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ps. this account will still be up but itll be inactive :>

hii everyone!! we are moving accounts!!

new account is @pixelated-poison

not everything there will be sys related and theres gonna be some reblogs / posts of our other interests like image and text decor!!

- Poison (they/she/he)

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hii everyone!! we are moving accounts!!

new account is @pixelated-poison

not everything there will be sys related and theres gonna be some reblogs / posts of our other interests like image and text decor!!

- Poison (they/she/he)

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system culture is somehow using "we" around people that dont know we're a system and "i" around sys spaces

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there's something so raw and soul crushing about spending your late childhood+teen years suicidal then growing up and actually wanting to live, after an ungodly effort, only to see your health deteriorate because of chronic illness.

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shoutout to systems with trauma less commonly talked about in our community

-shoutout to people who grew up in and around the foster care system

-systems who were neglected because their parents prioritized their siblings

-people who have been traumatized by another system

-unwilling loners

-disabled people who've been denied accommodations

-people who have suffered with violent/frightning intrusive thoughts or delusions as long as they can remember

-kids who lost close family members

-people with medical, and also dental trauma

I think sometimes we as a community fall into the "trauma olympics" and forget that lots of things are traumatic to young children. You don't need specific types of trauma to be valid and to deserve care. It's easy to be scared that because you weren't traumatized the same way as someone else that you aren't "really traumatized" or that you're faking your symptoms. But always remember that you were a child, if something bad happened to you and nobody was helping you cope with it, that's enough. Don't invalidate yourself because of trauma that somebody else went through. You are loved, reach out for support if you need it <3

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"hAtE iSn'T pUnK" 'Endogenic systems', I hate you the way I hate the corporations giving out rainbow pens at pride. The way I hate politicians who lie to our faces. The way I hate the system that already demonizes my community, that you are making infinitely fucking worse by claiming to exist in the way you do. I hate you, and I hate that you feel entitled to spaces where you do not belong. You invade our safe spaces, poison the minds of systems still discovering themselves, you claim to WANT the very disorder that causes so much fucking pain and suffering in those that have it.

I hate you, and that may be the most punk thing I can do.

Traumagenic systems, I love you. I love you the way I love my found family. I love you the way a child loves a favorite stuffed animal. I love you like the spilled fragments of diamond that make up the stars in our sky. You deserve a safe space, away from endos. You deserve to heal, whatever that may mean for you specifically.

I love you, and that IS the most punk thing I can do.

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Shout out to everyone who is young and disabled. The judgment that comes with it is so hard especially if you’ve been invalidated for so many years. The fear of using a mobility aid in public and getting stares or nasty comments is something I will never get used to.

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Can anyone who is anti endo reblog this so we know we can trust you? Endos are harassing us on here, breaking dni and we need support from real systems and people who actually give a shit about trauma survivors singlet or not.

I also wanna take this opportunity to coin a new anti endo tag "wild rose" which is the rebel password in final fantasy 2.

Please note we are not looking for sorce mates. Please be nice to us, we have had a rough couple of days with endos invading our space without permission.

(Please follow this dni too.)

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system culture is i wish headspace was clearer :(( please i don’t want to live real life all the time

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quick protip: if someone is crying or freaking out over something minor, eg wifi not connecting, can’t find their hat, people talking too loud, do NOT tell them how small or petty the problem is to make it better. they know. they would probably love to calm down. you are doing the furthest possible thing from helping. people don’t have to earn expressions of feelings.

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sys culture is having fear of worse instances of trauma you think may have happened but don’t remember…. so you can’t be sure…. but you’re afraid *someone* in your head remembers and it might get shared someday

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alright here we go

this one's for "stupid" mentally disabled people. people who can't do basic math. people who are gullible to no fault of their own. people who can't understand nuance in some situations. people with cognitive issues. intellectually disabled people.

hey, you're doin' just fine. doing a great job, even! don't put yourself down or feel like your worth as a person rests on how smart you are. we'll be ok

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Alright let's review notes:

- if endos aren't disordered they don't belong in disordered spaces

- if endos have no trauma they don't belong in spaces made for people who do have trauma

- being a system is both a symptom of a disorder, and a disorder in and of itself, you cannot be a system without being disordered

- being a system is specifically a symptom of and a trauma disorder, therefore you cannot be a system without trauma(you do not have to REMEMBER the trauma. But it has to exist)

• side note: trauma does not have to be "severe" because trauma is subjective.

Thanks for coming to my tedtalk. Unless I see more content that pisses me off, hopefully this will be the last post I make on my syscourse spiel and I can continue using my time to hyperfixate on royale high

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Hello everyone, just letting you know that Sophie in Wonderland made another account and is purposely invading tags such as "anti endo", "anti endogenic", "endos dni" and more: they are posting some hateful anon asks they've received in their main account.

Do not send hate or engage with them, just block @/sophies-filter for the better of your mental health and safety.

Remember: no one's out there to get you or hurt you, this person has no power over you or your loved ones. Stay safe. - 🎸🎧

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hi hello can we talk about indirect abuse for a sec.

tw: abuse and sh

personally i feel like pushing someone to the point of self harm or something like that is basically just indirect abuse tbh.

like. its a domino / butterfly effect or whatever. fuckin sucks.

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Kind of venty. Sorry.

Undiagnosed system culture is constantly doubting your self, your sanity, and your experiences. Alternating between knowing you are valid and being overwhelmed by the gut-wrenching doubt that you aren't. Constantly comparing every little detail of other systems to youself to make sure your experiences fit into some idealized mold of what a system "should" be and, when they don't, it sends you into a devastating spiral. While your mental health "professional" is so confidently wrong that she won't even entertain the idea of you being a system because she can't be bothered to pull her head out of her ass and at least run you through even just a single questionnaire out of the several you can freely access with a fucking google search for it because "she'd know" if you had a dissociative disorder.

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Not as much as a positive post like previous one but !!

To those who have read Sophie's (the tulpa/endo account) post, just remember:

They cannot hurt you, they will not hurt you, nobody is going out to get you. Your therapist is not going to be pro endo or try to backstab you for being anti endo. Your family and friends do love you. Syspunk and any other system safespace will not be taken over by endos.

I'm sure I'm forgetting other things they said, but the bottom line is: You are safe, no one is out to get you, the endos will not win, and most importantly: you are loved, and it's going to be okay <3

Try to get comfortable, maybe wrap yourself up in a blanket, and just take deep breaths. You are safe, I promise.