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[boyzpantz]

Ok so like tmi and super venty but I thought I had vaginismus but I can use tampons. I've fucked myself with fingers and yeah, pens too. Long since discarded bc... Ew. But like. I KNOW penetration is possible, I know that stretching is possible too. So, I bought a toy. And it's SMALL. The smallest dildo I could find. Maybe as round as a makeup brush you'd use for blush. and I can't use it. I don't know what's wrong with me. I want to have the sex. I'm turned on. I'm even extra lubricated. But I just won't stretch or open. I can't do anything. It hurts so so so much. It's so frustrating. I've lost so many partners because I can't have sex with them, even if I WANT TO HAVE IT. When they realize I literally don't stretch they get frustrated with me like it's a personal thing and end up breaking it off with me. I just want to cry. My self esteem is ruined and my arousal is gone. Fuck this shit.

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you guys need to be normal about people who don't like penetration. people who don't get hard easily. people who finish quickly. people who participate in kink without having sex. people who don't like being touched. people who don't like giving head. people who only like penetration. people who (almost) always squirt. people who take a long time to cum. people who have a hard time getting wet. people who don't talk during sex or anything else that is not part of the way you think people or bodies should behave during sex

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Black undies for Black Friday 😝😝😝

[boyzpantz]

Bite me? Pin me down? Bite harder? Growl? Shake a little? Put your whole weight on me? Growl more when I try to adjust? Leave marks? Leave bruises? Leave hickeys? Draw blood? Make me yours? Make me yours? Make me yours? Make me yours?

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like this post if you think tboy tummies are sexy I'm trying to see something

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🐾🌸BARK!!! 🩷🦴

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has anyone noticed that working for a living sucks ass

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You wanna play~?

We'll see if I don't get crucified for this

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be thankful for tdick bulge today

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Reblog to grope your mutuals

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reblog to BITE prev :3c

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being fucked so hard from behind that you collapse forward and then they lean over you and use their weight to keep you completely pinned so you can’t do anything but whine and take it

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All my kink guides and primers and rambling in one place

This one is about aftercare and specifically what your body needs to heal a wound

This one is a fairly basic guide to training a submissive, I feel there's some really important information here especially for beginners (both dom and sub) and I think more experienced players will get something out of it too

This one is a deep dive into brats, how to control them as a dom and some advice for brats

This one is about the mechanics of impact play, it talks about force = mass x acceleration and how to appraise an impact toy before using it (skip this one, it's very boring, I only included it because it was my first)

This one is a primer on heavy impact play, nowhere does it say you cant do something only the risks of doing so

This one is how to give someone a black eye

This one is a primer on doing a drowning scene (or 'dunking' if you prefer)

This one is a guide to pulling out finger nails

I will try to update this as I write more

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this too shall pass