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petting her while we watch videos on my laptop🥺

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If you're currently feeling submissive and hypnotizable, reblog this post.

Now.

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flabber?

uh… gasted.

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I am filled with love and hope.

The fire burns so brightly, my soul.

So bright and colorful. I wish you could see it.

It’s faded a little bit, over the years. All the times I hurt the people and myself.

I made a promise.

I won’t do that, I wouldn’t. I am me. I am not bad.

But am I worthy? Worthy of flesh and thought? Blessed with vision. I gaze at the beauty, the art piece that is the Earth and all that surrounds it.

I am the Earth and I am me. I am. I am all of it.

Splendid. Yet, the end is near. Always.

It follows me. And watches, waiting for when I’m most vulnerable.

Will I be strong enough? For enough time?

How long am I supposed to live? How long?

When will I die? So much I want to do, but will it matter?

Does it need to matter? Probably not.

I fear. My only way- to find another.

Who holds a love so deep for humanity. We can be together. We can laugh and love. We can… teach.

We can make sure they didn’t go through what we went through.

But that made us human.

But that made us who we are.

It made me who I am.

The pain.

I am.

Someone.

I love you.

All of you.

Help me

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Hatred and fear rule over my friends, my family.

This economic system serves to unserve my people- the humans.

I… hate it.

Why does the call of the void look so tempting?

I thought I died already, and in that moment I felt relief, though I still did cry

With a smile so wide, you’d think I was happy.

So happy to be saved,

I was.

Then I returned home, and felt relief knowing I was going to live.

Not sure how much longer I can do this alone.

Not sure how much longer

Help

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feels lonely

here in my little room

here in my little house

here in my little town

here in my little city

here in my…

…

…

…

this place is pretty big, isn’t it?

There are so many people here, and I know none of them…

…

:,(

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the ideal human experience does not exist

your life is valuable, and it doesn’t need to be perfect to be wonderful

chin up, friend

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People saying the queer community is not oppressed because we have a month dedicated to gay pride.

Same folks calling gay people NPCs; actively oppressing gay people by dehumanizing them in real-time!

like wtf???

Not to mention all the laws around the world being actively pushed for to allow legal killing of queer and trans peoples??????

It’s really scary!

I am scared!

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I love this sm

Deltarune OC Meme dump

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Puppet Trio

(NOT a ship I just think their dynamic is funny)

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me realizing that classic sonic’s design to modern sonic’s design is just the longest game of telephone

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Sports betting but it’s medical practitioners and people getting injured

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God, I just LOVE romanticizing my solitude.

*Beneath the Mask plays*

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if your friend asks you to misgender them in front of their family, do it. if your friend asks you to refer to their partner as their roommate or friend, do it. if they ask you to deadname them, do it. allyship is about prioritizing the safety of marginalized people, especially when it comes before your desire to fight their oppressors.

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Spreading the word!

DONT STOP TALKING ABOUT PALESTINE! DONT STOP TAKING ABOUT GAZA!

DONT LET THEM MAKE YOU FORGET!!

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I’m high LOL

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Yes.

I know "walkable cities" is considered a buzzword and urbanists are increasingly seen as preachy liberal wonks, but we're literally right. If you spend enough time in an American city outside the literal bubble of your car you will see people carrying groceries along the shoulders of freeways, running for their lives to cross a street, or waiting for an hour to catch a delayed bus. If you read local obituaries about pedestrian and cyclist fatalities, they're not white tech bros in spandex but people in redlined neighborhoods without proper sidewalks. You spend enough time trying to own the urbanist nerds and oops, you start condoning a status quo that is overtly cruel and racist.