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I cant get out of xmas kcals this year but after xmas im gonna go strict diet and exercise regime!!! I NEED TO LOSE THIS DAMN FAT!!!
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My master list of motif to ⭐️ve…
For a skinny girl autumn and winter/sweater weather and spooky season vibes
To be unrecognizable and make everyone jealous of how pretty I get
To get skinny for my tattoos
To be intelligent and beautiful
No acne! (aka my biggest insecurity)
To have a sex drive/feel good during sex
To attract more attention from people/my partner/crushes
Honestly, getting drunk and high is so much more fun when you’re starving and skinny lol
To have an incredible sense of style and actually be able to wear cool outfits
To romanticize my life more
To give me a reason for existing and looking drop dead gorgeous while doing it
To beat my goal weight before I was forced into treatment; get into the mindset again
To chase the euphoria that starving and being skinny brings/the number on the scale droppjng brings
To shock everyone with how beautiful I get
Sharp cheekbones and jawline/thigh gap/slim arms/prominent and protruding collarbone/skinny fingers/thin and hour glass figure
To wear rings and nice jewelry that compliment my skinny body
I have the potential! I refuse to waste it this time
I want to look attractive for my travels across the globe this year. Meeting lifetime friends and partying in Europe will be so much more fun when skinny!
I feel so much more clean and motivated when I’m starving! I clean my space more, self care more, look better in general and do everything I need to get done!! I need this back
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I HATE when people point out stuff about my body be it "good" or "bad" i get triggered either way
Someone told me today they’ve noticed I’m starting to “lose that weight” around my “midsection”
Safe to say I was ✨triggered✨
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Pinterest is calling me out and giving me advice lol
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ꜱᴏʀʀʏ ʙᴜᴛ ʀᴇᴄᴏᴠᴇʀʏ ɪꜱɴ'ᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ. ᴍʏ ꜱʜᴏᴜʟᴅᴇʀꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ ʙʀᴏᴀᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴛ. ᴍʏ ʜɪᴘꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ ɴᴀʀʀᴏᴡ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴꜰᴇᴍɪɴɪɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʀʀʏ ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴜᴘᴘᴇʀ ʙᴏᴅʏ, ɪ ᴇɴᴅ ᴜᴘ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴡᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ᴅᴏʀɪᴛᴏ.
ꜰ♡ᴄᴋ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ꜱᴀʏɪɴɢ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴛᴏᴏ ꜱᴋɪɴɴʏ!! ɪᴍ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʟɪꜱᴛᴇʀɴ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ!! ɪ ʟᴏꜱᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ᴘʀᴏɢʀᴇꜱꜱ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴅɪᴅɴᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ.
#@na rant#@na motivation#tw ed ana#angry#angry rant#ed rant#tw edtwt#ed twt#mentally fucked#mental illness#mental health#actually mentally ill
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ɪᴍ ꜱᴏ ᴏʟᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴍʏ ᴀɢᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ꜱᴏʀᴛᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ʟɪꜰᴇꜱ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ɪᴍ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ʜɪᴅɪɴɢ ɪɴᴅᴏᴏʀꜱ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜱɪʟʟʏ ɪʟʟɴᴇꜱꜱ
#tw edtwt#bodygoals#tw ed ana#anor3c1a#@n@ diet#@na rules#@n@ buddy#@na blog#@n@ tips#@na motivation#mental health#mental illness#mentally fucked
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𝓕𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓼 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓮 𝓼𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓷𝔂
ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ꜱᴇʀɪᴏᴜꜱʟʏ
ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇʟɪᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ꜱᴀʏ ɪᴍ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴜꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴꜱᴛᴇᴀᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ɪᴍ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ꜰᴀᴛ ꜰᴇᴍɪɴɪꜱᴛ (ᴛʀᴀᴜᴍᴀ ᴅᴜᴍᴘ ꜱʀʏ)
ɴᴇʀᴅʏ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇꜱᴛꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴄᴜᴛᴇ ᴀɴᴅ qᴜɪʀᴋʏ ɪɴꜱᴛᴇᴀᴅ ᴏꜰ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ꜱᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇ & ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ
ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ᴡᴇᴀʀ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ꜰᴇ��ʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜᴇꜱ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ꜱᴜɪᴛ ᴍᴇ
ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄᴏꜱᴘʟᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴍ ʀᴜɪɴɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ
#bodygoals#tw ed ana#@na motivation#@na rules#@n@ diet#@n@ buddy#@n@ tips#@na blog#light as a feather
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things to do instead of eating!! 🖤
- pluck your eyebrows if they‘re slightly overgrown
- practice an instrument if u play one
- decorate your room / rearrange it
- read a book (preferably outside)
- go on walks
- call with some friends
- go on tumblr ( obvious lol )
- search for some healthy recipes
- bake something for friends / relatives
- try a new hobby ( i absolutely love crocheting )
- make some handmade gifts ( perfect for christmas )
- try out a new makeup style
- put some cute outfits together u wanna wear if you reach your gw
- browse through online shops
- listen to new music
these are some things i do! let me know if you have more ideas <3
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I gained weight, my ed doesnt even feel valid anymore i feel like an impostor here 💀
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Nice
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ᴀɢᴇ: 26
ʜᴇɪɢʜᴛ: 5ft2
ꜰʀᴏᴍ: UK
ɪ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴍᴏᴛɪᴠᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏꜱᴇ ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴛ~ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ꜰʀᴇɪɴᴅꜱ ꜱᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴏᴜᴛ~
ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ꜱᴏᴄɪᴀʟ ᴀɴxɪᴇᴛʏ, ᴀᴅᴅ (ᴀᴅʜᴅ) ʙᴘᴅ, ᴅɪꜱᴏʀᴅᴇʀᴅ ᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ, ᴄᴘᴛꜱᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄʜʀᴏɴɪᴄ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴ.
ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴘᴏꜱᴛꜱ ᴍᴀʏ ʙᴇ ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀɪɴɢ! ꜱᴏ ᴜɴꜰᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ɪɴ ʀᴇᴄᴏᴠᴇʀʏ ᴏʀ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴘᴏꜱᴛꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇ ᴛᴏxɪᴄ / ɪᴍᴘʟᴜꜱɪᴠᴇ ʙᴇʜᴀᴠɪᴏʀꜱ!
CW: 180lbs (ew)
GW: 112lbs or less
ᴀᴅᴍɪʀɪɴɢ ʙᴏᴅɪᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ʟ���ᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ *ꜱᴏʙꜱ* ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴀɴɪᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ ᴍᴀɴɢᴀ, ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ᴠɪᴅᴇᴏ ɢᴀᴍᴇꜱ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟᴏᴡꜱ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴇꜱᴄᴀᴘᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ.𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅
♡₊˚⊹ ɪᴠᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴀʟᴛᴇʀɴᴀᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴊᴀᴘᴀɴᴇꜱᴇ ꜰᴀꜱʜɪᴏɴ (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈) ʙᴜᴛ ᴊɪʀᴀɪ ᴋᴇɪ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴀᴍɪ ᴋᴀᴡᴀɪɪ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴏɴ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀʟ ʟᴇᴠᴇʟ, ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜ ɪꜱ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ꜱᴏ ᴛᴀʙᴏᴏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍɪꜱᴜɴᴅᴇʀꜱᴛᴏᴏᴅ! ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ꜱᴜᴄᴋ ɪᴛꜱ ᴋɪɴᴅᴀ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴅᴏ ɪᴍᴘʟᴜꜱɪᴠᴇ ꜱʜɪᴛ !₊˚⊹♡
#@n@ diet#@na rules#@n@ buddy#@na blog#@n@ tips#@na motivation#tw edtwt#tw kcal#ed twt#tw ana bløg#tw ed ana#tw ana rant#starv3#starv1ng#anor3c1a#anarexi#ana rexx#an#jiraiblogging#jirai girl#jiraiblr#jirai lifestyle
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ꜰᴄᴋ ʀᴇᴄᴏᴠᴇʀʏ ɪᴛ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴʏᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪɴꜱᴛᴇᴀᴅ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴋɪɴɴʏ & ꜱᴀᴅ
I'm fat & sad
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#tw edtwt#ed twt#tw ed ana#ana rexx#anarexi#eating disoder trigger warning#manga#anime#skincalledfat#@n@ diet#@n@ tips#@na motivation#@n@ buddy#@na blog
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Find a cute 1L bottle to make you drink all that water ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
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My biggest fear in life
one of my biggest fears is if asking for a diet coke when i’m out and they actually pour regular coke and i don’t notice.. that shit keeps me awake at night
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