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What if I will be gone?

What if I will be gone? Maybe it’s not just the job that will replace me easily. Maybe my friend, my love will do the same. They will miss me but in the end they will replace me.

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FOMO

I saw a post of one of my friend enjoying her time with people we both know. I felt left out. I somehow feel that I was just the option friend. I don’t mean to make a petty problem out of it. I know deep down that I was never the 1st option to anyone. Never the priority. Somehow my inner self talks back to me saying, its okay if they don’t see you as what you want them to see you. It’s okay to be left out by others. Be your own priority, be your own 1st choice. If they can’t do it then you will. In the end you will only be the one that stood beside your own self.

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Not everyone has a safety net. We just fall and break

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It's too structured, you said. But why are you still part of the structure

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You feel happy, you feel tired, but most of the time you feel numb.

Numb with all the things that you do.

Numb to do the things that you used to loved

Why? What happened?

Why are we consume with this dark void?

Why do we feel that the sparks are gone for good.

Why?

Your not lonely or sad. You’re just numb.

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You are the crimson color of my life

the blushing beam of the bright sunlight

you became the center of the colossal space I have inside

the eternal beauty of the future universe

I have seen the clearest sky

I have swam the deepest sea

but the love you gave me is beyond the unexpected infinite glee

You chose to be with me

even though I have a forest of unsolved mysteries of gloom

instead you became the torch that lead me on the bright side

today, the crimson color became the air that we breath

the blushing sunlight became the color of everyone's cheek

thank you so much

the colossal space everyone have is filled with sweet flowery words of love

I was grateful to be part of the sacharine side and left the bitter life

due to the choice you made

and to the love you gave

for loving me up to this point in time

hoping to last until the happy ever after of the reality of life

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Nalalapit na naman ang halloween may frenny.. Magaalab nanaman ang kagandahan mo! Winner ka nanaman!!! hahahaha pish labyu!

lam na fren! it's the time of the year. hehehe

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sige na

Anonymously or not:

Leave one message on my inbox. All messages will be written on a piece of paper, put into a jar and will be opened whenever I’m sad or lacking motivation.

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Another beginning of a new chapter

another life to be filled with laughter

just a normal love coming from my partner

but that love is something to fonder

it is more than just the sun beams of every morning light

more than the green pasture of every land

He is the lovely sunrise of the morning

the sweetest sunset of the evening

you secured all the rides with no boundaries

you made me believe with the blissful tomorrow each day brings

you let me love all those beautiful dreams

the unrealistic art of happy ending

Let those fascinating nightmares become a drastic reality

of you and me and all the hues of our rainbow world of forever

please hold me until we unlock the impossible chapter

please

hold

on

lovingly yours,

Yin

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Please don't tell me that you are another mistake that I made. Please just be my permanent.

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It was an accident to meet each other but it was a decision for us to stay. Thank you for not leaving.

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little rhyme of your perfect song for someone who is fine but not for me at all

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bahay

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

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In every people I look at I can see your face, Every sound I hear it shouts your name, every place I go I still think of you So don’t ever blame me if I still miss you

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“I was prepared to love, but I was not prepared to bleed.”

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I just wanted you

to choose me,

even if

I was nothing

but ordinary.

Can I stop thinking about you? No. // ma.ca.

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What brings back the light

You were sitting in the couch with your eyes close while I was staring blankly in the sight of your my own goals. Thinking about the future with you on my side but something bothers me not on the present time but on the past behind. Left haunted not with my own ghost but with the trap of your own holes. The beauty of your past triggers to destroy my joyful present. It was so wonderful, so flawless, so miraculously out of this world but rather made in heaven so I started to doubt on my own capabilities, anxious with the flaws that covers me. What if those past came back to life like how summer brings back the light that winter took away? Would I be left in cold blues while seeing you playing below the rainbows loving the different hues? I can’t blame myself to think about this kind of thought because the hardest enemy are ones living in the past. But when you open your eyes then directly looked at my little brown weary eyes  while holding my hand, you guaranteed the thing that made things clear. I know no withered leaves of autumn can take over the season of ours. And he said, ��You are the finest clear sky I always look forward then but now I have.” And that ends all the doubts.