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🕯️🕯️🕯️prayer circle for sarah to break up with tor in oathbound🕯️🕯️🕯️

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Bree: I made this friendship bracelet for you.

Sel: You know, I’m not really a jewelry person.

Bree: You don’t have to wear it.

Sel: No, I’m going to wear it forever. Back off.

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Just want to acknowledge William Sitterson. Because to have a friend like him! Scion of Gawain, Resident Healer, calmest person until you hurt his friends… etc

Bree rambling about the lines in BM and my guy is like, Bree I care about you because I’m your friend…

Also his empathy and understanding towards Sel is everything.

These two really put Will through it. Always diving headfirst into danger.

I know he’s still going through it with Whitty’s death, his abilities sometimes going against his gentle nature etc but I hope he eventually finds some sort of peace.

Can’t wait to see more of his story in Oathbound.

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Love in Legendborn when Nick gets attacked, Sel and Bree are on that timing to take out the demon

Then in Bloodmarked, Selbree are searching for Nick at the cabin ready to get him and later on Nick and Sel work together to save Bree

They are just taking turns teaming up. I need the entire trio to fight together in Oathbound, would be unstoppable

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Hold up when did Nick get so FREAKY

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These white boys are gonna be the death of me I swear

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i forgot how bree describes nick's eyes in 10 different ways

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Oathbound Coming Soon!!!!

Hey guys a reminder to please be respectful when it comes to spoilers. Some people read faster than others and that's alright but many will read at their own pace. Do not ruin the experience for everyone.

I personally suggest to staying off of Tumblr and any form of social media for at least a week or two after Oathbound has been released. I plan to stay off for two weeks unless I finish reading Oathbound faster than expected.

If you want to have a discussion or share your thoughts after reading Oathbound, please warn people about spoilers.

I plan to share my thoughts, opinions, and review about Oathbound about a month after it's released or get too exicted and post my thoughts as soon as I finish reading it.

Enjoy Oathbound and I cannot wait to discuss it with all of you!!!

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Imagine if we don't even meet Natasia in Oathbound haha

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Oathbound comes out in 2 weeks.

I repeat.

OATHBOUND COMES OUT IN TWO WEEKS!!!!

EVERYBODY STAY FUCKING CALM

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Selwyn Kane, the Kingsmage 💫🌀🗡️

—final drawing vs flat colors & lineart :)

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it’s nick’s faith in him that makes sel believe bree saw him i’m gonna cry

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I'M OBSESSED WITH THIS I FEAR YOU ATE

I saw a lot of fantasy girlies being recreated for the Taylor Swift Grammys picture trend but not my queen Bree Matthews so I had to step in!

Oathbound by Tracy Deonn out March 4th!

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Sir I've defended you enough in my lifetime it's practically my job

I want to try coke

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Your number one fan guhh :(

I want to try coke

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I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTE🙋‍♀️

I want to try coke

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[TW: sh mentions, violence] [spoilers for legendborn and bloodmarked, read at your own caution ;)]

so i've been rereading and trying to cover up all the legendborn content that happened while i pufff disappeared, and pardon me it is taking more time than i imagined, however i just wanted to start off with one pet peeve of mine

*rant incoming*

this might just be my unorganised thoughts or maybe just common sense, but sometimes you dont fully understand why a character did something; you have to sometimes to come back and read it again once you have that epiphany. it doesn't matter whatever tf they are doing, it sometimes just doesnt make that effect, especially on first read.

when i first read bree lashing out on greer and sar when they touched her hair, i didnt quite understand it. i thought its a cultural thing and moved on. now something about me, im a little fair, by indian standards. not completely clear skin and shit but im on the lighter side. so if im in my village, if im anywhere else wearing something with a bit of skin showing, i automatically get the comments "you're so fair" "what's your skincare" "so lucky" "you'd marry so soon" all that typa shit. and then come the unwanted touches, touching me on any exposed skin. and by any i genuinely mean any exposed skin. that's when i kind of realised why bree was so irritated when they tocuhed her hair, because people sometimes see our nicer features as free estate. and its annoying. and that is when her reaction fully made sense.

when i first read selwyn mesmered bree, i was so angry. i did not want bree to forgive him without him grovelling, ofc, but i also could not understand why he did that. what was his motive?? and why hide it from bree only?? nobody else?? now i've been in my low times since like years, not a big deal. got a lot of scars, some too visible, some not. i dont bother hiding it if im out in public where there's nobody who knows me or nobody who would care enough to ask. but if im with my friends, close people, i hide them all. and its just like valec said, its not to hide something its because of the fear of judgement. and that's when it kind of made sense why selwyn would hide his descent specifically from bree. she has bad experiences with mesmer, no doubt, but even worse with demons. it was a bad call through and through but one that is not unfamiliar. i dont hide my scars for my safety, i hide them because im ashamed.

and when nick killed max and then promptly disappeared into the woods, that was also somehow so out of character in my eyes from him. during grief and in the moments of crushing hopelessness, doesn't everyone want someone?? isnt the obvious reaction supposed to be him coming to bree, and not running away from her?? but that's not what happens yk. i once had a classmate who was not generally the type of person you'd want to be around. he was the type of person who has "trouble" spelt on him in flashing neon red. but after all, we were young, wanted to keep the peace, so i kept the decent communication. he would constantly invade my personal space, unwanted touches, unsolicited comments, it gets annoying. the last straw was when he tried to touch my best friend's schoolbag. i, in a moment of pure rage, threw him against the wall and actually started choking him. when the class managed to get me off of him, he was unconscious. in that moment my bestfriend came to put a hand on my shoulder, i visibly flinched and ran away from there and stayed in the washroom until school was over. this isnt as bad as beheading someone, but the response is familiar. of course he is going to go away rather than come closer; people whose love language is physical touch often have their hate language as isolation. i didnt hurt him purely because he tried to take my bestie's bag, i hurt him because i wanted to. nick didnt kill max purely because he killed his father, he killed him because he wanted to.

there's more of the events where we just kind of make this internal bias that we know what the character is going through and that we would definitely make better decisions, but can you?? do you really think you can or you're just overestimating yourself or underestimating the actual thing going on with the character??

i have made this mistake too, i know. i have taken some time to reflect back though and now i can say that yes i have made harsh judgements too. i am changing that tho because i've got a lottt of time to sit down and think and yeah i guess we all need it time to time.

what im trying to say is, things are not black and white. its a spectrum, there's dark grey light grey. it's a lot. and until and unless you are capable of putting yourself in that type of situation or closer, it's better to not make concrete opinions. shit happens and people do things, real life people are just that, people.

anyways this was a long rant i probably lost my point halfway through but okay whateva