breezyblazedpoetry

[breezyblazedpoetry]

“This Way”

I love you, but you’re unkind

I know it in my bones

He’s building us a castle

His presence is my home.

I’m certain that you’d hurt me

I’ve been through that before

I’ve got to stay away from you;

I’ve got to close that door.

It’s all becoming clear now;

Brennan is for me.

Our love has deeper roots

Anyone can see

I hate how I adored you.

And how I craved your touch.

That’s so fucked up for brennan,

And I love him way too much.

So goodbye for forever,

I’m gonna block you out.

My heart is whole and taken

You’re done, without a doubt

If I could erase you, I would

And would’ve been faithful to him.

You never would have touched you;

God, What a selfish sin.

But I am happy now.

I’ll let go of your heart.

My heart is with my husband.

Should’ve been from the start.

Alas, I am only human

And you were my mistake

I’ll cherish my sweet Brennan.

I’ll give more than I take.

I’ll always love you

But you’ve got to let me go.

You could find your happiness

And let your love with her grow.

Goodbye, my sweet Lonnie

I’ll erase you from my mind.

I’ll redirect my daydreams

And I’ll stop pressing rewind

Forever my friend,

Nothing more.

I’ve got the key

To lock this door

The key is him,

Our love is rare.

The best man I know,

He’s always been there.

Love her wholly

Mend her wounds

Erase my memory

And soon, you too

Will be at peace inside

Knowing we’re okay

Cos now I finally know the truth;

It’s meant to be this way.

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I lit a candle for you at church

I bowed by head and prayed

That the time will come when you’re free

That all your pain goes away.

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“Cabinets”

I’ve worn by brain out thinking.

I’ve searched to find a way.

I’ve pondered, and I’ve questioned,

And wasted many days.

You just don’t fit me like him;

He fits me like a glove.

And now I’m stuck here asking myself

Why I allowed us to make love.

You’re patient and you’re kind,

But nothing like my love.

He is the greatest man

A girl could ever dream of.

He’s soft, and oh so tender.

He calms my mighty storms.

He’s helpful and he’s caring.

He’s thoughtful and he’s warm.

Long ago, we talked about

The things that got under our skin.

You stated very clearly

“When cabinets are left open.”

But I always leave mine open!

And he shuts them for me, gladly.

That’s just something I’ve always done,

And you can’t stand it, sadly.

We would never work out,

And plus I’m enamored by him.

He patches up the cracks in me,

And forgives all my sins.

So, I’m discharging you

From the confines of my heart.

I hope you find your happiness,

So healing, you may start.

I look at him with puppy eyes,

And a huge, stupid grin.

You wouldn’t want me anyways;

I leave the cabinets open.