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[ceeridwen99]

My brain is becoming more and more Jayvik centric and I'm very concerned.

Happy holidays by the way...

[ceeridwen99]

I hope this isn't inappropriate, but...for research purposes what's Qyunn and Astarion's fav...you know...position.......

I don't know how to answer this with art in a way that doesn't get taken down on the site, lol. So I'll just answer it in words.

Astarion and Qyunn are pretty chill when it comes to sex positions, in that they don't really have a preference. Whatever feels good at the moment is what they go for, but Astarion tends to "top from the bottom" quite a bit.

They both enjoy this, but for Astarion it gives him the ability to allow himself to be vulnerable with Qyunn while staying in some sort of control. Some level of control is what Astarion needs to feel comfortable at this point in time, and Qyunn doesn't mind giving it to him, although he's very much an act of service kind of guy in bed. He likes whatever makes Astarion comfortable, but more often than not he's on "top" in some manner as he doesn't like to "receive".

Astarion in my story (if you're referencing BML) is slowly working towards getting used to loving his body sexually again with Qyunn, so he's open to trying things, but they take it slow and let things unfold as they may. :)

[ceeridwen99]

kind of obsessed with the characterization of jayce and viktor as fundamentally good people who will also go absolutely batshit insane if you separate them because theyre also ridiculously codependent to a degree that is concerning for everybody else's wellbeing. they were literally away from each other for a couple of months and almost ended the entire world

[ceeridwen99]

It is taking every ounce of restraint that I have not to get into this fandom, but oh my god, whatever they had going on in season two is CALLING ME!

Them🧎

A humble offering to Jayvik nation

[ceeridwen99]

Umm...out of curiosity...can we see how you envision Ronin?🫣

Here’s the little bastard.

For those of you unaware this is one of the antagonists in my fic "Be My Light". (Kind of a spoiler here but not really lol)

[ceeridwen99]

I have so many things to draw, but there just aren't enough hours in the day..

[ceeridwen99]

So I finally watched Arcane season 2…

I have a lot of feelings about it and none of them are overly positive.

The animation is utterly amazing, that will never change for me. Some of the best animation of our time.

But the writing…the writing….

I’ve never felt so lukewarm before. Let’s just say I really enjoyed the conclusion with Jayce and Viktor. I loved Ekko. But I simply don’t feel satisfied for how that whole conflict shook out.

For a series finale I expected more…I didn’t hate it… but I didn’t love it. I’m so conflicted right now.

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Fem! Astarion being a shorty is so cute to me, she looks barely 5' in your drawing haha

Haha, thanks and you’re probably right! At max maybe 5’3. 😂 Something about fem! Astarion being tiny but ever willing to stab tickles me to no end!❤️

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Reposting this one separately because I like it lol…

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Fem! Astarion and Qyunn?

this was supposed to be a quick singular drawing…but anon…you have no idea what you’ve done…

I didn’t know I needed to draw him this way…

Neither did I know I needed to see him this way…

These two as women would have been a problem. You have created a problem for me. I can’t stop drawing them like this…(the amount of spice I’ve already drawn…😂)

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This was an anon ask, but I accidentally deleted it…😅

The question was “For in-game Qyunn , what was the moment Qyunn knew he liked Astarion?

It was this one. Sass on 100. Qyunn was attracted the moment he saw Astarion, but it was just that, attraction. At this point in time, if they fell into bed together, he didn’t expect it to go anywhere, but it was here that Qyunn started to grow fond of him.❤️

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I've been having such a hard time with my art lately, to the point that I've been art blocked. So art blocked that I've even asked my fan fiction readers for art request of my main couple which I've never done before lololol...)

I've been wracking my brain trying to figure out why it just won't cooperate...and it wasn't until the two most recent pieces that I figured it out... it's such a simple thing I honestly could smack myself over it.

I don't like rendering...

I know how to render art, and I love some good lighting on a picture don't get me wrong, but I simply find no joy in getting to that point in my art. The older I get and as my taste change, the more I enjoy strong line art with minimal and practically no rendering. And this really shouldn't surprise me because most of the art I enjoy looking at are simpler styles that focus on line art, and movement character, and use flat colors.

I think my obsession with rendering comes back from when I was learning how to draw some odd 20+ years ago (yes I'm old). Back then, rendering was all the people focused on, and you had to be good at it to be considered a good artist. Who would have thought that hearing that as an impressionable child would have stuck with me lol.

Most of the art I've made recently that I've liked the most are the ones where I don't focus much on rendering. Or, when I focus only on rendering the face and leaving everything else pretty blank, or with gradients. And I guess, what I'm trying to say is, if you don't like something in your art then...stop doing it.

Because that's what I'm going to do. I'm gong to start experimenting with my style now by focusing on the things that I like doing, as opposed to the things I feel I should be doing. Maybe then, this horrible art block will go away and I'll stop feeling like shit. QwQ

( want to be able to draw before bed again to relax. TTATT Please, please, brain let this be the issue and work with me...)

[ceeridwen99]

coming from your last chapter with an art request or two:

TORITH

okay also I'd love to see how you picture Naveen

Here is how I imagine the little stinker.❤️ In all honesty, he’s just a creepy little magpie lol. My art skills can not do him justice.😂

And here is how I imagine Naveen. They're actually supposed to be much more ethereal and unsettling, but this is the limit of my current art skills.😅

Thanks for the request , I had a real fun time making these two!❤️❤️

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[ceeridwen99]

Proper reference sheet for my baby Qyunn (his name is pronounced exactly like Quinn although I’ve been made aware that many people think otherwise lol)

[ceeridwen99]

Oh my Gooooooooood! I am SO speechless right now! I can't even put into words how WONDERFUL this is! My baby looks SO amazing! I can't--

Thank you, so, so, so, so much! I'm so happy you enjoy the story and my OC! I really wish I could put into words how HAPPY this made me! <333333333333333

(also the fun thing about being immortal is he changes his appearance a lot, so him not having any tattoos totally works. he currently doesn't have any in the fic so don't worry about it lol!)

Thank you so much! <3333333

crawled out the fucking DEPTHS for this.

@ceeridwen99 , i’m only coming back to this app so i can share what has lifted my out of artblock by my neck. thanks for making a super sexy fic that his more than 2,000 words per chapter 😭❤️

qyunn so handsome fr fr

edit: i forgor the tattoos 😢

[ceeridwen99]

🎶I can take the suffering from you, let me take the suffering from you…🎶