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What happens if you go 50 hours without sleep?

Fun Fact! I can go up to 49 hours without sleep before eating anyoneone!

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Fun Fact! I can go up to 49 hours without sleep before eating anyoneone!

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Okay so I was listening to my discover weekly on Spotify and a song about Judas and Jesus came on so I just had to share.

https://open.spotify.com/track/7it1zs6df7l7SKYa0dbkfQ?si=e1da702e25ee4500

Its literally a ship song 

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Tbh people's expectations for how fast I should heal my religious trauma are so fucking unfair because untill I get out of this house and go to college, I can't get much better. You wouldn't expect someone who has been stabbed to be able to completely heal if you leave the knife in their chest.

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"You are beautiful, divine and unholy, bittersweet, you are filled with glory."

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I literally got molested when I was six in a church and they punished me by making me wear a crown of thorns in front of my classmates which was both humiliating and physically painful, and people try to tell me Christianity isn't a fucking cult? Let me repeat I was SIX YEARS OLD.

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We need a slur to use on Christians.

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Good vibrations by the beach boys :)

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

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"Oh My God!"

More like "Oh my prostitute!" Except I actually respect prostitutes

"Stop using the lord's name in vain!" Ok, I will continue to say "Oh my god" and "Jesus fucking Christ" until nobody no longer believes in god okay? Also "God" isn't a fucking name it's more like a title or a job position so stfu

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"Stop using the lord's name in vain!" Ok, I will continue to say "Oh my god" and "Jesus fucking Christ" until nobody no longer believes in god okay? Also "God" isn't a fucking name it's more like a title or a job position so stfu

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help a nonbinary lesbian get top surgery!

hi everyone, i’m making this post on behalf of my girlfriend ava! she is 19 and a nonbinary lesbian (she/they), and she just recently moved out of their parents’ home.

in short: she’s getting top surgery! they’ve been dealing with a lot of physical pain due to their chest on top of dysphoria, and we’re planning on getting her surgery in december. the surgery will cost $11000 and will cause her to have little to no money left to her name if she does it out of pocket (on top of insurance).

if you could spread this around or donate, it’d be very appreciated! anything helps! 💙💙

https://ko-fi.com/supernovaswirls

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Am I crazy for missing my abusers? I know that they hurt me and that I’m better off without them but I miss how it felt when the people who usually only told me that I was a waste of time and space told me that they were impressed by something I did. I miss when everything was my fault and I thought that meant I had control. I miss when after they hurt me they would say “We did it out of love”. I miss having a goal and someone to live for aka someone I thought I owed everything to. Once when of them made me try on a crown of thorns like Jesus and said that she picked me because I was an irredeemable child but she was going to try to fix me anyways.

But the thing is, I was six when my teacher made me wear that crown, I started spending everyday with those people when I was in kindergarten until I was in fourth grade. They gave me my concept of love, so no wonder I was so scared and confused when my friends told me what I experienced wasn’t normal, no wonder I didn’t understand what was happening when I switched schools and my teachers didn’t humiliate me for things like being left handed or having trouble paying attention. I was so confused when my sixth grade teacher said he was worried about me and he didn’t accuse me of being evil, and instead asked me if I was dealing with depression. I don’t even think I can begin to describe the confusion I felt when my parents took me to see a therapist and my therapist explained that I have having ptsd.

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I'm not saying Judas was just a quirked up white boy who had a bit of swag and was busting it down sexual style but then got lost in the sauce before betraying his mans for a quick coin but like

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I have to goals in life get a girlfriend, and get a black cat named Luci after this mf

I am a lesbian

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Why couldn’t god love me?