charismaticintrovert

[charismaticintrovert]

A fallen sword can be lifted again

If only the strength of will is found

[charismaticintrovert]

If you learn from your mistakes, at this rate you'll be smart in no time.

2008: wow I was so stupid last year

2009: wow I was so stupid last year

2010: wow I was so stupid last year

2011: wow I was so stupid last year

2012: wow I was so stupid last year

2013: wow I was so stupid last year

2014: wow I was so stupid last year

2015: wow I was so stupid last year

2016: wow I was so stupid last year

2017: wow I was so stupid last year

2018: wow I was so stupid last year

to be continued

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I'm so straight for you right now

[charismaticintrovert]

My pillow smells like you

Stranger than my affection for my pillow is that now I can tell you, "I miss your smell."

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I found you, and you were here.

Breathless giving, and giving endless words.

You've been my heart, and now my heart is yours.

Not even in my dreams, and yet all my dreams are here.

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“it’s cold outside

let’s go in, warm up, he says.

inside there is a fire,

there is cashmere,

throw pillows,

there is freshly hot coffee,

there is a hand to hold,

hot soup, if i want it.

inside,

i am still cold.

he does not warm me,

he gives me things to try,

but his touch leaves me cold,

his eyes are not home.”

me.

[charismaticintrovert]

Crushes

are just reflections of what you are missing.

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Emotionally Selfish

That’s how I feel admitting my love But the thought of you loving me, Gives me hope of the future to be.

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It hurts

because I want to love you -  because I know we have something special -  because I feel the strength of our connection -  because I have to risk it all to tell you - because I may not follow through.

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For once

For once I'm open, a sea-of-someones swarm

For once I'm closed, hidden in my high-hovel

For once I'm clear, all-aligned and on-aim

For once I'm opaque, fortified from the future

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Day One Thousand Sixty Seven.

tonight i find myself in silence

for once don’t break it

simply sit

and join me

[charismaticintrovert]

Insulated in a self-made cave of anxiety

I squirm before a series of choices

Nothing could be easier

Nothing is as impossible

[charismaticintrovert]

Expecting you be any different is futile.

I can’t promise to be the friend you need;

I can promise to be the friend that I am.

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I can't promise to be the friend you need;

I can promise to be the friend that I am.

[charismaticintrovert]

Othered

I am an outsider, I can't find any other way about it

I am a phony, pretending to fit in with another

I am a stranger, out of ideas to remove my label-

I am an other, don't bother with me; I'll be going soon.

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Do what I say

because i'm afraid to

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I just got a bloody nose

It's been a while

Cleaned the blood like a crime scene

Trained by the TV