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Why can't gay people ever confess normally

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for some reason these two panels having akutagawa drawn at almost the exact same angle in the same pose but with completely opposite expressions and things he's saying makes me foam at the mouth. asagiri you can't do this to me

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Fighting Dazai’a mischaracterization in tiktok is definitely something I SHOULDN’T be doing.

But hell, I can’t with those “Dazai has not changed” allegations, dude, that’s because you don’t understand shit about his character and are looking at the wrong thing. The day people realize that moral changing is not Dazai’s main goal as a character and certainly not the main aspect of his character arc is the day we will reach peace

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Me when I see a picture of ✨The Character™✨:

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I swear people forgetting chuuya’s stance in existentialism and avoiding talking about him when it comes to humanity will drive me insane

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today is my birthday!! :) 🎉🎊

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head empty skk cats

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are you gonna look me in the eyes and tell me Dazai doesn't have poor blood circulation? anyways happy belated valentines

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They are each other emergency contact

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You know, in an alternate universe where soukoku didn’t exist I would’ve been Fyozai’s biggest shipper because fucking look at this:

Oh to be a lonely genius who just found his match and to forget all about your lifelong plans and just be yourself with that person

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akutagawa watching his one potential ally have an argument with thin air instead of saving him

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Gotta love how Atsushi imagines Dazai handling this situation with calm confidence.

He envisions him standing tall among the wreckage like the calm after a storm. Dazai who knows exactly what to say and what should be done because he always does..

Meanwhile Dazai’s actually handling this situation by rolling on the floor in an anxiety burrito.

He’s a complete mess of limbs and emotions with thousand yard stare in his eyes.

Just incoherently screaming about the signs Chuuya! The signs!

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Dazai and Chuuya sleeping in the same bed is such a funny concept to me because they'd terrorize each other so badly until someone took the couch

we have Dazai: chronic insomnia, needs his eyemasks, the room has to be totally, completely pitch dark or else he can't sleep, and he's a light sleeper

then we have Chuuya: hogs the bed, wiggles a lot and thrashes in his sleep, snores, likely to accidentally slap or kick Dazai in his sleep. or even just straight up bullies Dazai out of bed by rolling over onto him

Dazai would now need earplugs, he'd probably wake up for the fifth time in a night frustrated and reach over to plug Chuuya's nose so he's startled awake, a few pillows get tossed at each other

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Chuuya's reaction to Dazai getting hurt during the Lovecraft fight has always been so interesting to me...

Because it's the kind of worry you'd never expect from a character as gruff as Chuuya, who had displayed nothing but hostility towards Dazai so far. Usually, characters that are labelled as "angry" or "anger issues" (which Chuuya is much more complex than that but you get my point) act more as a tsundere type of way when the one they "don't care about" gets hurt. And show their care in very, very subtle ways (ex. their eyes widen, their mouth parts and closes again, etc) before putting up their front once more.

Chuuya, however, is open, and vocal about it. His worry is clear not only to us, but to Dazai himself, the one he shouldn't be displaying the concern to (as per the cliche). Shouldn't it be some sort of secret that Chuuya does care? Isn't that what skk's dynamic has been shaping up to be until now?

I'm telling you- the way my mind blanked when Chuuya just casually.... showed concern not once, but twice, was a sight to see.

Besides, the context makes it much more confusing, because Dazai isn't some rookie, and Chuuya knows that more than anybody. He was the youngest executive in Port Mafia's history, of course he can handle a hit or two. Of course he'd seen him handle a hit or two, sometimes without batting an eye.

Heck, Chuuya himself was hurling Dazai like a ragdoll in their reunion, which was their last meeting. And you could argue that he was going easy on him, but Dazai has mostly withstood the same damage (as far as I could see), and Chuuya was as bitter as ever.

So that kind of contradicts both what we knew of Chuuya so far, and how their dynamic was shaped to be. I mean, that just makes Chuuya a hypocrite, yeah? What makes him care now, all of a sudden? What makes him care at all?

Well, to me, this backasswards reaction implies one (or more) of the following:

- Dazai rarely got physically hurt during their partnership and thus this is an unexpected thing for him to see (during a mission).

- The four years of separation made Chuuya unsure of how much Dazai can withstand physically now. Also the fact that he isn't in the mafia anymore, aka fighting enemy organizations on the weekly, would naturally make Dazai lose his touch in a way, what prompts Chuuya's reaction.

- Dazai getting taken off guard took him off guard which led to panic. Especially since the situation was (momentarily) out of their depth. Seriously wtf even was Lovecraft?

- During the dungeon scene Dazai was an enemy, while in the Lovecraft fight he was as an ally. The difference might be significant to Chuuya.

- This has always been Chuuya's reaction to Dazai getting hurt regardless of the situation.

- "Only I can hurt him like that" ahh logic

- Asagiri was still experimenting with their dynamic and thus there are some inconsistencies.

This scenario didn't play out again (after their reunion) for me to exactly determine which one is more plausible, but it is 100% canon for Chuuya to shamelessly show his concern and run to Dazai to check on him before properly dealing with their opponent, which I find to be such an appealing layer to their dynamic, and a good spin on the type of character he gets stereotyped as.

Bonus: Dazai also becomes a softy when Chuuya's hurt, especially post corruption. Dead Apple alone displays that multiple times.

All in all, Skk are doing a terrible job at maintaining their 'hostile' and 'antagonistic' relationship post their reunion. Freaks.

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obsessed with the way he walks like he's on the runway. king shit

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Just because you consider something like “fanservice” it doesn’t make it any less canon btw.

(Yes, I’m talking about Dead Apple)