the Queen has passed away. Immediately, I bolted back to the office to share the news with my former manager because her husband is British and her stepfamily lives in England. And of course, she already knew before I told her.

I know that she is at peace. I know that she was welcome at the golden gates with Prince Phillip, her husband, her sister, Princess Margaret, and her parents (King George VI and Queen Elizabeth, Queen Mother).

But now, we look toward the future of London. After 70 years, we have a King. King Charles III with his queen consort, Camilla Parker-Bowles.

Rest in Peace, Queen Elizabeth. God save the King.

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I miss reading an actual book

I have a confession to make... I miss sitting down and ready a book. Whether it's sitting by the fire on a cold night or laying in bed with a glass of wine, listening to music while reading.

One of my childhood friends introduced me to an app called "Libby" which I could check out a book or audiobook. It did wonders these past three months, but honestly, I miss holding a book in my hand and just read. Imagine going into another world and being in the main character's shoes.

While I was furloughed during COVID, that's all I did. Order a book from Amazon and once it came in, I read that book. Once I finished that book, I ordered another one. And another. When I went back to work in October 2020, I read a total of six books. Now, I'm a slow reader, but I read those books. The biggest challenge book I read was Outlander. I was so proud of myself when I finished that book. I wanted to rechallenge myself and read the second book, but work was taking my free time.

But what's been difficult, is finding a good book that catches my interest, like Fifty Shades of Grey and 365 Days. I've always enjoyed raunchy books or what people call them nowadays...smut books. They're good! But I understand that not everybody likes that kind of books. Lately, I've found more books to read thanks to TikTok. Yes, TIKTOK! Since Feb 2022, I've listened to five books but work is taking up my free time as usual.

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Prey (2022)

Hiya everybody, good morning.

Hope you had a great weekend. Friday night after going to the gym and getting my ass kicked, the husband and I watched "Prey".

This movie is a prequel to all the Predator movies that came out. Now, I have a confession. I've never seen all of them. Not one. Not even the one that has Arnold Schwarzenegger. Guess, I might have to. I always thought they were horror movies, so I never watched them. This one in particular wasn't really much a horror movie. That's what I thought.

I can't go in-depth with this movie if you haven't watched it. I thought it was pretty interesting what they initially looked like before they put on the armor. There were moments, where I thought "Oh, this person is going to die!" and I was right.

If you have Hulu or the Disney+ bundle and haven't seen it because of hesitation, I recommend you watch it. You won't be disappointed.

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My First Emotional Breakdown

I never imagine that I would experience this. To feel completely vulnerable and weak. To feel like you're losing control of everything. To feel like you're nothing.

It happened a week ago and I'm still recovering from it. It just exploded like a bomb. I was trying so hard to keep it together. Significantly, while I'm in the office. I wanted to leave the office. I wanted to run away. I wanted to disappear from everyone and everything. That's how bad it got. Once I was out of work and in my car, driving home, I let it all out. I cried. I didn't hold back any tears. I prayed so hard, asking God to please help me. I needed to feel his presence. As soon as I parked my car and was about to climb out, my eyes were puffy and RED! I don't recall a time when I cried so hard like that. I ran into the husband when he was walking to the grill. He saw my face and was deeply concerned. Of course, he asked me what was wrong. I responded that I didn't want to talk about it, not while his mom was visiting.

Later that evening, the husband told me to go lay down and he joined me. All the doors were closed. His mom is in the living room, watching Game of Thrones. He held me close to him, caressing me, and asked again. I let it all out again. He just listened and after I let everything out, asked me why I didn't say anything. I brought up what he told me a week ago that he didn't do depression shit. He apologized for that remark. He continued to caress me, trying to get me to calm down and stop crying.

A few days later on Tuesday, I met with my women's group and spoke with two important people. Telling them what happened. I told them that day, I wanted to call either of them to have a cry on a shoulder because I felt like the husband wouldn't understand. The only reason why I didn't reach out to them is that I didn't want to be a burden or a bother. They gave me a hug, and appreciate me telling them and they will pray for me.

It's been a week now. It's still a sensitive topic and I don't know how to resolve it. I want this pain to go away.

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Turning 30

Happy 30th Birthday, to me!

I don't understand why people say that turning 30 would be a disaster or scary, but it's just a number. I know it means that our body is getting older and you'll show more wrinkles.

It does feel weird being 30 years old and accepting the fact that I'm that age.

It's only been 24 hours since turning 30, can't say much yet.