boyscanbeskinnytoo

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

No matter how hard I try I can’t help the fact that I hate myself.

And I know it makes me toxic, selfish, and unloveable. So I can’t blame people for leaving.

I just hope they know I’m sorry.

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

Reblog if:

- You support recovery.

- You support those in recovery.

- You support seeking help.

- You want  people to seek help.

- You think everyone is beautiful, regardless of their weight.

- Even if you yourself, aren’t seeking help or are in recovery, want others too.

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

3/7 log

breakfast:

- coffee bc i couldn’t sleep last night (15)

lunch:

dinner:

- peach (58)

water: 33.8 oz

total: 74

74/450

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

i will not let my depression lead to a binge. i am in control. i do not need food. binging will not fill the hole inside of me, but being thin will. nothing tastes as good as skinny feels. don’t ruin this for yourself.

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

constantly in a battle between deciding to work out or cry

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

Fav safe snack!!

Only 25 calories for a 1/2 cup, that’s 150 calories for the whole container!!

A good alternative for high cal sweets!!

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

3/6 log

breakfast:

lunch:

dinner:

- 1/2 cup of cauliflower (13)

- 1 cup of spinach(7)

- 4 large egg whites (64)

- 1tbsp unsalted butter (100)

- 1tbsp almond milk (2)

i tried to make an omelette but i cant cook for shit lmao so it ended up being scrambled eggs.

water: 67.6 oz

total: 186

186/350

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

3/5 log

breakfast:

lunch:

-grilled chicken nuggets (201)

- fruit cup (30)

- one cherry from my moms milkshake (4)

i wiped of the whipped cream!!

dinner:

- finished chicken nuggets (0) counted above

snack:

- 1/3tastykake yellow sponge cake dessert shell(33)

- about two strawberries (8)

- zero cal sweetner(0)

i shouldn’t have eaten any of this but i did stop myself after a few bites! actually really proud of myself from stopping myself.

water: 33.8

total: 285/500

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

oops! i logged it wrong! the chicken nuggets were only 210 which puts my total at 355 not 490. turns out i did do good lmao. i already switched my calendar though so i’m gonna day it was still a 500 day. this was a really good mistake lol i feel so much better about that because i felt SO guilty.

3/2 log

i messed up. i read my calendar wrong and thought today my max was 500 but it was 400. i walked so much today though so i’m not counting it as a failed day. i’ll just switch out a 500 day for this.

logging so i don’t eat anymore

breakfast:

lunch:

dinner:

- 12 grilled chicken chicken nuggets (345)

these were so good and filling!! i haven’t had any takeout in so long. definitely have a new safe food.

- half a small fry. (145)

i wasn’t gonna eat them but my mom offered so i had half of hers.

large diet coke (0)

water: 50.7 oz

total: 490 /500

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

i went to the doctor today

everyone is congratulating me on losing 15 pounds. it’s good that i can blame the fast weight loss on my t levels.

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

3/4 log

breakfast:

lunch:

dinner:

- .5 totinos pepperoni pizza(350)

wanted to purge but my whole family is home and it’s not worth the risk

water: 67 oz

total: 350/350

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

with as much water as i drink my lips really should not be this chapped

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

[boyscanbeskinnytoo]

I WANNA BE SOMEONES FAVORITE FRIEND OR FAVORITE PERSON OR SOMETHING LIKE HOW COOL WOULD THAT BE