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Are you okay??

omg sorry for worrying you! yes I am still alive!! just...buried in work T_T exams are coming up and I haven’t had the time and energy to write much recently, sorry! but I have not forgotten about this blog or any of you lovely people

all requests will be gotten to eventually! so for now... I guess I’m on hiatus? ^^”

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I’ve wanted to write this for quite some time, I hope I managed to capture the feelings well enough sdlkfjslkdjf Pairing: Saeran/MC (good ending Saeran), but the fic is actually about the twins!

The room was finally quiet. MC, exhausted after long hours of labour, indulged in her well-deserved sleep. Their newborn daughter, too, was exhausted after screaming her lungs out in her first contact with the outside world. The rest of the RFA finally left as well after welcoming the little miracle, cooing over her golden eyes and the wisp of red hair atop her head. Immediate family would stay the night, until MC felt strong enough to leave the hospital.

Saeran and Saeyoung sat in silence. It was not an uncomfortable sort of silence - rather, a way to indulge in the peace and quiet that would surely become a rare treat in the months to come. Emotions soared high this day, and both brothers were glad for a means to finally rest. An unspoken request kept Saeyoung in the room with his brother.

The tick…tick…tick… of the clock was the only proof that time hadn't stopped.

"Hey, Saeyoung?"

"Yeah?"

Saeran didn't tear his gaze away from the sleeping babe in his arms. She was so tiny, so fragile, so utterly dependent on him…

"Do you think mom loved us… even a little bit?"

Saeyoung visibly stiffened. His expression softened, and if Saeran looked at him, he'd see the pain glistening in his eyes, the hesitancy lingering on his lips as he looked for the right words.  

"Saeran…"

"I mean-" he spoke quickly, as if to cut off his brother before he said anything else, "-we survived infanthood. And-- babies can't do anything on their own. If… If they didn't have anyone to take care of them, they'd die. So she had to have cared, right? At least- at the beginning, a little bit… right?" 

Saeyoung stood up from his seat and walked slowly to his brother. He sank down onto the bed, sitting besides Saeran. His hand rested on his shoulder before he spoke.

"We were weapons against our father. A means to get money." He wished it wasn't so. He wished he could've said otherwise, to imagine even an ounce of love in their monster of a mother, but he had to say the truth. There was no room for regrets, for looking for gold in a past made of ash. He wasn't about to let Saeran start to doubt himself. Not now.

"…Not even at the beginning?"

It was less a question than a statement.

"I don't know," Saeyoung confessed. His voice grew quiet, too. He looked at his niece, barely a couple hours old, asleep in his brother's arms. "Maybe she did. But that doesn't matter. There's no forgiving what she did."

Saeran nodded. "I know."

"And you're going to be a thousand times better than our parents ever were."

"…I know."

Saeyoung could still hear the hesitance in his brother's voice, the oozing self-doubt at the prospect of parenthood. He didn't blame him. After what they went through, it was impossible not to fear repeating the same mistakes. Therapy and friends and of course MC helped heal the wounds, though the scars would never fade.

Any childhood would be better than theirs.

With two loving parents, uncles and aunts a-plenty, Saeran whispered to his daughter a promise of laughter and love and family. A promise of happiness.

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wow! i haven’t posted anything in forever ahahaha sorry! uni’s been getting to me ;u; That said I did work on some stuff recently~ please enjoy the saeran fic i’m going to post in a little while! I want to let you know that your kind words really keep me going <3 thanks everyone!

also this blog reached 500+ followers!! thank you everyone~~ please continue enjoying my stuff! ^u^

also i’m super hyped for the ssum game coming out omg

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Mystic Messenger ask meme

So I came up with these questions and I know it’s super long but I thought it’d be nice to know the fandom better! So feel free to ask each other and answer them!

1. Favorite character

2. Favorite route

3. Favorite theme

4. Favorite chat background

5. Favorite “Cheritz” voice

6. Favorite voice

7. Favorite chat emoji

8. Favorite kiss

9. Favorite confession of love

10. Favorite RFA party outfits

11. Favorite party guest

12. Favorite chat

13. Favorite call

14. Favorite CG

15. Favorite good end

16. Favorite after ending

17. Favorite bad end

18. Worst bad end

19. Favorite headcanon

20. Favorite ship (platonic/romantic)

21. Favorite character interaction with each other

22. Best plot

23. Best character development

24. Best antagonist

25. Worst antagonist

26. Best character design

27. Character who left the biggest impression on you

28. Character you’d want to be BFFs with

29. Character you romantically ship yourself with

30. Most relatable character

31. Most tragic character

32. Funniest character

33. First route

34. First impression of the game

35. First impression for each character

36. First character you fell for

37. Korean OP vs English OP

38. Current number of hourglasses

39. How did you find out about this game? What made you decide to download it?

40. When did you start playing it?

41. Have you completed all the routes and unlocked the secret endings?

42. Free to play or paid to play? If so, what did you spend on?

43. Were you ever obsessed with this game at one point?

44. How dedicated are you to this game? Do you set alarms and try to get 100% for each day etc?

45. Do you play the game blindly or follow walkthroughs?

46. Did you play the game properly? From casual route to deep route in recommended order?

47. Moments that made you laugh out loud?

48. Ever cried or shed a tear while playing?

49. How many photos/screenshots of MM are in your photo gallery?

50. How has this game affected you overall? Do you regret playing it?

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AHHHH JAEHEE IS MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE!!! I'm so glad you love her too!!! And you're so very welcome! To be honest that's all I will ever request. XD So why not~? How about Jaehee again, as wife, with ✿ this time~ X3

Seductive text from wifey Jaehee :3

To: MC

One of the customers had the same perfume you wore last night, and now I can’t stop thinking of you... I keep thinking you’re here, right behind me or in the back room. Can’t you make any time to stop by today~? I’m not sure I can wait until I get home to see you...

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oooh can I ask for W with Saeran? ^^ (I'm so glad to find a new mysme imagines blog!)

Of course! It seems I’ve taken a week break, so sorry about all that! Hopefully I can write more this week but we’ll see -u- Thanks for your patience!! Love y’all~

W - Waking up to you

Saeran often woke up during the night. It wasn’t always due to nightmares - though they were often the cause - nor because he wasn’t tired enough. But sleeping for 4 or less hours a day for months on does something to someone. It had imprinted on him, and even now, when he was free to sleep however long he wanted to, his body didn’t always cooperate.

He opted to lie in bed nonetheless, wanting to fall asleep. He remembered what his therapist told him - just lying in bed rested the body, even if sleep didn’t come. Even these sleepless nights were bearable with you at his side.

Saeran really couldn’t imagine anything being unbearable as long as you were with him.

The moonlight streamed in through the window, illuminating the room with a soft silver glow. The curtains were almost never down. He liked being able to see the sky and the growing garden whenever he glanced out the window, a luxury he’d been denied for years before he met you.

Your skin, too, seemed to glow in the moonlight. It was peaceful. The steady rise and fall of your chest reminded Saeran that you were here, that you were real, that you were his. That he had nothing to fear, even when nightmares ripped through him, or when self-doubt bubbled up in his stomach.

Lying on his side, elbow tucked beneath his head, Saeran shifted closer to you. You looked so peaceful, so beautiful… Part of him was afraid that this moment would shatter into a thousand pieces if he as much as reached out to touch you.

You reminded him - always - that he should wake you up if he had nightmares, if he couldn’t sleep. You’d hear him out and stroke his hair and let him cry into your chest if he needed. Not once were you angry at having been woken up, though that was his biggest fear the first couple of weeks you were together.

Saeran wrapped an arm around your waist and snuggled up against you, his nose buried in the crook of your neck. You stirred.

“…'ran? You okay?” You mumbled, voice dripping with sleep.

“Yeah,” he whispered, “I’m okay. Go back to sleep, MC.”

You murmured something incoherent before sleep dragged you back into its grasp. It really was okay. Just being with you made everything better.

Saeran pressed a kiss against your shoulder. He was so lucky, he thought, to have someone as wonderful as you to call his.

Full of happy and peaceful thoughts, he waited for sleep to come again.

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Accidental text. Thank you dearie!

To: [MC] Cute cats sitting in boxes video

To: [MC] My mistake, I meant to type that into MeTube.

To: [MC] <3 Though now that I started this, if you have any cat video recommendations, you can always send them my way.

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Masterlist has been updated!

Also thanks to those who expressed interest in the Vampire!Mint Eye AU! I’m excited to share it with y’all too!

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Pfft that’s so funny xD I think most of them would have similar reactions so this is short! Enjoy~

Intro:

You were writing - taking notes or making a list or anything in that regard - and for a moment you pulled away to think, absentmindedly playing with your pencil. Your phone suddenly rang, and the loud noise surprised you so much that - bam! - you stabbed the pencil into your arm (on accident!). But your attention was on the ringing phone, so you went to pick it up (only to find it was a telemarketer), leaving the pencil stuck in your arm...

Yoosung:

MC???? OMG. 

he panics for a moment but uh actually he’s a vet student so he braces himself and rushes in to help you!

 you brush him off and he’s like >:c 

“Mc! you should be more worried!! let me help you.”

you can’t get rid of him sorry he’s definitely going to take care of you no matter what you say

so he sits down with you with disinfectant and a band-aid and takes out the pencil from your arm 

all the while lecturing you about how you should pay more attention to your surroundings and to tell him when something’s wrong!

Zen:

“babe?? omg you got hurt!”

Zen doesn’t notice at first since you didn’t make any noise

But once he notices he is flat out panicking

Since he’s been living on his own for a long time, he’s been taking care of himself so he knows how to deal with minor injuries like this one

Although he gets a little worried about hurting you in the procedure, since he heals really fast but you don’t...

He patches you up nicely, all the while scolding you to be more careful

Once it’s all done, he leans in and kisses your band-aid

“So that it gets better quickly <3″

Jaehee:

“oh my! mc are you ok??” 

she is also more worried than you. Immediately drops whatever she was doing to take a look at your injury

but since you’re not worried and not in any apparent pain, she’s very relieved and doesn’t make a big deal out of this.

Jaehee helps you take the pencil out for you - if you complain she’ll just say this is what you get for being careless - and gets you a bandaid.

“Are you sure you’re okay?” She asks like five times, just in case. But as long as you say you’re fine, she trusts you.

Jumin:

“MC? You uh, have a pencil in your arm.”

Jumin is really confused at first, he’s quiet and trying to asses the situation for the first little while. Since you’re not making a big deal out of it he’s not really sure how to react, is it even hurting you?

But. You have a pencil. stuck in. your arm. ???

oh no. now he’s also worried.

“I’ll call the doctor right away.” Jumin pulls out his phone immediately and you have to bEG him not to, that you’re actually okay

“But darling, you’re hurt-”

“I’m okay!! Really! Look!” You yank the pencil out of your arm - and this time it hurts.

Doesn’t really ease Jumin’s worries, but once it stops bleeding he’s finally agrees to let the whole doctor thing go.

Saeyoung:

“haha MC that’s a great prank buT you’re going to have to do better than that to fool me!!”

there’s no blood, not scream of pain, so of course it’s a prank, right??

he comes over and gives the pencil a little flick but it stays in place and that’s when Saeyoung freaks out - this isn’t a prank!!

“why didn’t you say anything?? how did you even do this-”

he’s talking the entire time as he gets the first aid kit. He’s dealt with worse wounds before (and so have you), but Saeyoung hates hates hates seeing you hurt so he goes all the way to the extreme.

Once you’re all patched up, he regrets he didn’t take a picture, since looking back it was pretty hilarious

V:

are you okay? he’s very gentle, and since you’re not worried he’s not making a scene, but he helps you get it out and all.

“are you okay, MC?”

Jihyun is super gentle with you - voice and touch alike.

Since you don’t seem to be worried, he’s not making a scene either

He trusts you in your pain scale! as long as you’re okay, he’s okay, too.

Gives off more of a “I’m not mad, just disappointed” atmosphere, but with worries

He helps you remove the offending pencil and asks if you need a band-aid

“How did this even happen?” he laughs a little bit afterwards and shakes his head, kind of amused.

Saeran:

MC???

this boy never ever wants you to get hurt so this is a big deal for him!

much bigger than for you, in any case, since you’ve barely realised you’ve got a pencil sticking out of your arm...

“are you okay? what happened? does it hurt a lot?”

he’s bombarding you with questions, but you manage to wave them off with a “yes i’m fine, don’t worry!”

thankfully you’re not hurt, so Saeran’s also okay and once he calms down he doesn’t magke a huge deal out of it but

wow you sure gave him a scare!

you probably end up apologising a little, “I didn’t mean to scare you, but I’m okay! I’ll be more careful in the future” you promise.

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Queue ran out yesterday... sorry about that! I’ll try to write some stuff up today, even if it’s just text messages or gif reactions since those are quicker!

On another note... would anyone be interested in some Vampire!Mint Eye AU oneshots? I’m kind of planning out a three-piece series, maybe... But first I’ll do some requests! :D

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He’s a sleepy drunk, isn’t he? :3

To: [MC]

I wanted to tell you..... youu make me feel at ease. I like talking with you. aare you sleeping now? You should come talk to me...

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First of the couple letters @girlkaito sent in for Jaehee a while back! I wanted to post them all together, but it’s taking longer than I thought so here’s one for now! Hope you enjoy~

A - Asking you out

Okay. You can do this, Jaehee. It’s just one question. 

You were over at Jaehee’s apartment, both curled up on the couch as you watched one of Zen’s first musicals - a classic, if you will. Well, Jaehee was trying to watch, but today she just couldn’t concentrate on the screen, not even during Zen’s solo. No, her mind was far too preoccupied with you besides her, hugging the pillow.

God, you were so cute.

And for some reason she found herself wishing you’d hug her instead of the couch pillow.

Come on, ask her. If you can stand up to Jumin, you can definitely ask the one you love on a date. It’s not like your friendship might crumble if she says no…

There it was again - that squeezing feeling in her stomach, that inevitable anxiety that swept away all the confidence she’d previously built up.

Beep beep beep! Beep beep beep!

“I’ll get it.” Jaehee says and gets up at once, without even asking to pause the movie. You grab the remote and do so anyway.

In the kitchen, Jaehee opens the oven and - after checking the cake with a toothpick - pulls it out of the oven. It would need to cool before you two could start decorating it, but that could easily come later. It would be beautiful, she knew! Though she only started baking a couple weeks ago and her skills were still growing, she’d come to greatly enjoy it. Especially when it’s with you…

Oh, how Jaehee wished she could spill her heart out to you! To interlace your fingers together, to lean in and kiss your lips, to fall asleep in each other’s embrace… Even as a friend, you were the best thing that’s ever happened to her. That’s why she was so scared of shattering this friendship if you didn’t return her feelings…

“Jaehee? Is everything okay?” Your gentle voice, hinting at worry, brought her out of her daydreams. You came into the kitchen, “You’ve been gone for a while… Did something happen?”

“No, it’s fine. Sorry to worry you,” Jaehee puts on the best smile she can manage as she sweeps her worries away.

But you can see right through her, and you’re not having any of that.

“You’ve been quiet all day today. You know you can tell me if something’s bothering you, right?” You coax and take her hand. Jaehee’s heart nearly jumps out of her chest.

She blushes beneath your concerned gaze. Having you by her side… It was worth risking everything for this sweet, potential future. She takes in a deep breath and steels her resolve.

“Actually, there’s something I’ve been thinking about… MC, would you like to go out for coffee sometime?”

“Sure!” You don’t miss a beat.

“I mean… Not as friends, but as a.. a date.”

Now it’s your time to blush, though the hue matches you so perfectly along with that bashful smile, Jaehee thinks… Her heart’s pounding at a hundred beats a minute… You’re still holding her hand as you lean over and kiss her cheek.

“I thought you’d never ask.”

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To: [MC]😻

Of course. I’m glad it’s to your taste, and I can’t wait to see you in it. Though now I’m feeling particularly impatient for dessert. You’ll give me a toothache if you become any... sweeter tonight~

✿ Jumin

Suggestive text

To: [MC]😻

I left you a new dress on our bed. I hope you’ll like it, and wear it to our dinner tonight. Just that. I’ll make sure to save room for… dessert.

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To: [MC] Ugh, I screwed up, that message wasn’t for you.

To: [MC] Not that your reply’s any better than Saeyoung’s -_-

[but he doesn’t block you lmao]

Is it really ok for me to send another? (／≧ω＼) If so could I get $ with Secret End(or just tsundere)bf Saeran? (Sorry for another Saeran >.

Ofc! I love secret end Saeran too aaa there are so many great versions of him

Accidental text - meant to go to Saeyoung ofc

To: [MC]

If you send me another meme I swear I’m going to block you.

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((np! anons are fine too!))

[2:43] To: Honey ahhhh im sorryr!! i didnt even realis e it was so late... why aren’t you sleeping?

[2:44] To: Honey wait no dont go to sleep yet! ill be the re . in 15 minutes... pls wait for me!

Sure thing! First Yoosung-only request, thank you! :3 this may or may not be based off of my irl friend cough

[2:31] To: Honey my friends dropping me home. ill be back soon

[2:36] To: Honey wwhats our address again

[2:36] To: Honey i forgot where i live!!! do yuo remember?

[2:37] To: Honey oh no…do you still remember me?? dont forget me..

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I love your blog so much!!! It's one of my favorites ❤❤❤

aaaa mY HEART THANK YOU for the sweet message you’re one of my favourite anons too >.o

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pregnancy milestone prompts

ofc instead of studying for my embryology exam I wrote this instead lmao. The prompts are very vague, but feel free to include specific details in your request! (eg “A makes a joke about B’s weight gain, she gets mad at him”). If you use this for another blog be sure to credit this post!

month 1 talking about family trying for a baby

month 2 finding out they’re pregnant (planned or not!) first USG (ultrasonography) visit (to find out...)      delivery date      it’s twins/triplets/quadruplets!

month 3 strange food cravings you can hear baby’s heart beat

month 4 start looking pregnant (-going shopping for clothes, etc) sex drive returns

month 5 baby starts kicking mother is ~glowing~ weight gain appetite increases forgetfulness - “pregnancy brain”

month 6 USG can determine sex of baby      deciding not to know sex until birth      finding out baby’s sex      gender reveal party/photos

month 7 baby starts hearing sounds - talking to the baby through the tummy building a nursery, baby-proofing the house

month 8 can’t sleep, can’t get in a comfortable position, tummy gets in the way...

month 9 water breaking giving birth afterbirth - holding baby for the first time bringing baby back home to introduce to older siblings/pets