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Hope you'll remember me.

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Doomed yaoi this, doomed Yuri that

take some doomed siblings, that shit hits different

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Been soooo ovsessed with Ibanny. Did not know Luka had his own ver too???

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save me luvan

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another break-in

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romantic

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Messy but i wanted to draw something :(

No color.

OH MIYE GOD THEY HAD SEXC

(not my image, im not that original)

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Quickie. What do you think theyre looking at?

Spoiler, its this:

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NEWS!!! Dead gayboy haunts the locals twinks in a rap battle

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1st batch of random sketches of a loose ivlk au idea

in which ivan is a vocalist/lyricist in a band who lost his inspiration for music and finds it in luka, a burnt out musical prodigy, after getting entangled with him almost by fate; they become each others muse and obsession - and comfort

they share the similarity of being musical prodigies with abusive guardians/upbringing; ivan ran away from his and lives a free and unrestrained life singing in underground bars and clubs in a band he only joined bc of his best friend/childhood love. his feelings went unrequited for many years until he eventually and recently slowly got over it, coming to terms its no use and that they would never have a chance since hes "too intense", "too much", "not normal". bc of this, his inspiration disappeared since till was his muse all this time

luka stayed and became a golden-caged songbird, objectified and used by his possessive guardian bc of his talent. he was trained strictly since childhood and forced to perform on stage, study and pursue music, the only thing that he truly enjoys, to utmost perfection to the point of burn out and beyond. his guardian eventually passed and it left luka free but since his entire life was planned and dictated and control taken from him, he feels lost and alone, unsure what to do. music was the only purpose in his life, the only thing hes good at, he can do; hes burnt out and exhausted but still continues, the things his guardian ingrained into his mind still controlling his behavior and life

when luka meets ivan, his love for music gets rekindled without the pressure and abuse that loomed over him all his life; when ivan meets luka, his inspiration and love returns. theyre both scarred from their similar upbringing and situation which influences a lot of things they are/do (e.g. tendencies to become obsessive/possessive,...) theyre both considered and branded "odd" by people around them but they learn they can let go of their masks around each other and be themselves, finding comfort and healing together. what started as an entanglement w mutual benefits grows into mutual love

i babbled quite a bit kjhbkjbj.. 🧍‍♀️

(as obvious above, i love keeping close to canon while also mixing in own thoughts/my hcs when i do AUs so yea, luka still has asthma, migraines etcetc, but theyre also both autistic (not planning to make it relevant or focus, im just throwing it out there) and luka has an ED)

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1st batch of random sketches of a loose ivlk au idea

in which ivan is a vocalist/lyricist in a band who lost his inspiration for music and finds it in luka, a burnt out musical prodigy, after getting entangled with him almost by fate; they become each others muse and obsession - and comfort

they share the similarity of being musical prodigies with abusive guardians/upbringing; ivan ran away from his and lives a free and unrestrained life singing in underground bars and clubs in a band he only joined bc of his best friend/childhood love. his feelings went unrequited for many years until he eventually and recently slowly got over it, coming to terms its no use and that they would never have a chance since hes "too intense", "too much", "not normal". bc of this, his inspiration disappeared since till was his muse all this time

luka stayed and became a golden-caged songbird, objectified and used by his possessive guardian bc of his talent. he was trained strictly since childhood and forced to perform on stage, study and pursue music, the only thing that he truly enjoys, to utmost perfection to the point of burn out and beyond. his guardian eventually passed and it left luka free but since his entire life was planned and dictated and control taken from him, he feels lost and alone, unsure what to do. music was the only purpose in his life, the only thing hes good at, he can do; hes burnt out and exhausted but still continues, the things his guardian ingrained into his mind still controlling his behavior and life

when luka meets ivan, his love for music gets rekindled without the pressure and abuse that loomed over him all his life; when ivan meets luka, his inspiration and love returns. theyre both scarred from their similar upbringing and situation which influences a lot of things they are/do (e.g. tendencies to become obsessive/possessive,...) theyre both considered and branded "odd" by people around them but they learn they can let go of their masks around each other and be themselves, finding comfort and healing together. what started as an entanglement w mutual benefits grows into mutual love

i babbled quite a bit kjhbkjbj.. 🧍‍♀️

(as obvious above, i love keeping close to canon while also mixing in own thoughts/my hcs when i do AUs so yea, luka still has asthma, migraines etcetc, but theyre also both autistic (not planning to make it relevant or focus, im just throwing it out there) and luka has an ED)

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Drunken confession, this is supposed to be a 2nd part of two drawings. But idk how 2 draw luka so heres the sketch i cleaned up a bit cause ion wanna finish it

Somebody dtiys so i can wank 2 it

(No one is worth your tears) hinthint

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(No one is worth your tears) hinthint

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Succumbing to nightmares as we speak. Falling victim to vro's shallow emotions. Ruling your heart in light speed. Consciousness said blink gone and i came back to myself looking at this sketch

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just watched R7 let me tell you...

alnst au tillivan where they're reincarnated in another universe and start dating. ivan is slowly regaining his memories and distancing from till, while till - who has remembered all along - is desperately trying to pull ivan back.

spoilers for R7!!

->ivan's ghost stayed around for R7 and witnesses till's loss and mizi's appearance. it's then and there where ivan decides that there's no need for him anymore.

->till is reborn with his memories intact and meets ivan again and slowly falls in love w/ him throughout their childhood

->ivan also falls in love. they start dating in high school when till confesses with a love song written for them.

->in college, ivan has his first dream. a meteor shower, bright red, and till's younger self. it's blurry, and doesn't make sense. however, as time progresses, he's able to piece it all together.

->it inevitably comes to a point where till unintentionally does something that forces ivan remember it all at once. till doesn't realize.

->ivan doubts. he doubts the songs, the flowers, the drawings, the sweet nothings whispered in ears and told dotingly; when mizi shows up, won't it all wash away into a blank slate?

->eventually, they make up, and till asks for ivan to marry him so that they'd never be separated again.

->and, when they do meet mizi and sua again, till doesn't grant them a second glance because all his attention is on ivan.

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my two fav alnst chars: ivan and luka

yes the pain of ivan's death still lingers, yes i was giddy watching r7, no im not an apologist for luka (though i am for ivan), yes i low-key ship lukaivan, yeah i high-key ship tillivan, actor au does give me too much dopamine for a sane human, dadada...

anyway lukaivan/ivanluka guide and esper au (which is different from the sentinel one apparently) that i only know a bit about after reading a manhwa

luka is a guide who's powers include mental manipulation; unfortunately, he was born with a less than stellar body, prompting him to require both a guide and esper if he were to go dungeon diving.

ivan is both a guide and esper, the pride of his parents and elders. it's not entirely smooth sailing, though; his first friend and love of many years has never shown a sign of interest in him.

and, evidently, they were meant to clear dungeons together.

->ivan's ability is "meteor shower," where he can summon meteors. if he exerts enough energy or is feeling especially mournful, he can create a sky of shooting stars. this has only happened once, when ivan decided to let loose his emotions while thinking about till.

->when luka's ability, mental manipulation, first manifested it was when he was with hyunwoo and hyuna. at that time, he and hyuna had a disagreement with her brother, and hyuna had stated something like "i wish he didn't exist." luka, inept at emotions at that time, thought she truly wished it and accidentally manipulated her to push her brother into a dungeon where he died.

->till is an esper who's ability is related to music. he forms a band and begins to travel the world with said band, leaving ivan behind. notably, he follows mizi when he can.

->mizi is an excellent guide, and sua is a low-key esper. they team up for rescue missions after joining hyuna's guild, rebellion rescue.

->when ivan and luka first team, they both hold no emotion—maybe even dislike—for one another. however, in their sanctuary after luka overextends his powers, they grow closer (as in, ivan guides luka into absolutely destroying ivan to calm the esper down. (yes, bottom ivan supremacy, and kind of an undertone in a lot of my alnst prompts)).

inspired by guiding hazard

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recommended by his therapist, ivan gets on a dating app to get over till, his best friend. he doesn't believe it will work, until he finds himself saying "yes" to luka, someone he matched with.

this is all fine and dandy, up until till drunkenly confesses he's in love with ivan at a gathering. luka wasn't any help either, contemplating "why don't we both date you?"

and, well, ivan could never say no to the men he loves.

(ivan getting dp'd at the end (why am i becoming unhinged (bottom ivan supremacy)))