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I really want to post something. Lately, i stumbled upon old blogpost’s blogs, from my friends to some random blogs. Some of their last post was in 2016, some of them still posting until this year. It felt like opening a time capsule that have been hidden in the back of my mind. Oh, to be an innocent high-schoolers, writing whatever in my mind and posting random photos i took. I kinda miss it. Instagram is a very simple and easy media where everyone gather. But i love the interface of a blog where people write a story or upload picturesque photos. Just like a diary. Sometimes i wonder if it is worth my time to come back blogging, knowing the facts that there’s only a few people left who checked others’ blog.

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Cottesloe Beach, Perth, WA | 01.01.2020

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It's ma birthdayy

Izakaya-Go, Surabaya

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Throwback

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The infamous Tian Tian Hainan chicken rice

Maxwell Hawker Center, Singapore, November 2019

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S.E.A Aquarium, Singapore, November 2019

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Singapore, Honeymoon, November 2019

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Can't believe i'm married already

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Malang, East Java, Indonesia.

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Last night, I dreamed i found a house that looks exactly like my house where i had spent my whole life growing up. The house was new, there were some workmen inside. The walls were polished and clean, the floor was a little bit dusty due the on going construction, the furnitures were not even placed there, but i was sure 100% that was my house. In the back of the house, the wall was crafted with horses relief. Pure grey, like how it was before my dad decided to color it few years ago, but the sculpts looked slightly different. There was someone sitting in back terrace, in the same place my dad usually sit nowadays. The chair was rattan, for a split second I thought it must be my grandmother. But when she turned around, she was a middle age woman i don't know. Not too old, but her hands were slim and wrinkly. She wear jade bracelets like my grandmother used to wear. Strange, i don't remember her face clearly when i woke up. She walked towards me, slowly like an old woman, saying the house isn't ready yet. I was there with my Boyfriend, and i was a little amazed to found a new version of my house. I took photos, to show my brother, i thought. I asked the middle aged woman if i could go upstairs, but she didn't let me. I looked up and i saw a few furniture already placed upstairs. Does she live here? She handed me a namecard. This is the designer of the house, she said. Before i could read it, i was woken up.

For once in my life, through a dream, i miss my home. This big house used to be filled with families and warm cooks. I will leave the house soon after i get married in a few months. My brother also had planned to get married in a few years and move out from the house. My dad is planning to sell the house for some reasons. The fact that i might not able to come back again here in the future gave me mixed feelings. For once, i feel utterly upset if this house was no longer ours.

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Well maybe in 2019

When now everybody is recording instead of writing, i’m kinda miss blogging. I remember days when i used blogger, and reading all these random blogs i follow, even they only write how their day was going. I felt like an old friend :) Now, ads are everywhere. Well it’s not anybody fault for making money but don’t you get tired sometimes? Even there are a lot of paid promotes on instagram. Sometimes i just want to read a simple things that is true from your heart.

I am not complaining for a lot of vloggers nowadays, because some of them bring really good content and making good videos are not as easy as it seems. But i wish my favorite bloggers back then will write more again.

My 2018 resolutions include posting on my blog more. Maybe i am no good with words, that’s why i choose tumblr. I hope i could be responsible and consistent, because now i wish my old blog is still active. It’s more like time capsule, to find any left pieces i might have forgotten.

I hope i will find many active bloggers with nice content this year.

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Bali is always a good idea.

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Last year i took some photos with Lomo cam, Diana mini. I’ve just developed the film just now, phew such a long wait. But it looks okay.